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08 Mei 2012 By 0 In uMuM

my weight goes to normal again …  its 45 Kg !!! huraaayyyyy !!!! many people says ceking seeehhh … but according to BMI, its ideal weight !!! … . feel more ligth … ahihihihihihi …

something bothering me anyway … even i dont want to interrupted for something like this … still this is out of my mind. How come someone that not smart enough could be promote and become a leader in this company ??? even for a person who doesnt much understand bout copas on explorer ??? jiaahhhh … . Masa iya cuman modal deket ma big bozh bisa naek ??? mengerikan juga ya being here … . And the worst part one is … am here … and looks like in gonna be a long time … huikkzzhh … 🙁

Next month many relatives gonna held wedding party … and i get free fabrics to be sewn … mayaaannn … make more kebaya collection for me … alhamduuuulilllaaahhh … . eventhough … i dont really understand why people spent much more energy to things on fashion … . Heyyy … i confess that is beautiful kok and i want to wear those beutiful things … but ummghh … hehehheheheh *mulay gaje dot kom* … gitu dah ah … . May be i will spent much more also then … ????  xixixixixi 😉

Naaahhh … here we go agaaaaiiinnn … going headache !! lets reduce this with coffee or risol or cracker ??? ahihihihihihihihihi and games for sure … 🙂 . Or just need sleep ??? so sleeeeppppiiyygghhhhh … . Wanna guhumzh earlyer ah …. wanna sleeeppp … i slept late last nite … .

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*hasil bengong menjelang maghrib*

06 Mei 2012 By 4 In uMuM

suddenly, it just xed in my mind this evening … a question from my friend few months ago, she asked :: “do you ever think to do something crazy like to go out somewhere there is no one knows you and without hijab (tidak menutup aurat, such as ukensi shirt and short one) ??? “. at that momment, its something none to think never ever, but this evening i just thought … :: ummghh … might be its quite fun ??!!!!¿¿¿¿ …. jiahahahahahahah *istighfar*

in order that my body was seksihh enough (baca :: going to ceking), i think its not emberrassing if i do that ???!!! Xixixixiiixi *istighfar lageee*. Hahahahahahah …. u know ???? Its not make big difference at all when i go out without hijab. There are many seksih women out there, if i go out once … its not make any difference. Xixixixixi, this is bout taat to God. When God command us to use hijab, its our duty to do that. Beside, this is one of many commands that not difficult to do.

ummghh … everyone has their own craziness … might be you’ll met me without hijab one day ????? Ahiihihihihi *ampun ya allah …. ampuuunn … becandaaaaaaaa* 😛

Note :: without hijab d sini maksutnya bukan naked ya sodare2 sebagsa setanah aer, without hijab it means … tidak berpakean yg menutup aurat 🙂

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sunday morning ….

06 Mei 2012 By 0 In uMuM

as we knew … its gonna be hard controlling not to consume coffee here … huikkzzhh … in order there is promo buy 1 get 1 also … so ???? here i am noooww … at sturbucks coffee puri indah mall with 1 dark mocha and 1 choc cookie frap plus heavy whiped cream !!!!! the barrista already knew my fav one ….. ahihihihihii . I like to be here in the morning, because the fragrance of the coffee and there is still less human fragrance also … .

last nite i spent my time with having discussion with my friend about few things … about critical issue, about fate, about akhirat, about God, about my case. Everything is already on their proportion … everyone have their own matter to solve out … is it God finally will gave any forgiven to us related to our humanity ??? Will gave any forgiven for something that have decided at first ?? . Well, in our capacity as human, we all do is just HOPE. Without that, we are zombie. Related to my case, she said :: ” Mba hafi…. Apapun dan siapapun mereka….. Anda pernah melalui hari2 indah dengan mereka….. Bila diakhir cerita mereka berbuat salah….. Maafkanlah dengan mengenang masa indah dulu … Ketika kita membenci…. Tanpa sadar… Ada yg tersakiti, Bukan orang yg telah menyakiti kita… Tp orang yg berada di sekeliling kita … sahabat Anda menanti kembalinya seorang Hafizhah”. I see … and many thanks for your concern 🙂

hmmmhhh … i really have desire to starting manage my financial, but however still there is unpredictable fee … . Well, its always like that, when i have got more income, finally it have to out anyway. Welll … enjoy ajaaaahhh …. hahahahahahahah …. .

Note :: hmmhh, coffee still gave made me breathless effect …

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woman cycle leave paid ..

03 Mei 2012 By 0 In uMuM

wadoowwhh … since yesterday night, my stomache got cramp !! Its more than usual … . The usual things is ??? Get leave paid for this … xixixiixixii 😛 .

whats new ???? Ummmghhh … my body got ringkih, because i drank 2 cup of coffee since last 3 days … plus my headache medicine. Phhewww … its felt like … yes, you aren’t got headache but ur body already maximum … it seems it can stand up because of my illution. Need sleep … but i cant because caffeein effect… . Damn !!! Seems enough with doping like that !! Wakaakakakakakkkk … .

u know … its profitable when we are not remember our dreaming … because when we remember … its make our brain confuse where the real one and where not … and its happened to me … xixixixixiii 😛

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[mOz!eK] some1 like you by adele ,,

01 Mei 2012 By 0 In uMuM


I heard that you’re settled down
That you found a girl and you’re married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn’t give to you.

