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24 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In uMuM

hhh ,,, if life hit you down ,,, just take it ,, be mourn ,, get shopping ,,, crying all night long ,,, do everything you need to reduce your pain ,,, . It Just ,,, tetap rendahkanlah hati dan jiwa muw di hadapan Tuhan yang maha kuwasa ,,, just ,,, do it ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Semoga Tuhan memudahkan hatimuwh ,,, 🙂

its quite funny yezh ,,, when death issue is not give big effect to me ,,, God gave me another issue ,,, the critical one ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Dan Tuhan sungguh tahu di mana harus menguji hambaNya ,,, . Mana ada hidup ga ada cobaan nya yezh ,,, 🙂 ,,, . i think ,, its the last from me ,,, 🙂 ,,, nothing left now ,,, xiixixixixi ,,, .

guwe hanya lelah ,,, dengan semua ini ,,, guwe dah ngalamin banyak hal dalam hidup ,, untuk urusan duniya dan hubungan dengan Tuhan ,,, . gw lelah ,,, . gw lelah menatap ,,, gw lelah merasa ,,, gw lelah menjadi ,,, . Cobaan ini ,,, hanya membuwat hidupkuwh tambah hancur ,,, . Guwe ga mau menanggapinya terlalu serius ,,, yes of course gw bersedih ,,, yes of course gw bertahan dari semua pikiran buruk gw kepada Tuhan ,,, yes of course gw bertahan dari pikiran buruk ke diri gw ,,, yes of course gw bertahan dari keputusasaan ,,, yes of course guwe bertahan dari semua impact buruk ,,, . Untuk hal ini ,,, gw mengambil sikap untuk menjauh dari hal2 yang bisa membuwat guwe jauh dari Tuhan ,,, sebisa mungkin ,,, . others ,,, ??? i dont care ,,, 🙂

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hey ,,, dah lama yezh gw ga tuker pikiran ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Bahkan sudah bertahun lamanya gw ga tuker pikiran ma orang2 ,,, sharing apa yang ada di pikiran gw ,,, brain storming or something kind like that ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . for many years ,,, may be after my mom passed away ,,, I decided everything by my own ,,, its cool for someone like me ,,, heheheh ,,, . Did many mistakes ,,, and umhh ,,, hehehhehe ,,, its me ,,, 🙂

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few dreamzh ,,, already come true ,,, few others remaining tobe happen ??? eaaaa ,,, . what ever will be ,, ya will be lah ,,, aq hanya penikmat zaman ,, dan penikmat waktu ,,, eaaaa ,,,

#daiLy, #happiness, #MeTime, #thought

duhay ,,, mahluk Tuhan ,,,, ,,,

24 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In uMuM

duhay ,,, mahluk Tuhan ,,,, ,,,

i just read your note ,,, and ummh ,,, yes, like you said ,,, i dont care at all ,,, . what already you done to me ,,, its very cruel ,,, setan pun akan tertawa riang karena kemenangannya ,,, setan pun akan berkata :: aq pun tak akan berbuwat sejahat itu pada sesama setan ,,, demi sebuah ego ,,, . My bad words ,,, your karma ,,, its never be enough for you ,,, . Please dont said everything that you already done ,, your sacrifices ,,, is for me ,,, for fixed what already broken into pieces ,,, . Surga punya Tuhan ,,, dan sekali lagi ,,, hanya Tuhan yang mampu memaafkanmuwh ,,, not me ,,,

Kind people ,,,

22 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In minds corner

Tadi ngobzh ma nopicanacini ,, yg sedikit mmbhas ttg orang baik ,,, .

Tetibaaaa ,,, hati ini rindu sekali untuk in touch dengan orang baik ,,, yang baik hatinya ,,, . Mereka akan melembutkan hatikuwh ,,, . Aq tidak punya hati yg baik tp aq pemblajar yg baik ,,, aq akan tau gmna caranya jadi orang baik ,,, .

Hmmhh ,,, aq begitu lelah dgn mereka yg pretend baik ,,, mereka yg baik tapi dengan pamrih ,,, mereka yg menyatakan diri sebagai teman tetapi tak lebih jahat dari setan ,, mereka dengan semua kepentingannya ,,

Ah ,,, sudah ,,, ini dunia ,,, itu mereka ,,, aq bagian dari itu semua ,,, dan tidak ada yg salah dgn menjadi diri sendiri ,,, .

