#BaLi,, IndoNesia ,, 22-24 Jan 2016
Miniatur kehidupan ,,,
35 yearzh oLd ,,, already many thingzh through on ,, .
Being aliiimm ,,, sampe pernah gw berfikir ,,, ketika gw keluar dari rumah ,, sangat sedikit keburukan bagi diri gw keluarga dan alam yang gw timbulkan ,,, wkwkkwkwk ,,, #maklum autis ,,, 😀 . Being so naive ,,, i think its stand still sihh ,,, hehehheh ,,, . Being so sin ,,, #istighfar ,,, . Being so bad ,,, . Being so happy ,,, sooo happyy ,,, . Being so sad ,,, that damn sadness ,,, . Melukai dilukai mengkhianati dikhianati membahagiakan dibahagiakan ,,, . Karma ,,, terjadi pada mereka yang membahagiakan dan melukaikuw ,,, juga terjadi padakuwh yang membahagiakan dan melukai mereka ,,, .
Everything ,,, anything ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Satu yang ga akan bisa berulang :: WAKTU ,,, . Dan benar2 tidak ada gunanya menyesaL ,,, . And Now ,,, i feel ,,, am happy with all of my life ,,, . Iyezh ,,, banyak kekurangan di hidup guwe ,,, banyak sekali ,,, tapi ,,, gw bener2 tidak tahu dari mana datangnya rasa bahagia ini ,,, dan bersyukur untuk semuanya . And sure ,,, yezh ,,, i will continues to reduce un-necessary things in my life ,,, . Live siMpLy ,,,, 🙂
Thus ,,, 28 years left to live ,,, as regular ,,, . After that ,,, kulit, daging, tulang ini akan di makan cacing ,,, . Jiwa ini akan kembali padaNya ,,, mempertanggungjawabkan 63 tahun di duniya ,,, .
ahhh ,,, bukankah memang sebaiknya seperti ini ,,, bersyukur bahagia dan live simply ,,, 😉
Thursday ,,, 28.01.2016
Curcooll aaahhh ,,,
Hhmmhhh ,,, my head quite full tudeyzh ,,, hehehehhee ,,, meanzh “full” ,,, hehheheeheh . Many thingzh to thinked ,,, #kellezzhh ,,,
Somehow ,,, official working arround me is not comfortable anymore ,,, . Yaaahhh so so lah yezzhh ,,, buutt uuummhh ,,, not comfortable anymore ,,, . Yezh for sure ,,, nothing so ideal in this world ,,, . Aaahhh mgkin gw lelah ,,, dan kurang piknik ,,, xixiixxxix #padahal abis dari bali ,,, kikikikikiikkkkkk
ZeniN,, 25.01.16
Sooo tired by tudeyzh ,,, . Back from Bali and then hv busy monday also ,,, plus !! Too much coffee ,,, makes my body geting weak ,,, xixixixx . And yezh ,,, as usually ,,, can not sleep as well tonight ,,, hehhehehe . My head can not stop thinking ,,, #kek bisa and ada yg d pikirin aja yezh ,,, kekekkekekekk .
Hmmpphhh ,,, sometimes ,,, when my thought geting so wild about the Lord ,,, i feel ,,, begitu lah ,,, i want to stab my head ,,, so i cant think become more negative to the Lord ,,, . Hmmpphhh ,,,
Cita2 kecil gw dulu jadi astronot ,,, dan pekerjaan gw sekarang adalah tukang sampah ,,, #cant describe this quote ,,, it just me and the Lord ,,, hehehhehehh
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Hmmphh ,,, baca2 curcolan orang ,,, ,,, ,,, tiap orang ponya mind set sendiri ,,, pastinya yezh ,,, like i do ,,, yang ga ke distruct many things about others ,,, . Mungkin orang2 anggap gw egois autis apalah apalah ,,, but umhh ,,, i think ,,, i do respect people ,,, not hurting them ,, not disturbing them ,,, using good words ,,, try to help as i could ,,, and i think ,,, those fair enough ,,,
BLood donor,,,
After 10 times hv chance to donor ,,, now its seems stoped ,,, . Already 2-3 times for the last month ,,, went to PMI ,,, but rejejcted for donor ,,, related to low Hb ,,, .
Hmmpphh ,,, entah sampai kapan bisa donor lagi ,,, . Berat gw ajah turun terush ,,, jadi, mungkin berpengaruh pada Hb nya ,,, . Yaahh ,,, alhamdulillah dah d kasi kesempatan ma Tuhan bisa donor 10x ,,, its quite amazing for hafi kok ,,, hehheheheh
But i”ll never stop to try for donor next ,,, cemungudh !!!!