Old friend,
why are you so shy?
Ain’t like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, ”
Yeah

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn’t stay away, I couldn’t fight it.
I’d hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded
That for me it isn’t over.

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”
Yeah

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”

Never mind, I’ll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don’t forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
“Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead.”
Yeah

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1st May 2012 …

01 Mei 2012 By 0 In uMuM

 

Heelloowww May …
be nice with me till december yeeee … hehehhehehe 😀

according to my intention to make my financial life style better … sooooo … starting reduce and cut ?? entertainment fee … . Well … going well at first day of may … hopefully till entire my life … hahhahahhahha … . I thiiinkkk … the most difficult thing to hold is starbucks coffeee … !!!! Ahuhuhuhuhuhuhu ….

Ummghh … i just re-thinking of … there is nothing substance in this world without aLLah swt permission. Related to my case … i think, aLLah want me like this (for sureeeee ) … through all of this … . I accept that and gave back all to aLLah … give my best smile to my LORD … . yeess … its a litbit weird in my heart that i still can be affable and praying for a person who make my life like this … but somehow … its not that difficult kok … its just flow like that … 🙂

Official … xixiixixi … there is rumour bout promotion and all of bout that things … . Not interrupted at all … but if i could wish … hope this company provide for high quality managers who can brought this company better and better … .

Annnddd … is it quite nice if i starting using high heell ??? changing my fashion also ??? ummghhh … mmhhh ??? mmmhhh … xixixiixixixixi 😛 . whatever it is … keep focus on manage financial life style yoooo ….  🙂

As long the earth still spinning arround … still i will dancing with my fate … everything will revolves  anyway … just enjoy anything on each phase …

Finally …
hope this world full of happinesss … aamiinnnn … 🙂 

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Senpit 2012 …

30 April 2012 By 0 In uMuM

Ahiiiyy !!! this is it … my next retired senpit !! aka sendal jepit !! xixixixxiixxi 😛 . Buluks bwangeedd yaakkk !!!! hahahhahha … . Always like using senpit to everywhere except to formal case. Mpe buluk mampuzh dan dah kritisi banyak pihak (hallah bahasa gw !!) … tetep aja senpit forever !! wakakkakakkakkk … . Hmhh ??? jangan sampe ada seserahan senpit tapi yaaaa … (lah emang kapan neeeekkaahhh nyaaa ???) ahihihihiihihi … .

Hmmhhh …  should I change my style ?? using high heel through buswae bridge and mikrolet for pp office and other place to go ??? maybe arround one week … varises tumbuh kembang baik di kaki gw … wakkakakkakakkakk .

Morning aLL … have a nice day … 🙂

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end of april 2012,, — ended ,,

29 April 2012 By 0 In uMuM

How could i gave any forgiven to dy ??? No, i cant, not yet maybe … but aLLah could … . Am not an angel, am a human being goes to devil koookk …. wakakakakakakkkk ….

hmmhh … udah… cukup aja wat semua … . Judging on dy, gave dy rough words (eventhough dy deserve for that, and more), no … i think its enough. my anger gave nothing … nothing … . even death … came to us, its reveal nothing at all. so, fixed it .. anything you can fix on.

anyway, few days ago i have a little bit conversation with mbak sinta, about financial management. Change our life style could change our financial life. Reduce entertainment fee is one big step to start it. Nah, in my case, what i have to reduce yak ??? Maybe should be cuted ??? Xixiixiii 😛 . Actually, am a person, who can manage my financial ko, secara yeee guwah padang aseli, kalo ga butuh ya jangan di beli !!! Xixixixxi … . But yes, in many slots i reduce much fee but in one other slot i spent much more … wakakaaakakakkk

weeeellll … you already 31 years hafiiii … and you have nothing. Enough with your self enjoyment … starting manage ur financial life yeeee … . I know its gonna be tight management compare ur salary, huikzhh … . Take it easy, rejeki dah ada yg ngatuurrr, klise but it works !!! . Reduce and cut anything you can cut on … wekekekekekekekkekk … . Ummghhh, maybe you can starting from the right side picture ????? Kekekekkeekkk 😛

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feeder transjakarta …

28 April 2012 By 0 In uMuM

yesterday, friday night …. i tried using feeder transjakarta from taman kota shelter’s. its cost 3000 idr, which is we can bought before we out from the shelter. after waiting arround 15 minutes, the bus came. so, the bus route are … turn arround at near samsat daan mogot, kedoya – pasar puri – walikota jkb – ended at puri indah mall. The bus stop only at ranch market, walikota, and puri indah mall. may be we can stop at few points more were available on that track. it took arround half hour to get puri indah mall. well, another option to went anyway … 🙂  .

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