Ngaloer ngidul Minggoe ,,

 

iyezhh ,,, aq di sini ,,, sendiri ,,, bersama keluwarga dan teman ,,, berbahagia yang tersyukuri ,,, . Bahagia yang tidak direncanakan dan tidak tertahan ,,, just happy ,,, . Dan begitulah kehidupan yang patut di syukuri ,,, 🙂 ,,, segala puji bagi aLLah SWT Tuhan semesta alam ,,,,,

Lalu aq berfikir ,, dengan kenikmatan di duniya ini ,, apakah ada sisa kebahagiaan kuwh di akhirat ??? . and me inside said ,,, :: yezh of course ,,, ini adalah path terbaik saat ini. Ketika cobaan tidak sedang menjunjung tinggi ,, adalah hati yang digunakan untuk bersyukur ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

2018 iniiihhh ,,, somehow ,,, its a ,,, starting with gratitude and ,, light ,,, . Iyezh ,, i still remember ,, couple years ago ,,, how its feel ,,, . Its very hard ,, very very hard ,, to get out from those badness ,, . How am so suffer ,,, between 2 worlds ,,, . And on 2017 ,,, i told ,, the progress of my struggle ,,, .  Then ,, in this first 2018 ,, i can feel bless and gratitude ,, and light ,, and happy ,,, 🙂 ,,, . am ready for next ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

oh my dear soul ,, you always gonna be ok ,, . You will go back to your owner ,, to the Lord ,, with good ,, i just knew ,,, . as long in this dunya ,, i’ll try my best to protect you ,,, 🙂 ,,, . You is belong to the Lord ,,, that are so precious ,,, . Its my obligation to make you care well ,,, 🙂 ,, insha aLLah ,,  🙂 ,,,

#taqdir aLLah swt ,, atasku ,,, terlihat ,,, terbentang ,, dalam waktu ,,, . then ,, be patient ,, 🙂

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temen ,, mbak mar dan mpit ,, lagi dapet cobaan sakit ,,, . Smoga ,, diberikan kesembuhan oleh aLLah swt ,,, diberikan keikhlasan atas smuwa taqdirNya ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

kerjaan ,, ??? . Yup ,, so so lah yezh ,,, . I do my best ,,, not for appraisal for the bozh horor or anything you name it ,, it just for my self ,, get my self challenged everyday ,, keep my brain active ,,, . nonsense ??? ,, no ,, its true ,, xixiixixix ,,,

Semangat ,, sebentar lagi cicilan selesay ,, abis itu ,, kalo ada rejeki ,, mule nyicil rumah ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

terush ,,, mahu kaweeennnnn ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, xiixixixix ,,, hehehhehehe ,, 😛

 

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Malming ,,,

,,, malming kalik enih d rumah ,, maskeran ,,, xixixiixx ,, . Dah tepar ,,, kmren mpe malem denger live music d lippo ,,, terush tadi seharian tawaf d mall ,, plg2 langsung tepar aka obo ,, tumben kan ??? ,,, kwwkwkwkkw ,,, . Tadinya sih niat mahu ke mall lagiii ,, tp kaki nya dh sakit ,, jd akhrannya mandiiiii cumuk maskeran dah ,,, ahahahhaha ,,,

Hadjeeee kapan kawennya hinih jendraaallllll ???? ???

But !!! Ada yg lebih dekat ,,, kapan gw tedornya heneeehhh ,,, ??? . Tadi bobo coreeee ,,, bisa2 pagi nih bru tedor ,, wkkwkwkwkw . 

Nyuci piring udah, nyuci baju nerika udah ,, ngapain lagi yak ??? ??

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#edisi kurang pitamin ,,,

 

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#edisi tuwak

 

Iyeezzhhh ,,, namanya sifat karakter ato apalah ,,, kalo dh gede susah d rubah ,, kecuwali kepentog seswatue yg xtreem ,,, .
Well ,, at least brfikirlah ttg akhirat ,,, dan berubahlah utk kehidupan akhiratmu ,,,

#edisi tuwak

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till drop ,, 06012018

 

 

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insome ,,,

 

guwe ,,, found ,,, something ,, litbit scarry maybe ,,, ??? ,,, . akhir2 ini ,,, gw temukan diri guwe ,,, dalam gejala ngantuk di kantor ,, tapiii ,,, gw ga feel ngantuk ,,, . Twnya ,,, ?? gw liat tulisan di monitor ,,, warnanya berubah merah marun ,,, badan gw anget ,, konsnetrasi gw berkurang ,,, and so on lah ,, gejala2 orang ngantuk lah ,,, . But ,, most of i dont feel sleepy ,,, and some time i feel do ,,,

gw ,, tidur kok ,, malah gw meng-claim ,, gw dah bisa tidur around jam 11 ,,, . Yezh ,,, gw tw gw beberapa kalik bangun di malam hari ,,, dan sekarang ,, gw berfikir ,,, :: mungkin pada dasarnya jam tidur gw less banged ,,,  ato mgkin cmn tidur sejam duwa jam ,,,  . and am sad ,,, . Gw ga rasa ngantuk ,,, sedih yakh ,,, hikzh ,,, . Mungkin gw dah ga ngerti ,, apah ituh tidur ,,, . sedih ,,,

i dont know ,, why i cant enjoying sleep ,, ?? . am i that stress ??? am i ??? . even ,,, am in the very good realize condition of life ,,, . Thus, why i cant sleep ???? . I do have a medical issue ,, but i dont think much ,,, i can guarantee that ,,, . nothing so hard bout this life ,,, . Why i cant sleep well ,,, ????

