Friday septh 27 2013

Woke up in the murning with realizing something in my life … . Very aware with this condition. Maybe my last dream … My next exam … will happening soon … In arround six months ahead … .

Everyone has their own personal thing tobe concerned. And for perfectionism one, its become a big deal tobe. Whatever it is … Life must be happy … . Dear … Maybe its depend with the “how to … ” … And again (being perfectionisme) …

Having sorry for bad words last night … . Gonna change something ??? she said … seems not … . But i think it will be … even just a little …

Hidup itu harus bahagia … no matter what dear … no need you think about others … just ask your self … do you happy with your life ??? … . No need to think about me … i can found my own to be happy … if not ??? its gonna be my story however … 🙂

 

naahh … the manager dept gave announcement related my rolling jobs … . So … my next life start to be rush … yihaaaa … !!! (dear Lord … please help meeehh) … . Actually its make a big question for this rolling job …. strange enough … what happen aya naon yah ??? . (di iringi mozik indiya dari cust sebelah … mesti gag gw joget d marih @sepel togoh tanih? ?!! ) . Hmmh … illa, something happen with her … why suddenly suddenthat she have tobe got rolling with me and less job from mine before … . Strange isn it ??? . if she did something wrong, just tell her, correcting her … she is an adult employee … she can fix one … so why ??? . ummghh … i cant understanf the big plan … just guessing anyway … . ( huikzzhhh …. gw tuh dah cukup terganggu dgr swara mozik … and pop indiya pulak ???? plis shoot my head !!!! ) time togo home … haizzhhh ….

Hmmhh … You know … Maybe we all do this things. There is/are persons that we are done with them, for many reasons of course. For me personally, its because you are nothing as human. Maybe am sounds rough … But i did that for something strongly reason. Yes, everyone has their own weekness point but yah you know lah … Its become more subjuctive issues because it could be sucks point on me but not on others. Well … Nothings wrong with be your self … Its just need match one and others … 🙂 and dont push one tobe match dear … Xixixiixix

And somehow … There are persone that we are never done … Even till alhirat we will search them to finish our business … Xixixixixix … What a cool connection … . #edisi mata belok#

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thursday, Septh 26.09.2013

wadu wadu waduuu … having some text in the morning asking some help to jutekin orang … wakkakakakakk … . Surprising me … am i that judes ??? so noticed deeehhh  … xixixixixii 😛 . But for this case … well, i dont have any personal business to this person … i just dont like very much that person !!! … insane people everywheereee !!! udeh bagus gw berusaha tetep waras … masih aja ketemu orang gila … kalo gw kambuh gilanya ..bijimana ??? haiizhhh … . xiixxixiixi

Ummghh … yes, i will help you deaaarrr … wakakkakakak … . Lets make some terrooorr for that persooonnn … . Am quite expert on that … xixixxiixi 😛 … especially for bad words … polite bad words … xixixixi … . This is gonna be a cool game … .

haduuu … so sleepy … zzzzzhhhh … . absent caffein for tudeyzh … kosdoooonnn … jadi antuukkzzhh … . Coffee a day make my heart pleasure … non coffee a day make my wallet full … xixiixixixi 😛

[CMIW] Sebaik2nya manusia adalah ketika tau berbuat salah/dosa, maka ia bertobat dengan tobatan nasuha … . Hmmhh … ???

 

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Tuesday, Septh 24.09.2013

 

hmmm … starting my day nangkring at sevel since arround 6:00 aM … having a cup of macchiato … need a bit caffein for tudeyzhh… and everyday except wiken … xixixixii 😛 . Egh ??? so early nangkring in the murning … take a bath ??? no of course … kekekkekekek 😛

excerpt white bozh putih said :: something happening in this company … , yuppzzhhh … too many weeeiiirrddzzzhh … gave more attention ??? not so far … kekekkekekk … . Soooo ??? sing waras ngalah aja lah … wakakkakakkakakak … . Haaahhh … its not including the woro2 … rolling oh rolling … naseeebbb … 🙁

wanna share something for tudeyzh … ::

many people get dukun/kiayi/orang pinter to raise up quality their life in example related to their job – financial – romance – revenge and others … well, this is just in my mind … why they do that ya ??? maybe hopeless to the God ??? … i mean … idup reguler ajeeee yang sudah bertabur riba … krisis di mana2 … belon tentu qite bisa selamet di akherat … aneh2 lagi yang kek gitu yang belon/ga jelas hukumnya … bisa2 mati gaya nanti di akherat sanah … but everything back to their own choosen … am i right ??? . tapi tapi tapiiiiiii … related to my rolling job … keknya perlu referensi dukun terdekat dehhh … huikkzzzhhhh ….. akkakakkakakakkk …

 
Having rotkar bu iis et kamayoran for our dinner. Iyghh dah pindaahhhhh … Bukan depan masjid kemayoran lageeee … Tapi deket jembatannya … Pokoknya d situ daahh .. Xixiixix … Migoreng telor and rotkar … Alhamdulillah … 

Let God have them conditionally …
And let me be the conditional one …

When i walked to musholla … With my bengong capability ituh yeee … I said to my self …

I just use one mask in my whole life … Others ??? Maybe its trully me .. ?? Xixixiix

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Can n can not

Working in official area teach me there is contrast thing inthis way … :: maybe we good very damn good in one division but in other division we are so loose . Example, maybe we are good in official counting or everything connecting to analyse data, but otherwise we are so poor in sales tax or something out of our reach. Its true … And gave me kind of some respects to others …

Tapi oh tapi … Mbok ya ada standar khusus gitu loh kl dah jadi manager official … . Masa iya copy paste aja kagag bisa ??? Masa iya capture pictzh di klik2 d sangka aplikasi berjalan ??? Plis deeehhh …

Oh dear lord … Safe meeeeeeee ….

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Saturday Septh21 2013

Mati dah guwa … Baro bangoonn megriib nuju isyaahh … Bisa2 on mpe subuh dah guwaaaaa … Haiyaaahh … Ngapain yaakk wat fill up times …

So … Today … Went to klinik sehat … Having my second bekam with lisa and mpit … . They tried the same treatment … Bekam … Mpit tried gurah . After from klinik sehat, we have late lunch at central park moll … Thus, go home and got sleeeppp … So tirrreeddddd yu knoooowwhhh …. Zzzzhhhh

My second bekam restult ??? hmmhh …. The red skin getting better from the first i came … But somes point got worst … Xixixixi … Especially in my nape … . Now ?? Headache !!! As always effect got in after bekam … For me of course… . Usually, after that getting better … Aamiinn … 🙂

Now … What i have to doooooohhhhh bakal on dah mpe pagiiihhhhhhhh

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Step up …

Melangkah ke arah realitahh …

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so special …

 

for what i’ve been through …
i feel so special …

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Pun …

Even i have been betrayed by my closest people … make my heart broken into pieces … Thus flew by the wind … Still I will teach my kids … Do based on their heart … Based on for what they heart believe in … No matter what ..

Even they will face some same stories with me … it doesnt matter … Because your heart connected to the God … Not them …

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Thursday, septh19 2013

Nasib jablay …

I know … Recently … They moke on me … Some laugh on my story … Hehehehe … For my stupidity … My naivete … Yes, if i could i want to say that am sorry for that … I wish it could be just mine … Not involved them … But its already happen … Am sorry …

Yes … I wish it could be just mine … I wish i can bear by my self … Hhh …

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