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After 10 times hv chance to donor ,,, now its seems stoped ,,, . Already 2-3 times for the last month ,,, went to PMI ,,, but rejejcted for donor ,,, related to low Hb ,,, .

Hmmpphh ,,, entah sampai kapan bisa donor lagi ,,, . Berat gw ajah turun terush ,,, jadi, mungkin berpengaruh pada Hb nya ,,, . Yaahh ,,, alhamdulillah dah d kasi kesempatan ma Tuhan bisa donor 10x ,,, its quite amazing for hafi kok ,,, hehheheheh

But i”ll never stop to try for donor next ,,, cemungudh !!!!

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what a day ,,, quite tired by tudeyzh related to routine jobzh ,,, . Fixed few thingzh ,,, hopefuly ,,, will get better forward ,,, . Hey ,,, and someone still saying ,,, its “carmuk” going to yearly appraisal ,,, kikikikikikikkk ,, like alwayzh yezh ,,, selalu ada ajah yang seperti ini ,,, . Lucky me, am  not disturbing with kind these things ,,, xixiixixixi . I really reduce un-necessary thingzh in my life ,,, . I just want to make my life simply aja siih ,,, hehehheheh ,,,, ,,,, ,,,,

Next,,, i want to pay off my loan by this year ,,, . And !!!! after that ??? i want to set up water heater in my bath room  ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkkw ,,, . halal lah yezh ,,, biar gw rajin mandi gituh ceritanya ,,, wkwkkwkwkwkkw ,,, #koplak ,,,,

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Actually ,,, after many yearzh having migraine ,,, and now get much better ,,, i hv my own phobia if i hv to had one again ,,, xixixiixix 

I avoid anything everything who has triger to my migraine ,,, xiixixiix . Including traffic jam ,,,, i will get so emotional and headache facing stuck traffic jam condition ,,, . If i used my car to the office ,,, its so scarry traffic jam when i got home at tomang’s area ,,, but if avoid traffic jam ?? Its cost reach to 50rb a day ,,, including toll fee ,,, . So ,,, nek motor dah paling bener dah ,,, wkwkwkwkwkwkw ,,, 

Its so unpleasure condition while my migraine comes ,,, hikzh ,,, its not dizzy ,, its so painful ,,, pheewww ,,, . I will not go back to that condition ,,, never ,,,

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#late post #Floating Market, Lembang #010116

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#sundaymurning #starbucks #metime ,,,

and honestly ,,, this music on starbucks so loud for me ,,, its make my migraine relaps ,,, ahuhuhuuhuhuh ,,, . And if i use my music with headset ,,, it will be the same effect ,,, xixiixixi ,,, sudahlah yah ,,, enjoying one ,, 😛 ,,, ,, , ,, ,,,, . But, i still dont understand ,,, why some voices and many more ,,, so disturbing me yezh ???? why ??? why it become be my disturber ??? why not happened with others ??? ,, ,,,

ummhh ,,, i starting fixed my life ,, one by one ,,, . I dont expecting much ,,, i just,,, maybe i just so tired with this mess ,,, hehheheheh  ,,, . Enough playing – involving with something useless ,,, i just need to recover my self ,,, . My heart ,,, my life ,,, toooo broken ,,, caused by my self sih ,,, wakakkakkakakkakkakk ,,, . This is life ,, its spinning around ,,, . Yesterday am sooo ,,, be cool ,,, and next ,, am soo mess up ,,, and next ,,, be cool again ,,, repeated ,,,  over and over ,, xiixixixixixi ,,, enjoying one ,,, :P.  i claim that ,,, am a perfectionist person ,,, but for me ,,, destroying the perfectionist at the end ,,, is the real pleasure ,,, xixiixiixiixix 😛 ,,,

Officially ,,,, ??? just hold on for one year ahead with you know who ,,, xxiixixix ,,, ga jelas gituh dah ,,, ah who care lah yezh ,,, xixiixixixi 😀 ,,, .