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it just ,, maybe ,,, my brain ,,, was ,, broken ,,, xixiixixxi ,,, ( the most verge conclusion ) ,,,  🙂

 

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Mengertilah ,,,

 

,, Apa salahnya dengan perbedaan ,,, ??? ,,, qt semuwa d buwat berbeda ,, untuk d lihat ketaatannya pada aLLah swt Tuhan semesta alam ,,, . mengerti ?? ,,,

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Jika perbedaan ituh d ciptakan ,,, terush kenapa harus mengerucut pada satu ,, ?? Tuhan semesta alam ,,, ??? . Dan lalu, mengertilah hakikat kehidupan ,,,

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Ebot working dayzh ,,

#edisi insome ,,

When they get the higher position ,, they said ,, ” am not appropriate to this job ,, i hv to do something big ” ,,, . Me ??? Agree for sure ,,, . Employee ,, in each level ,,, should be given some challenges by the company for many good reasons. Well, may be in the other hand ,, its sound litbit ,, cocky ,,, xixixiix ,,

My jobzh ??? ,,, its a ,,, obsolete ,,, . I just really need ,, an alteration ,, . Its very suntug jendraaaalll ,,, . But ,, because he is sooo weird ,, then i dont care at all about our dept ,,, xixixixix . I just do what i hv to do ,,, my daily job ,,, its no need to concern about others ,,, . No need to work in the neighbour grass ,,, #hallah ,, ga nyambung ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,, . I will challenge my self ,, in many ways kok ,,, indeed ,,, hehehheh ,,, 

Hmmhh ,,, . My head more got headache lately ,,, xixixiixix

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miley ,,,

 

miley ,,, am ucink ,,, . But after have a spoon of whipped cream ,, the ucink is gone ,,, Miley ,,, why this coffee is so delicious ,,, hehehheheh ,,, . Today ,,, is miss from the plan. I think this day would be crowded due to prodel preparation ,,, , but the data is not closing yet ,,, so ??? here i am ,,, at coffe max lippo mall puri ,,, hehehheeh ,,, .

and am very suntug ,,, facing those daily activities ,,, again and again ,,, the same jobs, the same bozh, and so on ,,, . i said to my self ,,, :: boleh khilaf ga sih ??? send an email to the bozh and ask for transfer ,,, ??? ,,, yang ada gw ke pare2 mingdep ,,, wkwkkwkwk ,,, .

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miley ,,, yesterday ,,, pa suki berpulang ,, after got sick almost 2 years ,,, . innalillahi wa innaillaihi rojiun ,,, . Semoga ,,, khusnul khotimah ,,, amminn ,,, dan semoga keluwarga diberikan keikhlasan ,,, aamiinn ,,, .

I hd a dream ,,, gw pikir ,,, bakal gw duluwan ,,, ternyata beliyaw ,,, . Sekarang tinggal gw ma bokap ,,, . Tapi, jika lihat pola nya ,,, berarti bokap duluwan ,,, . Hmmhh ,,, is it so rough ??? . I dont know miley ,,, when we facing the death ,,, when the death is feel so close ,,, its not a taboo thing to say ,,, to be discuss ,,, in the other hand , it could be me ,,, any time ,,, isnt it ???? ,,,, .

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miley ,,, the doctor said i hv to consume blood-thinning drugs ,, regularly ,,, and i dont want to do it ,,, xixiixixix ,,, why i hv to yezh miley ,,, ??? . am good ,, just give me the pain killer ,,, i will survive ,,, . well ,, maybe i will go to the another doctor ,,, maybe ,,, xiixixixi ,,, .

when in the hospital ,, if am not wrong ,, i saw my friends ,,, when we were at senior high school ,,, . They are ,,, ^ terawat ^ ,,, pretty ,,, classy ,, tajir for sure ,,, and i think of my self ,,, am alone, so hard to live, sick, thiny ,,, duniya itu berbeda yak ,,, hehehhehe ,,, . Ga ngaruh juga sih ama idup gw ,, tapi cukup mmbuwat comparison in my mind ,,, hehehhehe ,, .

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Miley ,,, Ketika rumpik kumpul kluwarga ,,, mereka bercerita :: ttg artis dan film korea, ttg onlenshop, ttg makanan enak, tentang invest rumah dan emas, tentang make up mahal ,,,

Ketika rumpik d temen ,,, mereka bercerita :: ttg juiser ,, ttg artis2 masa kini, ttg gosip lambeturah ,, ttg entahlah ,,, hal2 yg tidak menarik wat gw dan yg pasti tidak gw tw juga sih ,,,

I said :: i dont know those things ,,, hidup gw ttg apa sih yh mil ,,, ??? ,,, wkwkkwkwkw

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miley ,, ,, ,,, ,,,

 

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