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And ,,, ramdhans over ,,, syawal come ,,, . Same at first ramdhan came ,,,  its felt so sad here ,,, in my heart ,,, why it can be ya ??? ,,, hmmhh ,,, . Life ,,, is always spinning arround ,,, please forgive me my Lord ,,, everything as your permission ,,,

Lets walking fi ,,,

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Hari kebersihan nasional !!! alias beberesh roemaaaahhh ,,, (semampugh nya ,,, secara poasaaaaaaa) ,,, . Mayaaannn ,,, the 2nd fl ,,, get cleaned up ,,, . Next destination ,,, the 1st fl ,,, . Cemungguuuddd ,,,, !!!!

U know ,,, my fave place was closed for while maybe ,,, so there is no asyikk place to nangkringzh ,,, bt deh ah ,,, . Maybe ,,, i’ll move to middle area to get some fun things ,,, hehehehe ,,, . Next ??? Gonna became my fave place also ,,,, xixixixi

And ,, umghh ,, get bad sign again on my dream ,,, . Whatever lah ,,, dont want think more ,,, jalani saja idup ini ,,, . Finally we have to MANDIRI ,,, . Ahh ,,, mati pun sendiri ,,, why its so rempong anyway ,,, ??? ,,, . But hope i can turn back later ,,, and die on good way ,,, aamiinnn ,,, 🙂    *mang ini lg ngomongin apa seeehhh ??!!! Gajeee deeehhhh ,,, wkwkkwkwkkwkk*

Tomorrooww gonna be the last day fasting ,,, . Uummghh ,,, want to go to the rsi hospital ,,, for the last maybe ,,, hmh ,,,

Blog walking ,,, there are quite lyings in my milestone ,,, . Well of corse not from my side ,,, . Because i dont want lying in my humzh ,,, so i replace all those posts ,,, . Its hard tobe honest ,,, but i try tobe one here ,,, just honestly in my humzh ,,, in the meanwhile craps of the world ,,, . Read this post ,,, re buil up ,,, it seems i choose another way to go now ,,, everyone changing anyway ,,, 🙂

Go hafi ,,, goooooooo ,,, yg jauuuuuhhh ,,, found that you looking for ,,, and dear aLLah ,,, please forgive me ,, YOU always the greatest ,,,

MERDEKA ,,, !!!

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,,, no one could ,,,

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,,, as friends of my heart ,,,

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August 13, 2012 ,,,

aM,

hadju hadjuuu … just in the morning already get annoying story … . Its about allocation job related to one of our team get leave paid for her maternity. The weird bozh already gave instruction that the jobs will be handled by me and the new another weird bozh … . And when my friend want to transfer knowledge for some parts to the new bozh … the new bozh ?? dodge. She said … she is just supporting when i cant handled jkt branch order. Heeeee ???? … eventhough finally she makes confess that she couldnt do that because it related with the system alias gaptek … . Hadoeehhh … yg kek begini neehhh manager yang di angkat ni kumpenih ??? … . I dont know who the stupid one is ??? … . Its out of my mind … helloww ??? 1 gedung ampe jurig2nya juga tau lo tuh ga kompeten nek jadi M … tapi kl dah dapet rejeki jadi M … mbok ya memantaskan diri … upgrade kualitas diri … jangan malah ogah2an kerja … *tepok pantat cogan*

dan mulay eneg lageeehhh … ahuhuhuhuhuhu … masa iye ngetem di toil lageee … . Katanya pan yak … kudu makan yg smooth2 doeloe kek bubur … tapi ko ya ngidamnya bakso pedesh asem mampuzh yak … hmmhhh *ngences dot kom*.

pM,

jiaaahhh … too many weirds in here … . hhh … and what remains ??? some kind of ignorance still being here … masya allah … .

