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kalo inged pelem2 jaman dinasti cina or cerita2 sejarah masa lalu ya … biasanya neehhh … ketika pemimpin keluar … selalu di doakan yang baik oleh rakyatnya … . Inged kan ??? kalo di film2 kolosal cina gituuu … kalo kaisarnya keluar public gitu … terush rakyatnya nunduk dan yell2 keselamatan dan kebaikan wat kaisarnya. Di islam juga gitu … qt mendoakan terush kebaikan wat rasul dan nabi2 qt … . Dan enaknya di islam … *on believing scope yaa* ketika qt mendoakan kebaikan untuk orang lain … malekat akan berdoa untuk qt sama seperti qt mendoakan sodara2 qt … aamiin … seswatoe dah …

Naaaahhhhhh …. !!!! ko ya sekarang … jaman dah berubah … . Pemimpin negeri malah di caci maki ma rakyatnya … . Belon lagi di doa-in yg jelek jelek … . yaaa salah sapa donk … ??? . Ummghhh … mungkin tuh pemimpin dah berbuat maximal wat rakyatnya … but still not enough kali yaakk … secara its not that easy become a leader. Mangkadar … pemimpin itu kudu akbar yak … kudu besar dalam jiwa raga lahir bathin nya … karena ada tanggung jawab yang besar di pundaknya … . Setimpal lah jika pemimpin yang baik … akan terush d doakan kebaikan ma rakyatnya … . Yes of course … there is always pro and contra for someone … . But if most of  people like the leader … hopefuly there are unity there … .

As personal … sometimes … when i saw good leaders … i pray also for them … may aLLah gave them salvation, strength, and wisdom to leads the people … . Buut … when i saw bad leader … just one question in my head … ” kapan matinya sih tuh orang ??? “ *mulay curcol dah guwah …  perlu ga sekaliyan gw pasang pict bozh yg ga gw sukaaaa ??!!! * wakakkakakkakakakkk ….

And in small case … each of us is a leader … and will be ask for the accountability later … pheeewww ….

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,, I left pieces my heart there ,,,
sometimes i missed it ,,,
maybe oneday i’ll be back ,,

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,,, many times am so confuse with the mystery of the life ,,, but somehow in a single time ,,, God just gave the answer right to your heart which can be seen in your mind ,,,

aM,

Jiiiaaayyy ,,, monday !!! Heaaahhhh ,,, . Come ooonnn we should be cemunguudd ,,, xixixi ,,, . Egghh ??? ,,, we are facing 6 working days this week ,,, *lesu lageee* ,,, . Monday oh monday ,,, and still there are 5 days ahead ,,, still cemungud yaaaaaa ,,, *gila d pagi hari*

naaahh … its time to paid my credits … . Almost reach 2 digits ??!!! … pheeewww … !!! . Is there somebody wants to paid their loan to me also ??? cekaakk neeehh … wakakkakakakkakkk

xixixixi … sometimes … when i have power to revenge to people that already doing bad things to me … for being imagine that (get revenge) … its already makes me happy … xixiixixix … its so fun you know … . Toh … when they do that to me … they were not concerning anything bout me … just felt happiness of them … so why i have to consider something now ??? xixixiixxixi … . hhh … unfortunately … i cant do that … enough … . I hope no one else get hurt anymore … just happiness please … 🙂 . Well actually, it  just minus triger aja seeehh … wakkkakakakk … sekali toel gw … gw bacok beneran luh … hahahhahahahah *sesumbardotkom*

hadjuuu … mangantuuuuggzzhh … tapi ko ya ga bisa bubuuuu ???? yg ada malah peningnyaaaa … huikzh … … …

pM,

Finally get sleep after thin client down ,,, . After woke up ??? Still down tuh thin client ,,, ecapedeehhh ,,, . Trush ngapain dunkzh qitaaaghhh ????

perasaan nih yeee … perasaan yang sangat kuaaadddddd … gw tadi baru bayar cc bca dah … dan kenapaaaaa oh kenapaaaaa … tiba2 tagihan berjalannya dah 2 juta aje yeeee … ayo kenapaaaaaa ??? Masya aLLah dah … . Lama2 … gw bakal bermain dengan bunga bank juga dah neh … amppooeeennn … 🙁