My weight ,,, now ,,, 47 Kg ,,, . Its already 3 times i go to the PMI for blood donation ,,, but rejected because my Hb result not fulfill the standard for donation ,,, ahuhuuhuhu ,,,, . Masa iya gegara berat badan turun ,,, teyuzh Hbnya juga ikutan turun yak ??? ahuhuhuuhuh ,,,, . Ike piye yezzzhh ??? huikkzzhh ,,, . The last i went to pmi  for donation ,,, someone said :: udah mbakk ,,, gemukin badan ajah dulu ,,, banyak makan yah ,,, . #sakitnya tuh di siiiniii ,,,, . Kadek ajah yg 46 Kg bisa donooorrr ,,, ahuhuuhuhuhuhu ,,, . And my weight ,,, ??? still continue get lower ,,, hehehhehe ,,, kurang makan ma kurang piknik ma kurang duit keknya ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw 😀

Hey ,,, i think, this is just my view on starbuck this morning ,,, its quite ,,, maybe impact for last bombs attack ??? who know yezh ,,, %$@&^$@(

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Weeww ,,, something wrong with my head ,,, feel so lite ,,, . I think ,,, i think too much today ,,, #padahal otak guwa dah low end banged ,, wkwkwwk ,,, . 

I think am stressing with something ,,, hehehehhe . And i cant hold in stressing situation ,,, . I will ,,, i must ,,, find a way to get out from this situation ,,, . But ,,, i still dont hv a hard heart to do this ,,, #as alwayzh ,,, hehehheheheh ,,,

Ummmhh ,,, soon or later ,,, it will ko ,,,

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Hey ,,, jakarta had boms attack by today ,,, . Bombs blow around sarinah ,,, 7 peoples died ,,, dear lord ,,, 🙁

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ummhh ,,, my friend ever said ,,, ” if you already dont like someone ,,, your words become sadistic ” ,,, hehehheheh ,,, .

I claim that i ,,, a person ,,, who choose good word for conversation ,,, and its become very important for me to use good words in any conversation ,,, . Yezh ,,, i do release bad words for few peoples in my life ,,, . So, if i did that ,,, its because ,,, you deserve for those words ,,, indeed ,,, . And ,,, if i did that ,,, based on a fact ,,, not just my moody ,,, .

am i sorry for those bad words that gave to others ??? am not ,,, . But i do sorry already hurt heart people ,,, . But believe me ,,, you already broke my heart first ,,, so, i know ,,, there is no one to deserve for that pain ,,, . Those bad words ,,, to make you see and understand ,,, what kind behavior you already done ,,,

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this morning ,,, pa bagus said ,,, ” its not good become kind people ,,, being foolish by others ,,, we just have more trouble with that ” ,,, i said ” no,,, its better being kind people ,,, its simply being kind people ,,, ” #kek orang bener ajah yah gw ,,, wkwkkwkwkkwkwkwk

Hmmpphh ,, i think ,,, i already discuss this matter in my milestone ,,, but i want to discuss it again ,,, .  I have ,,, being lied ,,, being foolish by others ,,, even i said to my sister ” why people did bad thing to me ??? what already i did to them ??? ” ,,,  hehehhehehe … .  Or maybe ,, all those bad story in my life it just karma for my self ,,, who knows right ,,, ??? . Hmmphh ,,, am not kind people ,, am a bad person ,,, . And from now and so on ,,, i will do bad things ko ,,, .

i have theory ,,, if someone being kind people ,,, God will take care of them with good destiny ,,, . I was do believe of that ,,, . But now,,, i dont think so ,,, because ,,, every man has their own life stories ,,, . And yezh ,,, i hv my own story also ,,, and it seems not to be kind people ,,, hehheheheh ,,,

BUT ,,, if i have word to say for others ,,, i think ,,, i will say ,,, :: just being kind people ,,, because ,,, maybe it will be hurt ,,, but ,,, its simply way to live ,,, 🙂

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