Zenen, 18.01.16
what a day ,,, quite tired by tudeyzh related to routine jobzh ,,, . Fixed few thingzh ,,, hopefuly ,,, will get better forward ,,, . Hey ,,, and someone still saying ,,, its “carmuk” going to yearly appraisal ,,, kikikikikikikkk ,, like alwayzh yezh ,,, selalu ada ajah yang seperti ini ,,, . Lucky me, am not disturbing with kind these things ,,, xixiixixixi . I really reduce un-necessary thingzh in my life ,,, . I just want to make my life simply aja siih ,,, hehehheheh ,,,, ,,,, ,,,,
Next,,, i want to pay off my loan by this year ,,, . And !!!! after that ??? i want to set up water heater in my bath room ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkkw ,,, . halal lah yezh ,,, biar gw rajin mandi gituh ceritanya ,,, wkwkkwkwkwkkw ,,, #koplak ,,,,
Headache ,,,
Actually ,,, after many yearzh having migraine ,,, and now get much better ,,, i hv my own phobia if i hv to had one again ,,, xixixiixix
I avoid anything everything who has triger to my migraine ,,, xiixixiix . Including traffic jam ,,,, i will get so emotional and headache facing stuck traffic jam condition ,,, . If i used my car to the office ,,, its so scarry traffic jam when i got home at tomang’s area ,,, but if avoid traffic jam ?? Its cost reach to 50rb a day ,,, including toll fee ,,, . So ,,, nek motor dah paling bener dah ,,, wkwkwkwkwkwkw ,,,
Its so unpleasure condition while my migraine comes ,,, hikzh ,,, its not dizzy ,, its so painful ,,, pheewww ,,, . I will not go back to that condition ,,, never ,,,
Sunday, Jan17th,2016
#sundaymurning #starbucks #metime ,,,
and honestly ,,, this music on starbucks so loud for me ,,, its make my migraine relaps ,,, ahuhuhuuhuhuh ,,, . And if i use my music with headset ,,, it will be the same effect ,,, xixiixixi ,,, sudahlah yah ,,, enjoying one ,, 😛 ,,, ,, , ,, ,,,, . But, i still dont understand ,,, why some voices and many more ,,, so disturbing me yezh ???? why ??? why it become be my disturber ??? why not happened with others ??? ,, ,,,
ummhh ,,, i starting fixed my life ,, one by one ,,, . I dont expecting much ,,, i just,,, maybe i just so tired with this mess ,,, hehheheheh ,,, . Enough playing – involving with something useless ,,, i just need to recover my self ,,, . My heart ,,, my life ,,, toooo broken ,,, caused by my self sih ,,, wakakkakkakakkakkakk ,,, . This is life ,, its spinning around ,,, . Yesterday am sooo ,,, be cool ,,, and next ,, am soo mess up ,,, and next ,,, be cool again ,,, repeated ,,, over and over ,, xiixixixixixi ,,, enjoying one ,,, :P. i claim that ,,, am a perfectionist person ,,, but for me ,,, destroying the perfectionist at the end ,,, is the real pleasure ,,, xixiixiixiixix 😛 ,,,
Officially ,,,, ??? just hold on for one year ahead with you know who ,,, xxiixixix ,,, ga jelas gituh dah ,,, ah who care lah yezh ,,, xixiixixixi 😀 ,,, .
My weight ,,, now ,,, 47 Kg ,,, . Its already 3 times i go to the PMI for blood donation ,,, but rejected because my Hb result not fulfill the standard for donation ,,, ahuhuuhuhu ,,,, . Masa iya gegara berat badan turun ,,, teyuzh Hbnya juga ikutan turun yak ??? ahuhuhuuhuh ,,,, . Ike piye yezzzhh ??? huikkzzhh ,,, . The last i went to pmi for donation ,,, someone said :: udah mbakk ,,, gemukin badan ajah dulu ,,, banyak makan yah ,,, . #sakitnya tuh di siiiniii ,,,, . Kadek ajah yg 46 Kg bisa donooorrr ,,, ahuhuuhuhuhuhu ,,, . And my weight ,,, ??? still continue get lower ,,, hehehhehe ,,, kurang makan ma kurang piknik ma kurang duit keknya ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw 😀
Hey ,,, i think, this is just my view on starbuck this morning ,,, its quite ,,, maybe impact for last bombs attack ??? who know yezh ,,, %$@&^$@(
