Baper eh ,,,

 

#demi parkir murah se-ceng /jam-nya ,, gw parkir di kerfur ( depan puri moll ) ,,, terush bawa tas gemblong nb keren guwe ,,, plus bawa2 payung ,,, wkwkkwkwkw ,, dasar padang yezh ,, !!!

#di strbx ,,, barristanya bilang :: hemat-an ,, bla bla bla bla ,,, , terush dy lanjut blg :: yang cina sypa yaa ,,, ??? . Gw :: gw ga cinaaaaa ,,, . Gw padang ,, !! ,,, wkwkkwkw ,,, podooooo ,,, xixixiixixi ,,, ๐Ÿ˜€

akhir2 ini gw baper eh ,,, xixiixix ,,, jadi sering nangis ,,, auhuhuhuhuh ,,, . Gw ,,, takut ,,, thats why gw sering nangis ,, . Tambah lagi ,, dengan semuwa serangan dari pikiran gw sendiri ,,, seperti tadi sore after dari mushola ,,, teringad akan hal ini ,, Meng-iba ,,, sediiihh ,,, sedih ,,, hikkzzhh ,,, . Di tambah mimpi2 gw ,,, ya tentang gw ,,, yang akan gw jalani ,,, sediihh ,,, .

 

seddiiihh ,,, sedihlah pokoknya ,,, . Cemungudzh fi ,,, itu kehidupan duniya ,,, qm pasti bisa ,,, !! ,, . Lihat apa yang telah Tuhan aLLah “done” for you ,, dengan badan ringkih muwh ituh ,,, dengan pola pikir muwh ituh ,,, dengan eksternal muwh ituh ,,, dengan otak ala kadarmuwh ituh ,,, and you are standing still ,,, . Hancur jatuh bangun terluka bahagia ,, and you are alive ,,, !!! ,,, . Lo pasti bisa kedepannya ,,, . insha allah ,, aamiinn ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚

kenapa ,,, otak inihh ,,, lately weeks ,,, often thinking about abroad yezh ,,, . It seems ,,, village in abroad ,,, original abroad ,, i dont know where it is ,,, but its so real in my eye ,,, seems i can smell the aroma ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Kalik gw bakal ke luar negeri yaakk ,, aamiinn ,,, xiixixixix ๐Ÿ™‚ #ngimpi kali yeeee ,,, hehehehheheh

 

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les bahasa inggris ,,,

 

i just re-think again ,, that for entire my life ,, i just never have english course till the last one ,,, which held by my company ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . kampung banged yezh guwe ,,, .

i just realize when we have toeic test last wednesday ,,, dessri told that she already hv kind of this test on her collage ,,, . Me ,, ??? i never hv kind this english test before ,, not at once ,,, so i realize ,,, even i never hv english course before ,,, xixiixix ,,, .

Kenal pelajaran bahasa inggris ajeeee ,, pas SMP ,,, ,,, kikikikikikikk ,,,, . Ya kalik bakal di les in ,, udah bagus di sekolahin mpe S1 ,, alhamdulillah yezh ,,, xixixiix ,,, .

well ,, you see ,, so many reason ,, that i hv tobe grateful ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚

 

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Doa ,,,

#draft

Untuk ,,, orang kek guwe ,,, dengan smuwa pemikiran liar guwe ,,, even in my prays ,,, ada setan yg akan blg ke gw :: buwat apa lo doa ?? Ada doa lo yg d kabulin Tuhan ???

Am sure this is happen to almost muslim kok ,,, . But untuk guwe ,,, logic aksi reaksi spt itu pasti kepikiran ,,, and makes me re thinking bout many things ,,, Hehhehehehe . Dan guwe hrus mendamaykan pikiran gw untuk hal tersebut ,,, .

Masya aLLah yk ,,, .

ummhh ,,, then ,,, why i still pray ?? ,, because ,,, am just human being ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚ ,,,

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Hv i ever ,,,ย 

 

,,, xixixixix ,,, apa pernah gw me ,,, njudge orang lain begitu buruk ?? ,,, dengan semua pemikiran guwe ,, yang bisa menjelaskan dengan bukti logis ,, dan gamblang ,,,, ??? ,,, kecuwali memang orang itu benar2 buruk ,,,ย 

#aq selalu berlindung dari nafsu kuwh sendiri ,,,

#bozh putih ,, ??? Eaaaaa ,,, jwkwkwkwkkwkwkwwk ,,,

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warm ,,,

 

,, hidup ini ,,, hangat yah ,,,

 

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Leader ,,,

 

i just re-thinking ,, . Was ,,, Mr Ashok ,,, at the beginning in our workshop said to me ,,, you are the manager right ,, ??? ,,, he said that in front of the audiences ,,, which is vendor team, japan team and aji team ,,, including bozh putih ,,, . Bozh putih ,, just laughing ,,, xxiixixi ,,, . But its not my concern seh ,, . Mr BerNard ,,, also said that ,, am a leader ,, . Of course i said No ,, but he was not believed ,,, eaaa ,,, wkwkkwkwk ,,, .

