.. its … hurt, when he asked bout that matter. am sorry … involving you in this game … . i dont ment to … never ever, make you all played. May aLLah gives much and much and muuchh blessing to all of you …. aamiinn ….
unspoken truth ,,,
apaajadotkom,,
Tadi baca status temen d fb … yg intinya :: orang banyak ibadah kok kelakuan ancur. Hmmhh … pun dah sering bahas kek ginian … tetep jadi mikir lagi, mang enak ya jadi manusia … bisa laku apa aja … dari so suci kek malekat sampe so trkutuk kek iblis … . Perhitungannya nnti di akhirat … . Mungkin ilustrasinya begini nnti di akhirat, qt akan bilang ke malekat :: the bill please ??? . Bis itu di proses deehhh … syurga pa neraka … tinggal lempar … gampang kan ??? Hmmhh … ??? xixixixixi 😛
I dont know … its just never ended conversation about why right man do bad things and bad man do good one ???. There is no guarantee that people with good worship will not do bad things and no guarantee also that they came to heaven. And there is no guarantee also that people with bad worship will not ever going to heaven. Do you remember a stroy about a slut (is this quite polite vocab ???!!) that she gave a drink to a dying dog ???, then she deserve for heaven for that. See … ???even for a person doing many bad things … still have a chance to heaven with one kindness … . Also many stories told that, person with good worship get hell because one to many reasons. So in rough summary, we can say … do all bad things and do 1 good thing … so you will get chance to heaven … rather than to do hard worship. So cetek isn’t it ??? xixixixixiixi 😛
Muhammad saw, in his heritage, which the point is :: berpegang teguhlah kamu pada qur’an dan hadits, niscaya kamu akan selamat. In reality, we rarely to read quran and hadits … we are so busy with our worldly … well, maybe this is especially happened for metropolitan people. Eventhough, we are already studying much about quran and hadits, still its need to be realism without oversight … (facing there are many cult in this world that always claim they are the right one). Thus, is it already maksimal for us based to quran and hadits on our life ??? are we gonna safe ??? no one knows … I thinks as long as we live … we are still looking the core … .
Heaven is not cheap one … or maybe its just need a little thing to get key inside ???? . *and am still thinking* is it not quite enough for aLLah with all of our entire life worship ??? is it so hard for aLLah swt gave any forgiven for all our mistaken, till have to build hell in akhirat ??? we are just human being anyway … . *maybe aLLah will answerd :: is it so hard to do what I said to do ???* … mati gaya dah qiteeee … xixixixiixixix 😛 .
Now … am stuck here … eventhough … finally this is not about hell and heaven anymore … isnt it ???!!! 🙂
black list …
*curcol mode ON ngabisin quota dan killing time karena kerja kegampangan, and actually … it doesnt need medium brain usage to work here … guarantee !!! xixiixixixi 😛 *
perasaan guwah ni yaakkk … gw tuh berusaha idup tanpa jadi negative untuk orang lain dan alam … entah itu nyusain, bergantung, nyakitin, ngerusak, etc dah. Karena gw percaya akan keseimbangan. Berhubung gw manusia, of course gw gudangnya khilaf dan alpha … jadi ga mungkin donk ngelakuin niat tadi ituh 100% .
Nah … terhubung berhubung dihubungkan … ada beberapa orang (saat ini siygh cuman 2 orang yg dah gw black list dalam idup gw), yang entah kenapa berlaku jahat ma guwah … mang salah guwah ma mereka apa yak ??, maka gw pun juga akan menyeimbangkan dengan berlaku jahat ma mereka … jiahhahahhahah … . Gw halal memanggil mereka dengan sebutan buruk dan menggunakan kata kasar … axixixixixixi … . Mereka pantas untuk ituh … . Easy, its just a words … am not going to do bad thing to them kok … . Its not become my part, aLLah swt does. Dan sometimes ini menyenangkan … hahahhaahhah … . *teriring mohon ampun ma aLLah swt, atas menggampangkannya melakukan hal2 yang di larang olehNYA … *
… Luvyu aLL … 🙂
do now …
… be happy with anything you have now …
because (maybe) there is a momment that you had everything but you cant felt the happiness … 🙂 ~hafikuw~
sombong …
just crossed in my mind this morning while waiting for metro mini, a tv show bukan empat mata, whereas showed mandra as guest star, arround last week … . In they conversation, there is a question that asked :: “ada orang yang mengatakan anda bangkrut, bagaimana tanggapan anda tentang hal tersebut ??” . and you know what he answered ??? … :: “bangkrut dalam hal apa dulu, kalo dalam hal materi, gw masih bisa beli kepala orang yang ngomong kek gitu“. at that momment, the ambiance become hush for few seconds. After that the hostess bring the ambiance to normal again.
