once ,, i hv chitchat with my colleagues ,, he asked ” have you ever in bad situation ,, and you pray to aLLah swt ,, somehow ,, aLLah swt answer/grant your ask immediately ??? ,,, ” , after thinking ,, i said ,, ” no ,, because ,, i think i dont have that bad situation ,, since ,,, many years ago ,, ” ,,, . and he continuing with samples in life ,,, that is ,,, keikhlasan ituh ,, butuh latihan ,,, .
and i realize ,, ya, keikhlasan ituh memang butuh latihan ,,, . its happened also to me ko ,,, in dailies i think ,, . Maybe ,, its because am not that sensitive person ,, so its not bother me that big ,,, but i do exercise in life ,,, 🙂 .
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Yup ,, its already long time ago ,, when i asked so much ,, that much to allah ,, want to grant my ask ,, even i hv to pay with my own pahalas ( emang punya fi ??? wkkwkwkkwkw ) ,, But allah not grant those ,,, 🙂 ,,, . I think its big exercises for me ,, eaaaaaaaa ,, ahhahah ,, kalah pulak guwa ,, xiixixixixi ,,, 😛 ,,,
i rare asking to aLLah swt ,, beside ,, safety in this dunya and mostly for akhirat ,,, . I less ask to aLLah for duniyawik ,,, . i dont know why ,, its seems i dont need that much for this dunya ,, . Sedih yah ,, 🙁 ,,, .
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and now ,, am not push anything in life ( duniyak ) ,, because ,, if we dont get what we want for now ,, i just hv believing ,, aLLah swt already arrange everything in the perfect condition ,,, So, maybe next ,,, 🙂 ,,, >> and ya, i did finished my exercise in this session ,,, ahahhahhahaha ,, 🙂 ,, long time ago when i become a perfectionist person ,,, 🙂
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