Friday, 23092016

haaayyy ,,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Weeewww ,,,, friday night ,, and ummmhh ,,, as alwayzh ,,, xixixiixix ,,, . Hey ,,, the workshop already finished ,,, . I just realize that ,,, my day full of english language ,,, xixiixix ,,, . I understand what they said ,, but am so less of speak ,,, . in fact, in my head ,,, i told to my self ,,, why i hv to speak in english ,, ??? eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, . #mang otak gw sengklek yezh ,,, xiixixix ,,

apa hasilnya tuh workshop fi ??? eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,, ya kalik gw mudeng ,,, . ini yang history dari workshop ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa

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some people asked me ,,, “are you not tired with all of those course and workshop ??? ” ,,, . I said ,,, capek sih ,,, tapi ya bysa ajah ,,, . In my head ,,, it just ,,, said ,,, :: if you know what the meaning of capek for months ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Lo capek untuk makan ,,, lo capek untuk berjalan ,,, badan lo rasa tidak bertulang ,,, rasa ga sanggup menyanggah punggung ,,, sesak ,,, . Ituh baru capek ,,, xixixiixiii ,,, . dan ga gw share ke orang2 ,, karena gw tau mereka akan judge gw :: lebay ,,, wkwkwkkwkw ,,, .

So ,,, Segini ?? di saat gw masih bisa melakukan banyak hal ??? pun muke gw ancur kek apaan ???? hmmhh ,,,ย  am so grateful ,,, xixiixixix ,, .ย  Capek ??? iyah ,,, tapi selama masih bisa bergerak dengan aman ,,, sudah membuwat gw bahagia dan bersemangat ,,, . #bahagia sesimple ituh bukan ??? ,,, xiixixiixixi ,,,

iri dengan mereka yang sehat ??? ahahhahahah ,,, . am not ,,, really ,,, . It just, i just said to my self ,, gw pernah kuwat ko ,,, ahahhahahahha ,,, . Guwe sangat menghargai perbedaan kok ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,,

Umhh ,,, maybe ,,, it just ,, i talk too much lately ,,, xixiixixi ,,, and maybe pique some people around ,,, hehehheh ,,, . Am really sorry for that ,,, . Padahal dah niat wat diem ,,, . Maybe its because ,,, i just so happy and exciting with the ending of workshop and am feel so healthy lately ,,, and i cant control my self ,,, xiixixixi .

but ,,, someway ,,, there are people that maybe disturb with my present ,,, . xxiixixix ,, . sapalah gw yezh ,,, artis bukan politikus bukan,,, manager bukan setap iye ,,, pinter kagag sengklek he eh ,, tajir kagag ngepas lebih #loh ??? ,,, wkwkkwkkwkย  ,,, .

xixixiixi ,,, sapah lah guwe ,,, sapa lah guwe mo di iri in ???? ,,, sapalah gw ,,, ampe harus terganggu dengan adanya guwe ??? ,,, xixiixix ,,, . Guwe ,,, ga ada kepentingan gw di kaliyan ,,,ย  guwe ,,, hanyalah manusia penikmat waktu ,,, dan penikmat zaman ,,, yang menyerahkan sepenuhnya semua tentangkuwh ,,, pada kehendakNya ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ ,, insha aLLah ,,,

,,, its ,,, nice friday night ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ ,,, . and ,,, am happy ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ alhamdulillah ,,,

 

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Still ,,,

Cerita hari ini ::

Ada sodara kena cobaaan penyakit kind of auto imun ,,, terush ada yg komen :: kesian yh istrinya,,, mana anaknya duwa masih kecil kecil ,,, . Di otak gw blg :: hiihhh ,,, helloohhh ,,, yg mo metong tuh pasien nyaaaa ,,, yg mo d kubur tuh pasiennya ,,, bukan anak istrinyaaaa ,,, . #kenapa jadi guwa yg baper yezzhh ,,, eaaaaaa wkwkwkwkwke

Anyway ,,, still ,,,

,,, happiness is a gift ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚

 

Update :: doi ,,, akhirnya berpulang ke sisiNya ,, Kamizh kemaren ,,, . Semoga semua ikhlas dengan kehendakNya ,,,

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Reminding ,,,

,,, berbuwat baiklah fi ,,, semampu hatimuwh ,,, sebelum keder sendiri mo berbuwat baik apah dan ke sapah ,,, olraayytthh ???  ,,,

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Hold out,,

#once ,, when i just arrived at humzh,,

Kk :: tant ,,,, bla bla bla ,,,

#gw dengerin sambil lalu ,,

Kk :: tanntt ,,, ( maksutnya :: denger ga sih ? )

