Ternyata ,,, memang ada orang yg ber-taqdir begitu jahat ,,, yang ga akan sanggup d balas d dunia ini ,, yg akan bertanggung d akhirat kelak ,, masya aLLah ,,,
#beruntung Tuhan tidak memilih qt menjadi orang jahat tersebut #pun jadi korban ,,, eaaaaaa ,,,,
ternyata ,,,
ZeLaza, 20Dec2016
suntug eh ,,, lelah ,,, ma kelakuwan orang2 ,, ma kelakuwan diri guwe juga sih ,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Ga enaknya jadi cewe ,, ??? #entah apa juga terjadi ma yang lain ,,, . Ketika bete ga jelas ini datang ,, they said “female hormon” ,,, malesin yak ,,, xixixixii ,,, . Bahkan gw juga berfikir gitu ko ,,, . Kalo lagi mood ga jelas ,, gw mikir sendiri ” hormon apah yak ” ,, xixiixixi ,,,
sekarang ,, been around 3 months i think ,,, using mbem for mobile ,,, heheheh ,,, bangkrut dah wat biaya tol nya ,,, tapi jadi enak lah ,,, lebih safe ,,, ma nyaman ,, #speak aja sih bagian ini ,,, secaara selama ini juga aman2 aeee ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Mbit sekarang nangkring ajah di halaman rumah ,, kadang di panasin ,,, . Di pake wat ke alfa ,, kekekekkekek ,, or nge bolang pas wiken ,,, eaaaaa ,, wkkwkkwkw ,, . alhamdulillah lah for everything ,,, 🙂
Hmpph ,,, even though am not in the good mood ,, i try pretty hard ??? ,,, to keep my manner in good ,, hehhehehe ,,, #ya kaliiikkk ,, xixiixixixi ,,, 🙂 ,,, . If others ,, still in their act ,,, its become their issue ,,, right ???
and ,,, once again ,, my thought ,,, conclude ,,, that i dont have major and minor issue ,,, . So ,,, what i hv to burden about ,,, ??? ,,, xixixixi ,,, >> horrrmooooonnnnn ,,,,, !!!! ahahahahhaha ,,,
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satu hal ,, orang2 bilang wajah gw cerah an ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Ga di kantor ga di tempat lain ,,, xixiixixix ,,, . Keknya effect tiap malam cuci muka neh ,,, wwwkwkkwkwk ,,,
gloomy ,,,
am ,, easy to grateful ,, so ,, maybe ,, its hard for me to move forward ,,, to reach higher stage in life ( dunya ) ,,, . i hv no passion that big ,, beside ,,, get forgiveness from the Lord ,, and be save in akhirat ,,, thats all ,,, . so ,, am not that interesting in this world ,,, unless ,, someone ask me to enjoy the world ,,, . Is it correct ??? is it not correct because am asking this ??? ,,, .
Mahu ,,, di raih semana lah duniya ini ??? ,, ketika semuwa sudah ditentukan ??? ketika ,,, keikhlasan adalah utama ,,, ketika ,,, next life is the most important ,,, ketika aLLah adalah tujuan qt ,,, ???
#faith ,,, #masya aLLah ,,, #cloudy evening ,,, #am an ordinary woman ,,,
Minggoe, 18Dec2016
pagi pagi ,,, bokap nanya :: ” natal minggu depan yh ?? ” ,,, gw jawab :: “iyah” ,,, bokap lanjutin ,,, ” moga ijah bisa sampe ya minggu depan ,, ” ,, . Hiyyghh ,, omongan2 ga jelas ,,, apa pun maksutnya ituh ,,, baper guwe ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, .
Dan cerita aneh lainnya ,, kemaren teh mimpiin teman lama ,,, muka nya so ” suntug ” ,,, so ” redup ” ,,, kesiyan ,,, . But in that dream ,,, he seems so happy meet me ,,, . Well ,,, hopefully you are just ok yezh ,,, 🙂
sekarang ,,, tidur itu menjadi kegiatan yang menyenangkan yu knowhh ,, related to my insome ,, ahahhaha ,,, . So when i can get well slept ,,, its just like ,, a ,,, good rest ,,, ehheheheheh ,,, #lebay ,, but its true ,, and alhammdulillah for that ,, xixiixixxi ,, .