Open tugeder with mpid and c kunyuk lisa ,,, at eperpreesshhhh ,,, . Hmmhh ,,, makan banyak dunkzh gw ,,, kan i have to raise my weight ,,, . Shocked enough with 42 kg ,,, !!! Ayo fiii ,,, makan yg banyak ,,, at least 45 lagee yaaa ,,, its all about ur mind ,,, xixiixixi ,,, *mari berhitung berapa lama tobat jenis ini akan bertahan* wakakakakakakkkk

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Every times my sister told some stories bout dede fikri ,,, i know she still so sad and missing him ,,, neither do i ,,, . Anak laki2 itu sungguh lasak ,,, type pembangkang ,,, but he so care n love to his family ,,, it so seen kok ,,, . He wouldnt let someone else bothering his sister ,,, even by his parents ,,, xixixi ,,, . Remembering when on previous ramadhan, i bought some donuts ,,, and i cut every donuts into 4 pieces ,,, so every one can taste all of it ,,, he really like it ,,, . Also when i bought some stuff for his sister ,,, but am not unloaded his toys from my bag yet,,, he yelling to his father want some toys also ,,, . When he got kesubunan ??? Itu loh, yg kulit kemasukan benda asing kecil ,,, we all already remind him not playing with some woods ,,, and finally he got it. Gw ma maknya stgh jam brusaha ngeluarin tuh irisan kayu dr kakinya ,,, he just screaming and craying all that long ,,, . After that ??? Still doing the same ,,, ecapedeeehh ,,, . Also when he was just at icu ,,, i said ,,, “deekk ,,, cepet sehat yaaa ,, nnti qt maen ps bareng lagi ya ,,, ” ,,, dengan mangkok bantu nafas di wajahnya ,,, dy cuman mengangguk ,,, . I wish he was here ,,,

Every times i remembering my mom ,,, i feel so sad ,,, . She already gave what she could to us, to me ,,, always totally protecting me from the cruel of the world ,,, but look me now ,,, even i cant protect my self from bad people ,,, am sorry mom. But you know what mom ,,, in other side ,,, i just glad you are not watching me like this ,,, . I made my own mistaken ,,, and i will learn from that ,,, sure i will survive finally ,,, . Just be happy in the sky ,,, i just knew you are on good condition in there ,,, . Yes ,,, sure i wish you were here ,,,

But maybe ,,, if they can watching us ,,, they gonna say ,,, “we wish you are here (in the sky) also ,,, release from the fana of the world ,,, ” ,,,, hehehe  🙂

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When at ace hw, trying some weight scale ,,, and my weight is 42 kg sodara sodara sebangsa tanah aer ,,, !!! How skinny i am ,,, xixixixixiixi ,,, . But when i already ate on maghrib ,,, its going to 44 kooookkk ,,,, kekekkkkkkkk

well as prediction ,,, getting 42 kg while ramadhan ,,, heheheheheheh ,,, . Well i think it will be 42 on end of ramadhan ,,, but after fasting for a week ,,, my weight going to 42 ,,, xixixixixii ,,, . In fact ,,, am eat enough loch ,,, secara yeeee ,,, having open tugeder quite a lot ,,, but how come my weight get loose so fast yak ??? . Umghh ,,, maybe the scale was broken ??? Kekekekekekekekk ,,,

So whats happend to my weight on end of ramadhan yaakk ???? Is it going to 40’s ??? Xixiixixi ,,, . Hhh ,,, whateverit is ,,, enjoy aje dah ,,, keep focus fi ,,, !!!

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This morning ,,, when i went to musholla ,,, one of my senior said :: ” hafi ,,, if i thoughtful on you ,,, it seems you have big difference when you came here from wdc ,,, when you were on IT ,,, it so seen that you have passion spirit and so cheers ,,, and it was characteristic of you ,,, but now ,,, all of that was gone from you … ” . I just said ,,, ” well its a kind of ignorance  being on logistic dept ,,, but am still layak jual kan sir ??? *nge_jokedotkom* ,,,, hahahahahahah ,,, .

Hmmhh ,,, i just thought that ,,, he try to kind of chummy to me (sooo characteristic of people in here) ,,, related that we have involved in job now ,,, . But it makes me think ,,, does someone else having thought like him ??? Am i seems like that ??? I think ,,, i dont care for my past anymore ,,, well sure sometimes i think for that ,, but it just try to make some good points further ,,, hope so ,,, 🙂  

,,, Sejahat jahatnya orang masih ada orang bodoh yang mau d jahatin ,,,

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