quite rough ya … a statement that came out from public figure and on public channel also. Its describe how cetek, arrogant and seems un-education person. Why he so bother with that question ?? with poverty ???. Even the hostess one, tukul, who had poverty before, always try to avoid all of kind of poverty jokes on that tv show. Is it all of us come with nothing and will be gone bring nothing ?? except taqwa …
Well … thats why this world came so fun … with all of this differences … 🙂
wiken on 3rd week of april 2012 ,,,
i dont know … i just want to spent mytime alone this wiken … doing what i want to do … . and i did it …. !!??? xixixixixixi … and am happy .. alhamdulillah … .
actually, i got hard headache for the last 2 days, i dont know why… so on saturday, i went to puri indah hospital. phewww … why the doctors always full booked since yesterday ??? . I made an appointment with dr. agus, THT specialist. Why THT ??? Because, from the sympton that i had, it indicate to sine. After waiting arround 3 hours whereas i killing time with went to puri indah mall to bought some women stuff, finally i got checked by the docter.
bujug buneeenngg ,,, !!! My nose got obok2 by him. I think he wasnt got any trouble when do that, inorder to my big nose … ecapedeeehh … . Then, need to do rontgen for authentic result. Finally, yes … i got sine … but still in small scale. The dokter recommended to neurology speciaist to more review
Next … got something to eat at mr.pancake. This cafe, quite gooooddd … they have delicious pancake … i luv it !!! Western food … steak, salad, and burger were available here. And it taste were delicious … . Of course, it serving still too much for me … . Buuuuttt … still on my motto :: (pun) ga doyan, kalo ada depan mata, kudu d abisin !!! Ga boleh buang makanan. Haahaahaaaa .
nangkring at starbucks coffee till nite … . Listening music, readings, fesbukan, etc … . Then gu humzh because am so sleepppiiygghh … xixixxixi …. Alhamdulillah … .
get arisan on sunday … . After got a coffee at starbucks … then went to pamulang … . Met bu nur and others family there … xixixixxi. all day long there …
and my happiness ended … when i realized something that i was played/dipermainkan. And its become more complicated when u were dealing with psycho. Sing waras ngalah aja lah … .
Wish tomorrow the world full of happiness … nite aLL 🙂
Zoemad, April 20, 2012
aM,
How bout this week ??? hmmhh… busy enough with administer cards related to my loosing. Alredy done ?? hmhhh nooo yeettt … driver license and ID, still on my queueh
there is an information that make me sad this week … mmmhh !! . Have a litbit conflate to aLLah swt, but i was awared from video on yutub about hell that uploaded from christian version. On that video describe a women experienced who see the hell by Jesus guide … and how horrific it become. Yup, thats about christian version … and am sorry, but am not believe on that youtube eventhough that based on true story. In my mind, there is no one can do time traveling to akhirat except Muhammad saw with his miracle isra mi’raj. Still its make me review back my knowledge about hell from quran and hadits that i knew. Pheewww … masya allah … astaghfirullah …
Sometimes i just thought, many people – including me, had conversation bout akhirat, but i think we are not do really realize that hell its so terrible thing even for to think. If we are do realize that, i think we will so busy with ibadah … . I dont know … i have no idea to have more discussion bout this. Anyway … wish aLLah always guide all of us … in aLLah line … aamiinn
Next ?? my addicted to coffee become more and moreee … ahuhuhuhuhuhu. And trying to using wordpress for android … just litbit more friendly html … 🙁
pM,
alhamdulillah … already get lunch at artha gading mall … inorder there is 15% disc at solaria using flazz bca card … . And take some picts while waiting the foods served .. heheheheh 😛
Hmhhh … disoriented … seeing arround people that soooo … weird … too many oddity arround meee … . From mystical, ignorance, naive, penjilat, trkutuk, no heart one … . Ahhh … it just too much caffein in my blood … 🙁
kembangan ,,
its quite profitable to live here … near kembangan. Everything available at kembangan, west jakarta. Big mall arround west area such as taman anggrek mall, puri indah mall, citraland mall. Police station available near living area, also samsat at daan mogot. International airport can be reach arround 20 minutes. Fire brigade near livin area also. Schools and university with high quality education were available at near kemanggisan. Good hospitals such as harapan kita for mom and baby hospital, dharmais for cancer hospitals and puri indah also available for arround half hour. Mayor officer on kembangan area (mang mu ngaruh d mana ya kantor walikota ma qt ???). See ??? Everything available here, even for flood one !!! Hahahhaaaa
So ??? What doesnt exist hereeeee ????? money to buy one, not yet … wakakakakakakak … . Mudah2an qt semua di mudahkan rejekinya … aamiin ya aLLah ,, 🙂