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hey hey hey ,,, its sunday Murningzh ,,, so shiny isnt it ,,, ??? ,, alhamdulillah yezh ,,, . quite exhausted week yezh ,,, ceritaknya kerjak guwa ,,, waaakakkakakak ,,, . Even though ,,, i dont have that much passion in scm do ,,, . its been 2 years ??? but why its so bored quickly yezh ,, ? xiixixiixix ,,, . Its seems more challenging in allocation section ,,, but ,,, helloohh ??? gw ajah di tarik dari allocation section to scm section ,,, masa iyak bolak balik kek kertas print-an ,,, xiixixixi ,,, .
sudahlah yezh ,,, sing penting mbem aman ,,, cicilan kebayar ,,, bahagia duniya akherat ,, aamiinn ,, 🙂 ,, #apa sih ga jelas ,, kek bokap gw aja pagi2 ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk mention kan guwe ,,,,
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KayLa ,, she is getting bigger ,,, become a teenage now ,,, xixiixixi ,,, . Sudah malu ama banyak hal ,,, #ya ea laahh ,, dah kelas 4 yezh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . xixiixix ,,, liat doi dari bayiknya ,, adeknya juga liat dari bayiknya sih ,,, xixiixixi ,, . Sering banged gw jail-in ,, sekarang dah gede ajah ,,, . Well ,,, semoga menjadi anak yang sholehah ,,, bermanfaat bagi ummat ,,, aamiinn ya aLLah ,,, 🙂
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xixixi ,,, i think ,,, i talk too much this week ,,, . Hopefully i can reduce one in next week ,,, aamiinnn ,,, ehheheheheh ,,, . Dan fi ,, ?? hari gini ??? masih jomblow ??? halloww ,, ?? wkkwkwkwk ,,, #apezh ,,, 😛
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#eveNing,,
hadjeee ,,, not that mood to face tomorrow ,,, nothing that interest ,,, 🙁 ,, . Hmmhh ,,, what should i do yezh ,,, ?? hopefully ,,, this night have mood booster ,,, eaaaaaaa ,,, hehhehehe ,,, 🙂
TraveLing ,,,,
why yezh ,, in this phase ,, in this ages ,,, i dont have that interest to traveling ,,, i dont know why ,,, ixiixixi ,,, . When my friends ask me to traveling some where ,,, it is need to be a great place to come ,,, hehhehe ,,, if not ?? better not ,,, #nyebelin maksimal yezh ,,, xxiixixix ,,, .
But its true ,,, !! ,,, . BaLi ,,, thai ,,, malay ,, padang for sure ,,, those are nice places to come ,,, but still common for me ,,, not interesting ,,, . It just ,,, i want ,, to go to europ ,,, small village in europ ,, an ordinary one ,,, ahahhahahah ,,, . Hhh ,,, i dont know how to explain ,,, but its seems ,, i will go there one day ,,, xiixixixixi ,,, . #kepengenan doank mah masih halal lah yezh ,, xixiixixi ,,,,
aamiinnn ,, 🙂
#Before go to bed ,,,
,, my life is crash ,,, my heart is broken ,, nothings left ,,, but somehow ,, am still struggling for every second in my life ,,, to save inside of me and bring to aLLah swt ,,, and what it is called ??? ,,, would you tell me ,, ??? ,,,
make up ,,,
once ,, i said ,, a women ,,, educated women ,, with make up ,, it just like strengthen her side ,, her cleverness ,,, other side ,, make up on woman just make like a “cheap” one ,,,
,,, for recently years ,,, my face with out make up ,,, because ,, in my mind ,,, it is nothing !! not important ,,, the important thing is what is in your head ,,, . Well ,,, some times i do with make up ,, i think because of females hormone ,,, xixiixixi ,, . But now ,,, when i see my face ,, is really really really like a sick person ,,, and i dont like that ,,, 🙁 ,,, . so i want to do make up again ,,, to cover up my sick face ,,, . #biaya lage dahh ,,, wwkwkwkwkwk ,,, #padang !! ,,, xixiixixix ,,,
I know ,, its nothing ,,, but i dont want others look at me with pity ,,, i dont need that stare ,,, ehehheheh #baper amad yak guwa ,,, wwkwkwkkwkwkw ,,, . am struggling with this ,,, and am happy with all of me ,, 🙂 ,,, indeed ,,, . But i think ,,, in fact ,, am not happy with me ,, am happy with aLLah inside of me ,, i think ,, xixiixix ,,, 😀
sooo ,,, make a budget to buy new tools make up hafiiii ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Eh ??? but what things that i hv to buy yezh ,, ??? ,, . Blash on ??? my cheek is already getting red with naturally ,, wkwkkwkwkw ,, . Lipstick ??? i hv ,, xixiixix ,,, . Maybe ,, mascara and eye shadow ,,, xixiixixix ,,, . Budget budget and budget ,,, kekekekkekekkk ,,,
ZeNeN,, 12122016
waaaww ,,, shiny sunday murNingzh ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Its been 2 dayzh ,,, having great weather in the murning ,,, cloudy but shiny ,, #bingung kan lo ,,, wkwkkwkwkw ,,, jadi rasa di bali gitu loohh ,,, ahhahahhah ,,, .
