Sebegini hidupkuwh ,,, somehow gw masih percaya akan adanya mukjizat/keajaiban terjadi ma gw ,,, karenaaaa ,,, q percaya Tuhan dapat bekerja melebihi apa yg bisa d fikirkan manusia ,,, dan somehow itu gw yakini ,,, mungkin ini lebih ke default person nya ,,, mungkin ,,,
A miracle ,,,
Mohon ampuni aq ya aLLah,,
Q bersimpuh d hadapanMu ya aLLah ,,, dengan smua dosa manusiakuwh ,,, entah apa yg terjadi padakuwh ,,, Engkaw maha mengetahui daripadakuwh ,,, mohon ampunilah semua dosa ini ya aLLah ,,, d ujung hati ini ,,, q masih punya keyakinan akan bisa bertemu denganMu ,,,
Marhaban ya Ramadhan ,,,
Something wrong ,,,
Something wrong with me ,,, what happen yezh ,,, so galawzh ga jelazh ,,, otak ini masih mencari2 kenapa dan pola yg cocok dengan gejala2 sebelumnya ,,, #hallah ,,, mostly i felt sad ,,, but i dont know why ,,, why ??? ,,, and my behaviour become lower then ,,, haizzhhh ,, hopefuly get well soon ya fii ,,,
Minggoeh, 31May2015
pheewww … my body felt so remeeekk .. rasa abis ketiban kontener … faktor U yezh … ahhahahah … . Ga deenngg … i think .. i just more bit cruel to my body lately months … have no rest … . But, after this … have no trip anymore yexzhh … next year again yeezzzhh … hehehehheeh 😀
So … have felt weird feeling this week … felt sad mostly … maybe because closing to my period … and it is … xixiixixi …. . And have trip to kawah putih yesterday … Logistic-NEF gathering … hahahhahaha … .
Friday Night, they pick up us from sunter-ho … and then we went to Bandung. haiyaahh … apke acara nyasar lagih … wakakkakakka … . after wisata malam .. finally we arrived at kawah putih on Saturday early morning 4 aM … ahahhahahhaah … setressshhh …. .
Lucuuuu … jadiii… qt kan naek ke atas tuh less than 7 am yezzhh … yg so pasti ticketing lum bukaaaaa . Eee .. pas dah di atas di samperin orang sonohnya, dan ditagihin dah … . Semua orang pada ‘mundur’ … ada yang cek2 hape .. sok nelpon (yg padahal ga ada sinyal) … so ambil tas dll … yang akhirnya pa yohanez yg maju ke tuh orang tuk nego .. dan bayarin qt semua … wakakkakakkakak …. . Setelah semua clear, tiba2 orang2 pada berkumpul lagi … wakkakakakkakak … sumpah itu lucu bangeddd … wakkakakakkaka … .
Take a good moments and pictures …
and thheeennn … get bad headache … !! weeeww .. its felt sooooo suffeerrr … . Untung ga mimisan yes … cuman bikin lidah mpe rasa semutan … . When i woke up in this murning … felt so litbit release … rasa abis ngalamin topan baday dan tsunami di kepalak … wwkkwkwkwk … .
And am wondering … dr. partiban said … i having migrain chronic … so i have to treat my self with this world related to my triger’s migrain. But, di thinking2 yesss … its more huge effort donk for me while have to treat that … . Let say, when i having out with my friends … absolutely we have loud of music .. loud of laugh … and so on … . How come i said to my friends … ssstt … please dont be so loud … i have a migrain !! … wakkakakakkakak … . So … ini masalah gw yezh … bukan mereka … . Memang ini menajdi konsekwensi gw yang harus dijalani … get headache with all of that trigers yezh … enjoying one … .
Next … marhaban ya ramadhaaann … alhamdulillah … . Tobaaatt hafiiiiiiiiiiii …. tobaaatttttt …. !!! hahahhahahah
In this point,,,
,,, aq memilih untuk tidK melihat hal2 yan membuwatkuw sedih dan hancur ,,, walupun kenyataan nya seperti itu ataw akan seperti itu ,,,
… Aq memilih memandang hidup dr zona nyamankuwh untukk berfikir dan melaluinyagh ,,,
,,, maybe from this point ,,, i”ll be far away from God ,,,
Zenin, 25.May.2015
Felt weird by tudeyzh ,,, .
Happy so much having a chance in that company when i received the invitation email for interview. But also worried in many things bout my capabilities related to their needs … . Also with tatoo on my hand ,,, hehehehhe ,,, .
Miris while lunch time ,,, . Listening my friends sharing happy stories about their healthy children during i remembering about my friends daughter who had to fight with cancer in a little age … . Also, lisyul calls while lunch time ,,, she is through her 1st day in the new office ,,, must be so different environtment ,,, .
And tonight ,,, feel so sad ,,, i dont know why ,,, so sad ,,, . In my way home ,,, ya, i remembering many stories ,,, old stories ,,, about karma ,,, about what i hv seen last night ,,, about now ,,, about next ,,, . Litbit Confuse for what i hv to do with my life next ,,, .
Hhhh ,,, maybe its just closing with ny periode ,,, its all about HORMON yeezzhhh ,,, hehehhehehe
Egh ??? Still distruct fi ?? Owh come on ,,, focus !!! Xixiixixixi
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