words … sentences …

words … for me is like a flower … . Sentences is such as bounch of beautiful flower … . In logicaly i thought … sentences describe IQ and EQ of each person, even for the ” sweet mouth (si mulut manis??) ” –> is it the “sweet mouth” was smart person that always using sweet words to get they goal ??? <– . Yes … may be it is not absolute indicator to describe quotient somebody, but for me … its quite describe one for give appreciate to someone..

Thus, With readings … we collect many vocabularies in our head. And make us rich of vocab to choosen when we want to use one. Am poor for reads .. but am one of person who always had attention on words, eventhough am not smart person. *so, please corrected me if i use the wrong one*. I dont understand with people who choosen and using bad words to say … . How come it so easy for they tung release bad words ??? its make them ‘cetek’.

Of course we all did use bad words .. yelling at people … especially in bad situation. And sometimes its release something !! wakakkakakakakkkk … . Neither do i … on one case, i’ve ever use very bad words to attack someone … i still remember that, i said :: ” i am rough (dengan emosinya) … but you deserve for that !!! ” . Jihahahahahhahahah … using bad words with realize.

I think its quite cool if all of us using nice words to others. its good !! good !! *berusaha meyakinkan diri sendiri dan orang lain* … xixixixixiixxii 😛 . So .. try yuuukk 🙂 …

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gaje ,,,

gw suka kwetiaw … kwetiaw mang udin dpn komplek gw mayan enak … but somehow … sering x gw makanya brsamaan ma aer mata… jadinya rasanya ga enak lagi deh 🙁 …

Hari ini gw ga msk kantor … ceha … . Untung kagag masuk.. daan mogot banjir … buswae ga operasi… . Kemaren aja pulang kantor dah mayan heboh … ujan deresh bgd … meni dpn rumah banjir lg .. cmn setelapak kaki seeeh .. tp mayan bikin gw sikatan kaki malam …. .  Naaahh … besok dah operasi blom ya???? . rempong dah pnya kantor jauh…  🙁  . dan wordpress tidak smooth d browser eniiih …. ahuhuhuhhhu :(( .

Yg penting gw msh oke lah hr eniiihh …. xixiixixixiiixi 😛

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one of other camouflage …

*curcol sore ngabisin quota*

jaddiiiyyghh … one of my friend was ask to meet her bozh … . So, her bozh was scruple for her daily arriving on desk. The Bozh wants her to arrive on desk and ready to work at least 5 minutes before 7 aM … .  Fyi, in reality … sometimes … although we were arrive less then 7 aM .. we were still lalu lalang for breakfast and make up for ladies.

And the interesting one is … the bozh said :: he was shame to others department who the members/staffs were more ready before 7 aM. Heeeeee ??? jadiiihhh ??? all of this is about his image ??? . Hellowwhhh ??? is it so important for you compare what had you done for your staffs ??? have you make them better from skill ?? have you make them better from responsibilites at work ??? have you make them better on etc ??? gaje dan ga penting banged dah … !! ecapedeeehhh …. .

Ya … ya … ya … not surprise enough siiiihhhh for this case … just want to curcol ajeeeee … inorder to make my english sharper for daily sentences …. jiahahhahahahahh. Fyi, if look more carefully plus highest imagination … that bozh was handsome enough kok … with big note :: WHITE and little bit skinny. Wakkakakakakakakkakkk *ketawa guling2*

Naahh … the big question nya is … what have you done for ur own goodness as employee ??? heehhehehhe 😛

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crazy thing …

 

everybody has their own crazy thing to do …
Neither do i … 😉

 

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dreaming bout cats …

lately … quite often i was dream on bout cats … and its always 2 cats … . Why it should be 2 yak ?? why not 1 ?? 4 ?? a dozen ??? hehehheheh 😀

at first … i saw 2 dead cats … . scary enough yak ??? hehhehhehe 😀 . Then … i found 2 cats in my room … hiding in my wardrobe …  and then spoken to me … that they want me to tend them. But i said … i have no time … i cant to tend you … .  they looks so sad and  they wont go away … .

what its mean ya ??? is it good or bad sign ??? well … actually … i try not to give more attention to things like this … but my brain still thinking about … so … i wrote down here … heheehheheh. Whatever will be … ya will be lah … hehehheheh … nothing to lose in my stage now … 🙂

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ketika doa …

 

dan ketika berdoa terasa seperti ‘menyuruh’ Tuhan untuk memenuhi keinginankuw … maka hanya satu pintakuw saat ini …
Duhai Zat yang maha lembut … tolong peluk aq dengan kasih dan sayang-Mu malam ini … amiinn …

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ur homework …

 

… bring in one big question to ur head before u got slept … make it such us ur homework were never been done … u’ll get nice sleep then … (hafikuw) … xixixiixix  …

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Narsis tiiimmee …. wekekkekkekk :P

wakkakakkakakak … numpang narsiisss …. kekekkekekk

pas liburan ke bali and phukeeetttzzhh … *jadi mu ke situ lagi* …

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re-build up my way …

*curcolmodeON*

after … a month ??? from the happening … i think … its time for me to re-build up my way … . event though i think it cant be far away from me right now. sometimes i think … now, i need indeed aLLah touch in this way. I feel already maximum as hafi as human … need aLLah to help me out … . Anyway … still i want to re-build up my way.

am not angry anymore … in fact, am not angry … i cant angry … it just sad and sad and saaaddd. I always pray to aLLah … to guide all of us in the right way … the way that aLLah blessing on. I just want every things good. Am not a good girl … i know that for sure … it just hafi … a woman that sometimes … basically bad tempered …  and i always to muffle those with silent. But sometimes … when things that made me hang on from, faced to me … it sooo soo000ooo difficult not to angry and explode up …  . although in other side … am not sure why i have to angry about ??? not give me benefit in many ways … . But still wanna angry anyway… wakkakkakkkk. Hey, this is just some advice from someone who have bad tempered … when u feel so angry … just go away from that … dont release it to him/her … release to others things … because if u did it … u will regret then …  trust me !!

yes … i confessed that i still very very very very sad … for all that happened. All of this is my faults … positive !!! . This is consequence from decision i’ve made. yes …. i broken down into pieces … . But its become mine to handle out this matter … . Now this is bout me … not others anymore.  This is depends on me how to get out from this sorrow … how to make my life better… anyone cant help me out … . it just aLLah who can help me right now … .

so … what i’ve to re-build up ??? in what way ??? . one for sure :: i wanna be my self !!  ( Heee …. me at right now ??? is someone who not interesting to anything … xixiixixixi 😛 ) . Sometimes … i just thought that .. what i have to do now is … get sit back … leaning on my chair … and try to see from aLLah side … wait will aLLah give to me next … just calm down … .

Yup … what i need to feel and do now is :: CALM DOWN … .  others ??? just STAY FOCUS and STAY at THE LINE (in aLLah line) … . Receiving what aLLah gave to me with ikhlas and ‘realize’ . Go hafi … hope u will survive in this world and the life after … amiinn .. 🙂 .

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* wrote on starbucks coffee puri indah while already ngetems here at 8:15 aM, dunt like et humz bikozh there is people that somehow i dont like to them huuekkzzhhhh !! … (what a BT !! .. hehehhehe 😀 ) *

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