its long wikenzh ,,, with tight schedules ,, and alhamdulillah still have me time by tudeeeyyzzhh ,,, ihiyy !!! ,,,, .
Saturday ,,, mbem nge bengkeeell ,,, hahhahaha ,,, bayar pemirsah !!! ahuhuuhuhuh ,,, . so ,, its fill up with new oil ,,, checking 20Km ,,, and nothings wrong beside one tire get benjol ,,, helooohh !!!???? ,,, . Anyway,, its not full payment because there is still free voucher for service ,,, so i paid for the rest ,,, like oil, and others ( can not describe one by one ,,, because ,,, ga tw juga namanyeeeeee ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, )
Sunday ,,, attend dessri-yohan wedding ,,, . Its “quite” wedding ,, orang aji nya dikit yang dateng ,,, . But ,, anyway ,,, hopefully happy ever after yezzh ,,, duniya akherat to both of you guuyyzzhh ,, aaamiinn ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂 ,,, . Abis itu nge bolang deh ke Aeyon ,,, with serik and nopiriyak ,,, ahahhaha ,,, . Aje gile ,,, tuh emoLL dah kek pasar inpreeesshhh ,,, rame maksimaL ,,, ampun dah ,,, . xixiixixixi ,,, . MaLem baru landing lagi di kembangannn ,,, xiixixixix ,,, .
wikenzh yang seru yezh ,,, alhamdulillah ,, masih bisa happy ,,, 🙂
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hapekuwh ,,, already old ,,, aka jadul eh ,,, so i cant install / update applications yang kekinian ,, because not compatible to the IOS ,,, ahuhuuhuhuh ,,, . But hv no budget also to buy the new one ,,, huikzh ,,, #malezh beli baru seh sebenernya ,, kikikikikikikkk ,,, #tapi ga ada budgetnya juga beneran ,,, wkkwkwkw ,,, . Apa sih ,,, ga jelas ,,, kekekkekekekkk ,,,
nnti lah ,,, kalo mang dah waktu nya beli ya belii ,,, semuwa dah pada kehendakNya ,,, #@@???$^&$%&*$ ,,,, xixixiixixix ,,, ,,,, ,, ,,,,,
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duuhh ,,, so many things that i want to write down ,, but somehow ,, it just too many ,,, xiixixixix ,,, . Well ,,, i just wanna say ,,, be happyy ,,, be grateful ,, be you ,,, 🙂 ,,, . Life is so short ,,, . Kadang gw merasa sedih dengan ini ,,, tapiiiiiiii ,,, its still become mystery ,,, ahahhahahah ,,, .
And ,,, pada mereka yang “menantang” kematian ,,, berapa kali pun di terjemahkan apa itu kematian dan akan seperti apa sakitnya perpisahan kematian ituh ,, ga akan ngaruh ,,, sampay qt ngalaminnya sendiri ,,, . Nothings wrong with that ,, because ,, its sooo human ,,,, . but ,, bagi mereka yang berfikir ,, semoga ,,, bisa sebagai peredam emosi akan semuwa cerita kehidupan sertaa filter dalam bertindak ,,, #pointing my self ,,, indeedd ,,, many times ,, in every second in my life ,,, 🙂 ,, insha aLLah ,,, 🙂 🙂 🙂