Eee bujuuggg daaahhh ,,, it tooks arround 2 hours sunter-kembangan with motorbike ???!!! ,,, oh my god ,,, . I thought its gonna be lancarjayadotkom in order that h-6 going to idul fitri ,,,, . Hhhhh ,,, rencana mu ngayap k sana k mari ,,, dah ilfil ma macetnyo jekardah ,,, 🙁

D thinking thinking ,,, if i try to remember ,,, i ever lost my weight quite significant like now ,,, . Arround 10 years ago ?? Yup ,,, on that treachery ,,, . I lost arround 6 kg from 42 kg ,,, . Repeating history ????!!! Xixixixixixi ,,,

Hhh ,,, quite headache todeeyyy ,,, i said my face getting bright ,,, but they said my face getting pale ,,, . Markibo everyone ,,, niiittteeee ,,,,

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Gastritis ,,, till wheeeeeennnnn its gonna be solved !!!???? *to be continued marah2nya*

pM,

Sooo ,,, after opentugeder yesterday ,,, i got hard gastritis disorder ,,, !!! Oh my god ,,, its so killing me ,,, so painful ,, !!! Queasy ,,, sick ,,, breathless ,,, and cant move ,,, even i pull out my bra to get some air to breath ,,, . I just thought to go to the hospital at that momment ,,, but i think ,,, i can handle out it till i arrived at humzh ,,, . At humzh ,,, not took so long for throw up ,,,, and its combine with blood ,,, . Well ,,, this is not the first time seehh ,,, .

Because its not getting well ,,, so i decided to go to the puri indah hospital today ,,, . Heee ??? And how come it become so crowded in the hospital ,,, ??? It just like a mall ,,, pheeww ,,, . And after got checked by dr. Lianda siregar ( male loh ,,, gw pikir ce ,, *tepok jidat*) ,,, needs to do endoscopy ,,, . I said ,, ” is there no other way like usg for example ?? ” he said ,, “no ,,, usg just look from the outside ,,, we have to seek inside” … ok then ,,, . I will do that ,,, .

Endoscopy. After got blood checked and other screening test ,,, i starting endoscopy ,,, . I got temporary anesthesia on my vein … . This is the first time for me ,,, . The medicine painful enough ,, i can feel something getting hard in my vein ,,, in seconds ,,, i got slept. I think it took arround one hour doing endoscopy ,,, . Unfortunately ,,, when i woke up ,,, i cant breath ,,, i can heard them calling my name and ask to open my eyes and said my heart beat getting weak ,,, but i cant do anything ,,, i just can see a little from my sleepy eyes . I can feel the anesthesia medicine still working on my feet ,,, as same as painful when it first time came to my blood. Then ?? The doctor make me slept again ,,, . After woke up for the second time ,,, felt a little bit better ,,, . But my gastristis disorder still killing me ,,, .

The result is ,,, there are three points wound in my gastric ,,, and still doing some biopsi to do more investigation. I have the print out here ,,, pictzh of gastric ,,, its so disgusting ,,, . Just 3 strips of wound ,,, but when it contaminate with gastric acid ,,, its so stub out ,,, . Imagine if we have a wound in our skin ,,, and it got just for one drop acid ,,, we know how it felt become ,,, . So its amazing ,,, my gastric can survive till now ,,,, masya aLLah ,,, .

Next ,,, i have some bubur and an egg to eat ,,, . They said i should eat something smooth for while ,,, . And you know how much it cost for all of those done ???? 4,477,076 rupiahs !!!

*mendadak siiyyoookkkkkkkk*

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*** Joke of the day ,,, :: Ternyata toleransi di antara umat sudah mulai luntur.. Meskipun bulan ramadhan,  siang ini..  di jalanan, orang lalu lalang ga malu2 sambil merokok, minum kopi.. Warung makan buka ga pake tutupan krei..orang2 makan sambil ketawa2… Kejadian ini terjadi disaat panas terik matahari, masya Allah… Saya cuma bisa mengelus dada sambil minum es kelapa muda…. ***

You know ,,, actually ,,, i quite amaze to muslims especially in jakarta maybe, who  still make fasting ,,, . I mean ,,, we are know that religious already begun faded ,,, replacing with freedom on everything as long not disturbing public interst.  Plus fasting in the summer session is quite challenging ,,, . So ,,, some muslims were not fasting even i ever seen on tv,,, a selebrity have announcement that he has not fasting but replacing with fidyah for full a month. Others ,,, in order that we are compound ,,, so its become usual if one muslim not fasting ,,, maybe in their mind, it becomes their right if choose not to fasting ,,, . Sure in the othr side ,,, aLLah said ,,, fasting is directly between servant and aLLah ,,, *mangap lupa persis apa ayatnya*

Yes of course ,,, there are much more muslims doing fasting so khusyuk ,,, may aLLah gave the bless for all of us ,,,, aamiin ,,, 🙂  ,,,

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masang putuh spukiygh dikit aaahh … abis gw dah kek hantoeeeee ..

,, still nice on me ,, 😛

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