Gw :: iyyaaa ,,, #entah nadanya spt apa

Terush guwe naek ke atas k kamar guwe ,, tentunya d ikutin c kk donk ,,, . D situ ada debay yg lagi maen ,,,

Kk :: sssttt ,, tante lagi pusing ,, ( maksutnya :: debay jgn ribut, tante lg pusing )

Gw ter,,,sunduL ,,, . Gw mikir,,, dr gw sampe ,,, gw ga blg apa pun selain kata “iyyaaa” ,,, tapi kayla dah tw situasi gw lagi ga bagus ,, dan dy artikan “tante lg pusing ” ,,

Its reminding me ,,, anak sekecil ituh ajah bisa tahan ma guwe ,,, kenapa guwe ga bsa tahan ma orang2 ,,,, ????

#cemungudh hafikuwh ,,,


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Zoem’ad 16092016

eaaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, alhamdulillaaahh ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ย  ๐Ÿ™‚ย  ๐Ÿ™‚ ,,, seneng seneng seneng ,, !!! ,,, xixixiixixiix ,,, . Hhh ,, masya aLLah ,,, masih bisa happy ,,, xiixixixi ๐Ÿ™‚ ,,,

soo ,, what happen tudeyzh ,, ??? ummmhh ,, apa yezh ,, the workshop makes me ,,, depressed for the end ,,, masya aLLah ,, . Untung ada nopih ikutan pas akhir2 ,, mayan ada yan di jahilin ,, jadi ga bete2 amad ,,, wakakkakakakkk ,,, .

Its not about the project that makes me bete ,,, but ,, its because of him ,,, . For what purpose we attendee ,, following the workshop ,,, that already decided by him ??? ,,, . its obviously ,,, his project ,,, . He doesnt need us ,,, he just make it officially ,,, . And its suck you knowh ,,, . Sumpah ,,, its makes me bete ,,, . Or maybe it just my hormone ??? close to my period ??? ,,, . But ,, truly ,,, stair on him ,, make me sick ,,,

what ever ,,,

what other stories to tell yezh ,,, ?? i think ,,, i just need take a rest ,,,,

hhh ,,, and its end up ,,, ahahhahah ,,, . Seeing those things ,,, and done ,,, makes me sad ,, ahahahhahah ,,, . Ummhh ,,, my things lah yezh ,,, ,, my issues ,,, its friday night ,,, right ,, ??? ,,,

hikzh ,,, be tough hafi ,,, cemungudh ,,, xixiixixย  ๐Ÿ™‚

 

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Reminder ,,

,,, what a great reminder ,,, untuk tidak berjalan di muka bumi dengan setitik kesombongan ,,, it just life ,,, and a life is everything ,,,

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Jenuh ,,

Last two dayzh of workshop ,,, make my head cekot cekot ,,, .  Its related to miss modules that already bought. Am sure those miss will be done by J to J ,,, but in this case ,,, its just make my time worthless ,,, . Its ok if exhausted day by day if i got something new ,,, but that is not ,,, . And i felt ,,, jenuh ,,, .

,,, hhh ,,, jadi sedih ,,, bete dan baper ,,, hikzh ,,, . Times goes with nothing ,,, ,,,, ,,, masya aLLah ,,,

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Blood donation ,,

Yaaannngg keeeee 10 mungkin ??? Xixixixiixixi alhamdulillah yezh ,,,

Tapi seumur2 donor ,, baru x ini guwe rasa pingsan. Untung pengalaman gw excellent di ranah perpingsanan tanah aer ,,, jadi dah aware ma tanda2 pingsan ,,, dan segera merapat ma orang2 baik ,,, eeeaaaa ,,, xixixiixixi

Yg juwal num depan PMI blg :: mukanya pucet banged mbak ,,, . Guwa jawab :: iyah pak ,,, #sambil senyum. Padahal gw dah ga gt denger doi ngomong apah ,,, kalo ga segera duduk dan num teh manis ,,, pasti dah pingsan beneran guwa.

Ga seru amad kalo mpe pingsan gegara donor ,,, menurunkan kredibilitas guwa ajah ,, eaaaaaaa ,,, kwkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Padahal HB 13, tensi bagus ,, berar badan keren ,,, ,,, ,,,,, kenapa bisa rasa pingsan yezh ???? . Anpe rumah jg msh lemezh ,,, rasa semutan ringan nih seluruh badan ,,,

Weellll ,,, sing penting aman lah dunia akheraaattt ,,, alhamdulillah ,,,,

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ZeNin ,,, 12092016

Masya aLLah ,,, its already Septh 12th ,,, raise the Lord ,,, !! and tudeyzh is Idul Adha ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ ,,, .