I just want to meet you ,,, orang yg baik hatinya ,,, tuntun aq sampai ke aLLah yh ,,, 🙂

No more reason ,,

21 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In minds corner

,,, sekarang ,, tidak ada alasan lagi bagikuw ,,, untuk tidak membenciwmuw di dunia dan akhirat ,,,

hard time ,,,

21 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In uMuM

usually ,,, when we are facing hard situation ,,, our behaviour become more rough ,,, . Hehheheh ,,, i just more give attention to my around people and analyze one ,,,, 🙂 ,, . And it happen to me also of course ,,, . di pikir2 ,, we are just getting like huLk yezh ,,, . HuLk pan ,,, his default is anger ,,, when he cant hold one ,,, he become ,,, hulk ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwk ,,, .

am perfectionist ,,, am selfish ,,, am stupid ,,, heheheheh ,,, and i dont care ,,, . If i hv second life ,,, i just want to be come smart man ,,, hehehheeh ,,, . I alwayzh ,, admire smart people ,,, because ,,, how could they are so smart yezh ,,, ?? . But, i put off my hat ( emang pake ?? ) ,,, to kind people ,,, . Their like an angel in this earth ,,, 🙂 ,,, . They make smart people smiling from their heart ,, . They make this earth ,, sweett ,,, 🙂

anyway ,,, 🙂 ,,, hopefully ,,, ya hopefully lahh ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . just respect people like Nabi Muhammad saw did ,,, . and the power statement ,,, :: we are not the prophet ,, . eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .

hhh ,,, anyway lagi ,, gw cuman pengen bilang ,,, semoga semua orang di dunia ini bahagia ,,, insha aLLah ,,, 🙂 and tobe happy ,,, you need LOVE ,,, indeed ,,, 🙂

selpiygh ,,,

21 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In uMuM

#latepost #cantik #luthu ,,, #tapi kliatan dari mana nya yezh ,,, eaaa ,, xixiixi

#piczth, HvFuN

Zabtoe ,, 20082016

20 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In harikuw, minds corner

am a rebel person ,, . ,, right now ,,, am try hard not to be a rebel ,, heheheheh ,,, . Was ,,, may be ,,, i’ll do everything to expressing my anger . But alhamdulillah much much and much ,,, till this day ,,, i still do sholat ,,, 🙂 ,,, its so big progress yunoh ,,, . My head think ,,, if i get angry again ,,, how many times it took to recover my self gain ,,, ?? if i get angry again ,,, what i got ,,, ??? ,, what i got ,,, ?? death is near to me ,,, .

i ,,, me ,,, hafi ,,, will try so hard ,,, sooo hard ,,, to be focus with my aim ,,, insha aLLah ,,,

*tobe continoue ,,, not focus eh ,,,

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hmmhhh ,,, i feel ,,, am not deserve for happiness ,,, yes like that ,, 🙂 ,,, . am not deserve for their kindness ,,, am not deserve for world kindness ,,, 🙂 ,,, . just wanna be alone for few times ,,, . padahal ,,,nanti kalo mati juga bakal sendirian yezh ,,, hehehheheh ,,, .

hey world ,,, i dont care again ,,,

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i was paid mbem tax this murning ,,, . Because am not sure bout the exactly place ,,, so, well ,,, litbit through the wrong way ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwwk ,,, . I think ,,, i can use drive thru facility ,, just like mbit ,, but it can not ,,, hellowww ,,, in fact ,,, i already in the first line ,,, huwaaa ,,, . its because ,,, i dont have BPKB aseli yet ,,, so i hv to pay the tax in the main building ,,, . but ,,, its fast enough ,,, and not complicated ,,, less than hour ,, tadaaa ,,, mbem tax paid ,,, alhamdulillah ,, . #alhamdulillah masih ada duitnya wat bayar pajak ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,,,

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lateLy ,,, at wiken ,, sometimes ,,, or many times yezh ???? hehhehe ,,, just got sleep at hotel ,,, just wanna have a gd rest ,,, . If i dont hv money ??? i go earlier to the mall ,,, get park ,,, and sleep in mbem at the basement ,,, more cheaper than hotel for sure ,,, right ,,, ??? heheheheh ,,, .

i think much for get kost ,,, most of because ,,, i need much rest lately ,,, but ,,, still much more things to consideration ,,, . So, am not decided yet ,,, hehehheheh ,,,,

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Listing to do ::

utang pwasa ,,, 8 lageee ,,, alhamdulillah , semangat ,,, !!
donor darah at w1 septh ,,, prepare for good condition ,,, get the vitaminzh and gd eat ,,,
mbem go to the workshop ( bengkel ) next week ,,, for insurance repair ,,,
udah ,,, apalagi yah ,,, masa iya nulis surat wasiat ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, xiixixixiixi

#daiLy, #MeTime, #thought

new ,,,

18 Agustus 2016 By hafi 0 In uMuM

i still do hold my tears drop down by tudeyzh ,,, . I said to my self ,,, after 35 years ,,, and i think ,,, i can pass my exam ,,, ehheheheh ,,, . i cant think much more for already happened ,,, i just cant ,,, . it just ,,, anything ,, everything ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

surga is expensive ,,, meet the Lord ,, is soo ,,, almost unbelievable for me ,,, . What others do to make them get safe ,,, ?? ,,, heheheh ,,, i cant think more ,,, .Di atas semuanya ,,, aq takut ,,, entah apa yang q takutin ,,, . Aq ga tau mana yang bisa gw yakini ,,, . entahlah ,,, saat ini ,,, gw hanya ingin bersujud ,,, yang lamaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, sampai gw ga bisa memikirkan apa pun lagi ,,, sampai Tuhan mengangkat wajahku hanya untuk melihatNya ,,,

hmh ,,, new ,,, me ,, new ,, thought ,, new ,, life ,,, . am ready for all of that ,,, .

#thought