why new people thought that am a leader ??? muke tengil bin oon kek gw mang keliatan muke pejabat getoh ,, ??? ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Apa mereka tw ,, ketika mereka ngomong ,, otak gw dah kemana2 ,, ??? wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Bozh putih said ,,, am an expatriat ,, so explain everything to me with direct and clear ,,, . In fact ?? while he explained something to us ,,, it just round and round ,,, wkkwkwkwkwkw ,,, . You can imagine what happen in my head ,, . Sometimes, when he finished ,,, i said to my self :: oh, udah toh ,, ?? ,,, . wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, . #hey, this is include my struggle to get focus ,,, xxixiixxi ,,,

well ,,, dont care lah ,,, .

Ummhh ,,, talking2 bout bozh putih ,,, . He like people who “menjatuhkan” others ,,, . Am a person who have positive thought ,,, . So in this case ,, i think ,,, he wants to see ,,, team yang bersemangat dalam karir dan kerja ,,, whatever it takes ,,, bahkan menjatuhkan orang lain ,,, . Gw tau ituh ,,, dan memang kejadian kok ,,, .

Sometimes ,, dy “mendorong” gw ,, untuk menjatuhkan bozh item gw ,, . Dy minta pendapat gw compare pendapat bozh item gw ,,, which is pendapat bozh item gw mang salah sih ,,, xixiixixi ,,, tapi gw kan ga menjatuhkan orang lain ,, jadi gw diem ajah ,,, . Sampe dy menjelaskan tujuan nya dengan detail #sepertinya dy dah tw, cuman pengen gw ngomong dengan jelas bahwa bozh item gw salah, jadi dy menjelaskan tujuannya :: harus menjelaskan ke management dengan tepat ,,,, ,,, . Akhirnya gw jelaskan dengan detail dan dengan faktanya seperti apa ,, yang akhirnya opini bozh item gw salah ,,, . Ituuu ,,, muka nyaa bozh putih terlihat senang sekali ,,, . #dan bisa di bayangkan perasaan bozh item gw yezh ,,, eaaaaa ,,,,

pernahย  juga case about ,,, i already share sih ,,,ย  So, there is one case ,, and he asked me about ppc team system work ,,, and he said directly :: jangan takut ,, saya tidak akan bocor informasi ,,, . Xixiixixixi ,, he know me well yezhย  ,,, . am not an ambitious person ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,,, .

hhhh ,,,, dunya ,,, xiixixixixi ,,, . Mo semanalah di kejar ,,,ย  ketika kehidupan akhirat lebih panjang dan mungkin hampir abadi ,,, . xixixixi ,,, gw bisa ngomong kek gini ,,, ya karena gw dah ngecap duniya ,,, eaaaaaa ,,, . Hhh ,, alhamudlillah masih di beri waktu untuk tobat yezh ,,, ahuuhuhuhuh ,,, .

dan akhirnya ,,, tiap qt adalah pemimpin ,,, yang akan dimintai pertanggungjawabannya kelak ,,, . Kelak ,,, Dengan berlutut ,,, qt akan disuruh membaca seluruh amalan baik dan buruk qt selama di duniya ,,, masya aLLah ,, . Semoga qt diselamatkan kelak ,, aamiinn ,,, ๐Ÿ™‚

 

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thought ,, my thought ,,,

 

i do really like my thought ,,, even in my sickness condition ,,, my thought still can thinking around ,, eaaaaa ,,, xixixixi ,,, . Like just recently ,, after brain storming and hv good discussion at night ,,, the topic just spinning around in my head ,, something un finished thought ,,, .

once again,,, am not good a person ,, indeed ,, . But i do want to meet aLLah swt next ,,, . And it hv to be a good person ,,, . So ,,, as maximum as hafi ,, i learning ,,, what kind people do ,,, as technically ,,, . am a good learner ,,, so as technically ,,, may be i can do good things in my life ,, .

my mind ,,, even in my sleep ,,, reminding me ,,, that aLLah ,,, will gave back based on what our willing to do ,,, aLLah akan membalas sesuway niat masing2 qt ,,,, . and ,,, its correcting many things in my dailies ,,, . alhamdullillah ,,,, ๐Ÿ™‚

 

 

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advance ,,,,

 

ummhh ,,, in my life ,,, i ,, knew ,,, some bad persons ,,, thats why i know am bad person ,, eaaaaaaa ,, wkwkwkwk ,,, . Thus ,,, they are still around ,,, . aM not ,, make kind of ,,, public opinion about them ,,, . No ,, mo kek apa dosa yg gw tanggung ,, if i do that ,, . But ,,, ummhh ,,, one to two ,,, i do reminding people that still around in that persons  ,,, .

i dont hv responsible for their life next ,,, . Everyone hv their own destiny ,,, right ,,, ??? ๐Ÿ™‚

 

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its meee ,,,, :)

its meeee ,,, xixiixixi ,, ๐Ÿ™‚

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