Korban fi ,, ?? ,, korban lah ,, korban perasaan tiap hari kerjak ,,, #eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wakkakakkakakk ,,,, . Belum kurban beneran taun ini ,,, belum ada rejekinyagh ,, #ah ,,, klise yzh ,, xiixixix ,,ย  ๐Ÿ˜€ ,,,

#lagi nnton acara tipih ” Walking dead “

kk :: tant ,, ini artinya apa sih ,, walking :: jalan, dead :: mati ,, . Jalan mati ???
gw :: ya kek zombie gitu kak ,, dah mati tapi masih bisa jalan ,,,
kk :: ko dah mati masih jalan2 ajah ??
gw :: mungkin zombie nya kurang piknik kak ,,,

kapan guwa tobat dari kejahilan duniya iniiiihhh ,,, help me pleaaseeee ,,,

Hey ,,, gw dah gemukan loh ,,, pun sekarang banyak bisul di badan guwa ,,, wakkakakkakakkk ,,, mungkin efect jarang mandi ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Sekarang teehh dah 48-49 lagiii ,,, what a cool i am ,,, ahiiyy ,,, .

Inged ga ,,, semenjak gw bilang ga enak body last 2 weeks ago ?? sejak saat itu gw jadi makan banyak ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . Pun ga laper ,,, tapi makan ajah terush ,,, wkwkkwkwwk ,,, . Al hasil ,, gemuk deehh ,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Pun harus di bayar dengan bisul yang bertebaran di badan dan muka ??? wakakkakakkakakk ,,,

Hows my dayzh ,,, ??? ,,, hhhh ,, quite good ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Not having medical issue lately ,,, alhamdulillah sanget yezh ,,, . And its make me sooo exicited ,,, horeeeee ,,, hehehheheh ,,, .

It seems ,,, i can catch up this world again ,,, my world again ,,, with new pattern ,,, close to aLLah SWT of course ,,, hehehhehe ,,, . Its nice ,, warm ,, and happy,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ ,,,

and ,,, hv to facing suck situation whereas ,, ummhh ,, well i dont know ,,, maybe this is impact from my past ,,, that involved with crazy people ,,, . My lastย  post “sudah” ,,, that is ,,, it just ,,, i do not want to make any connection with something like this ,, . I dont want to fill my miley ,, with anger ,,, because ,,, i want ,, i expecting ,, this is my happiness pages to read ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, hehehheheh ,, . masya allah yezh ,,, .

Tapi boleh lah yezh ,,, gw mo blg sedikit di sini ,,, :: ga cukup kah tahunan kemaren elu nyakitin gw dan keluarga gw ,,, ampe segitunya ??? kurang kah ??? lo mau buwat gw semana lagi ??? . Apa orang tuwa lo ngajarin yang seperti ini ??? well done sekali kalo iya ,,, . Lo pikir, semua action elu lately adalah untuk nebus yang kemaren ??? ,, hv you lost ur mind or what ??? apa emang lo ga punya otak wat mikir ??? #kesimpulan gw sih,,, mang lo dah ga punya otak dan hati ,, . Dan masih mo hubungin guwa ?? hellooww ,,, ??? till we met again in akhirat ,,, !! . Ahh ,, sudahlah ,, gw ga mao lebih kasar lagi ,,, . Nanti Tuhan aLLah marah ,,, ๐Ÿ™ย ย  ,,, . #ko jadi banyak curcolnya yezh ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,, xiixixiixix ,,,

Workshop ,,,, . Eaaaaa ,, pinter kagag ,, celeng iyezh ,,, sing penting mah muke serius lah yezh selama workshop ,,, wkwkkwkwkkwk ,, . Itu project, salah beli module ,,, yaa ga salah sih ,, kurang lah yezh ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . Coba kalo miss ituuu ,,, dilakukan oleh team nya ,,, abis dah berakhir di mamuju ,, or pare2 mungkin ??? wakkakakakakkaka ,,, .

Doi emang lagi banyak cobaannya keknya ,,, berurut ,,, . Dari gagalnya KDCS, serangan dari cabang surabaya ,, ampe miss module aka biaya lageee ,, eaaaaaaaaaa wkwkwkkwkwkwkw ,,, . Dan doi ,, still dengan gayanya ,,, yang angkuh dan “high class” kalo sebutan gw mah ,,, .

Sure ,, i dont care at aLL ,,, iixixixiixixi ,,, . Semuwa salah di mata doi ,, so ,,, do it by your own way lah yezh cyinnntt ,,, xixiixixi ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚

next friday ,,, me timmmmeeeeeeeeeeeeee ,, horeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ,,, after workshop ga jelas inihhh,, ihiiiyyy ,,, .

 

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