hehehhe … this is quite heavy dear Lord … . I have no idea to cover it … have no strength to face it … i just hiding from the shadow … and i can do now is closer to You … to hold me from the deepest fallen. Gw lebay !!! … . I just thought … maybe all i need is waiting my hormon getting normal again ??? hehehhehe *hopelessmodeON … lanjut tarik napas panjang*
Hey … March coming !!! … and am still single !! heeelloowwwhhh ??? wakakkakakakkkk . New Manager also attend by today … transfer from EDC … . Gonna make any changing ??? dunnowww dweeecchhh … but i dont think so sih …
Iygh … last night i have my 3rd dream about another matter … still yelling each other … and faced the weird person … . its weird … and i dont care … hehheheheheh … . They are nothing …
Ummgh … yesterday … a half hour before 4 pM … i have chit chat with my friend … and am so proud of him … . His salary not biger than mine … already have family … but have big achievement like have 4 houses … ???? and how bout me ???? keseringan gagal KOSDON … akhirannya utang yang di banyakin ?^$*!@$%(@^%@( …doweeennggg … huiikkzzhh … . kalo kata pepatah mah … dy tuh berakit2 kehulu, berenang2 ketepian … bersusah2 dahulu … bersenang2 kemudian. Nah kalo gw ??? bersenang2 dahulu … mati kemudian … !!! pheewwww … 🙁 . Good chitchat … mayan lah … make me realize to have big dicipline also … cemungud hafiiii … 🙂 . Si njar have told me once … you have to get married soon … so you can figure out the mean of KOSDON !!! … hahahhahahhaha … bener bener beneerr … .
alhamdulillah … have a heavy lunch at artha gading mall … . Meat ball plus rice … extra effort to finished one … alhasil, perut gw dah kek hamil 2 bulan dah … wakkakakakkakkk ..
xixiixix … badan dan hatikuwh meriang dangduutt … kapan kah ini akan berakhir ???? serasaaa ada diii … sikuai island … serasa ada di sekitar hotel basko padang pagi hari … serasa ada di phuket bersama teman2 … serasa ada di belitong … serasa baru masuk ajinomoto … serasa akan meninggalkan sesuatu … serasa ada di kamarkuwh malam hari … serasa berangkat kantor pagi2 … rasa rindu sesuatu …. rasa rindu suasana … rasa rindu seseorang … tapi entah apa di mana kapan siapa … . Xixixiixixix … ga jelas dotkom … serasa flash ke belakang … rasa yang gaaaaLLLlaaawww eeuuyyy … .
Already at my roomzh … Watching the TV … Gonna make some plans … Cleaning2 … Bengong bengong … Me tiiimmeeeee … ….. …… ….
Egh … I just remember … My friend asked by today “why you look so sad ???” . Egh ?? That question just distract my mind … Spt tersadar dr bengong gw … And i was thinking .. “Am i look so sad ?? But why i’ve to be happy ??? … . Hmmhh …
Hmmhh … Dear God … I cant handle it … 🙂 … Am sorry … I will do what i can do … 🙂 … Nothings gonna change … Mohon ampunilah kami duhai yg maha pengampun … Bahagiakanlah kami dengan caraMU yg indah … Love You as always my Lord …
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