Cinta yang menuntun pada kebaikan ,,, yang melembutkan hati ,,, yang meninggikan Tuhan ,,,
Cinta ,,,
silent ,,,
xixixiix ,,, my first post in 2016 ,,, .
i like to write ,,, indeed ,,, because ,,, its releasing ,,, hehehhehe ,,, #dah kek kentut yezh ,,, xixiixixixi ,,,, .
Hey ,,, i got my leave paid by todayzh ,,, . Sekira2nya ,,, ceritanya ,,, abis liburan tahun baru ,,, yang ada nge babu di rumah ,,, wkwkkwkwk ,,, plus go to the banks for administrative things ,,, .
ummhh … feelin bad by tudeyzh ,,, . I just want to silent ,,, starting now ,,, . I already said that i fail ,,, and i fail ,,, hehhehehe … . Maybe ,,, it just because i dont want to fight ,,, hehheheh ,,, ah sudahlah ,,, i dont care ,,, dont care at all ,,, . Just want to silent to the world ,,, and sharing in this milestone ,,, hehhehehehe
ummhh ,,, in technical ,,, i want to reduce my over time since now ,,, i want to reduce my expense ,,, i want to reduce my breath ?? ahhahahha ,,, .Hhh ,,, i want to live simply ,,, no drama ,,, no politics ,,, just be me ,,, ,,, ,, ,,,
Resolution 2016,,,
I cant make it ,,, hehhehehehe ,,, i lost ,,, .
What i pretend in this world ??? My faith ,,, . Who is the most precious in your life ?? aLLah ,,, . So ??? ,,, . But aLLah ,,, ,,, . Why God alwayzh gave me an exam that i will fail anyway ??? ,,, . Nothings so perfect for me yezh ,,,
I fail ,,, i lost ,,, i give up ,,,
Migrain chronic
Di pikir2,,, setelah berobat ke dr partiban entuh ,,, sakit kepala gw dah amat sangat jarang kambuh ,,, alhamdulillah banged yah ,,,
Diagnosis nya migrain kronizh ,,, yg dah gw derita since high school x yezzh ,,, dan bisa sembuh !!! Dear Lord !!!
Plus kudu ngerti triger migrain gw sendiri ,, jadi bisa tolerence kl dah ketemu hal2 yg bsa bikin migrain ,,,
And for sure ,,, thankzh to Lisa Yuliana yg dah maksa berobat ke doi pun ga d ajak naek ke petronas ,,, huh ,,, xixiixixixi
MCU Result 2015
MCU result 2015 ,,, well ,,, few things ,,, hehehheheh .
My Hb get lower ,,,, hehehhehe ,,, . Maybe related to my weight ??? wakakkakkakak ,,, . As a result ,,, i cant do blood donor ,,, ecapedeeehh ,,, . Right now ??? am still working with my weight ,,, hehehhehehe ,,, . Xixixiixi ,,, how come yezh ,,, loosing my weight 5 Kg in 2-3 months ??? kekkekekekek … its cool ,,, . But lately ,, i think its already 49 Kg ,,, maybe !! wkwkwkkwkw ,,,, . LED ,,, higher ,,, . And who care ??? wkwkkwkwk . Epitel cell on my urine ,,, so high ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, . Glucose and cholesterol ??? lower !!! wkwkkwkwkwk ,,,
apalah apalah yezh ,,, dont care jugakk ,,, kekekkekekekkekkkk
2015 ,,, to 2016 ,,,
2015 ,,, what a year ,,, ,,, !! did many bad things ,,, fail on my examination ,,, just get lost in life ,,, . I did umrah this year ,,, i got my promotion also ,,, and i have embem ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, . How its feel ??? for all those happen ???? i feel ,,, lost ,,, hurt ,,, despicable ,,, . In this position ,,, in my lowest condition ,,, i want to raise my Lord ,,, to pray for my mother ,,, .
Hhhh ,,, i want to ,,, fix these mess ,,, but, i dont know the real issue is ,,, i dont know ,,, . if i do the same ,,, i will fail again next ,,, am sure ,,, . Something wrong ,,, but i dont know what it is ,, i dont know ,,, why am so stupid yezh ,,, ???? . I just cant reach You ,,, why ???? whats wrong ???? is it because my relationship with my father ??? . i do ,, not make communication with him ,,, compare for what he did few years backward ,,, But i do not gave any bad things to him ,,, i watching him from distance ,,, from my side ,,, i just not make communication with him. Is it because of this ??? this little things ??? little things that i thought am right compare for what he did to me ???? . or there is something else ??? . i dont know ,,, and am lost ,,, i cant think anymore ,,,
hmmhh ,,, xixiixixi ,,, right now ??? i still manipulate my mind for many bad things i hv done ,,, . I choose bad things this far ,,, just because i dont want to make bad thought to my Lord ,,, . My faith is so low ,,, . I think i will start from beginning again ,, for everything ,,,
2016 ,,, i want to go back to the right path ,,, . Many technical can be done ,,, . Am so sure the result cant be guarantee ,, . It just am so tired ,,, and i cant be more far away from my Lord ,,, i cant ,,, . Outside the world ,,, in side of me ,,, it just me and You my Lord ,,, in the middle of us ??? there is my mom ,,, hehehhehe ,,, . Cant we just smile togather ???? 🙂
Chit chat by ,,
Me :: i just wondering ,, why peoples from my pass ,, just show up by lately dayzh ,,, am i going to die ?? Xixiixix
Friends :: or maybe they will be one ,,,
Me :: #in my brain ,, how come yezh ?? Its one to many ,,,, xixixiix
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Friendzh :: if i die ,,, do you stil remembering me ???
Me :: ummmhh ,,,
Friendzh :: ah, its impossible ,,, for live one you just forget easyl ,,, how about the death one ,,, ???
Me :: #horse smiling ,,, and i said “true” in my head ,,,, xixixixixixi
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Me :: i cant cook ,,,
Friendzh :: but your cuisine is good ,,, really ,,,
Me :: #happy inside ,,
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Friendzh :: i know you so much ,,, but i dont know your heart ,,,
Me :: #and no one knows dear ,,,
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Friendzh :: if you found your love in the difference faith ,,, will you cross over then ??
Me :: some of close friendzh already asked this ,,, and i surprised you asked me such as this thing ,,, seems you dont know me well ,,, . But i will answer one ,,, i will not betray my Lord unless Lord take out my faith ,,,
Nilay hidup ,,,
Mungkin bgi bbrp orang ini terdengar aneh dan bodoh ,,,Tapi bagi gw ,,, menjadi SETIA ,,, menunjukan tingkat kecerdasan dan nilay hidup yang tinggi seseorang ,,, Sama halnya dengan memilih menggunakan kalimat2 baik dalam percakapan ,,,
#sesimple ituh ,,,
Closing tooo my ,,, :p
Become more sensitive yezh ,, heheheheh ,,, .
Hmmhh ,,, she asked me why i want to get married ??? ,,, i said ,,, i can live by my self ,, i can survive ,,, life teach me tobe one ,,, . But umhh ,,, i need him ,,, my love ,,, to complete my soul ,,, 🙂
Hmmhh ,,, what a day ,,, . Reminding me who i am ,,, what i hv to do in life ,,, . about aLLah ,,, how i mess ,,, related to my examinations ,,, imagine my life in the next life ,,, at hell for sure ,,, .
Hmmpphh ,,, can i just sleep tonight ??? ,,, . In this point ,,, if i still have goodness tobe exchanged ,, i hope aLLah swt ,, give heaven to my mother ,,, ammiinn ,,,
