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kenapa  kematian tidak tergantikan ,,, ??? ,,,
karena kehidupan (ternyata) begitu berharga ,,,

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,,, i see snake on a TV channel ,,, and i hate snake ,,, because they are so sneaky ,,, and somehow ,,, i hate people ,,, that sneaky one ,,, they do  bad things to get their own benefit ,,, dengan sadar dan penuh perhitungan ,,, and they can smile still ,,, 

Semoga mereka yg melakukan kejahatan ,,, segera mendapatkan ganjarannya ,,, aamiinn ,,,

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am not in the good mood still ,,, . Seeing many things ,,, feel in many things ,, thinking many things ,, through many things ,, and then what ??? ,,, . Sometimes ,, i just think ,, my thought just almost reach finish line ,,, . Masya aLLah ,,, ,,,

The funny thing in our life is ,, we have to fight with our own ,,, lust ,,, ahhahahah ,,, . In other side ,,, many people out there ,,, have the real fight to live ,,, imagine ,,, . Yup ,, and this state ,, also become my trigger ,,, and its not necessary ,, or it is ????

just ,,, stay cool ,, stay waras ,, stay useful ,,, stay in aLLah’s line ,, 🙂

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cemungudh hafikuw ,,, masih untung di kasih waktu wat idup lebih lama ,,, kudu di isi hal2 yang berguna ,, even itu “hanya” bersyukur ,,, even itu include di omelin bozh putih ,, eaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

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many times ,, i said ,, am so boring with my daily jobzh ,, but ,,, its just my ,,, lust ,,, . Many things ,,, in our dept ,, need to be ,,, made up ,,, eaaaa ,,, . Why i hv to escape for those situwations ,,, ?? eaaa ,,, xiixixixi ,, . Yup ,,, am not saying ,,, it would be good ,, but i think ,, many things can be done in Logistic dept ,,, . Not just think from my side only ,,, right ,, ??? ,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, . #kek orang bener ajah dah guwaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

thus ,, this evening ,,, one of our colleagues ,,, asked ::

colleagues :: hafi ,,, ke depannya mahu ke sini ga ???
hafi :: emang kenapa pak ???
colleagues :: ya kalo hafi ke sini ,, saya pulang ,,
hafi :: eaaaa ,,, ga betah ya pak ,,, xixixiix ,,,

#terush gw jadi gamang lagi ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,,

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Made it ,, !!! 13 dayzh as long of Ramadhan ,,, without ,,, any medical issue ,,, uwwoowww ,,, what a cool hafi and her body ,,, eaaaaaaaaa ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, ihiiiyy ,,, .

Dan dah kenak polak Ramadhan ,,, hehehhe ,, . I think ,,, alomost entire this week ,, i havnt ate properly ,,, not ate rice ,,, . didnt got sahur ,,, had breakfast lontong and 2 snacks ,,, then not ate anything more ,,, repeatedly ,,, . ampon dah yezh ,,, . Loose 2 Kg for last 2 weeks ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Maybe my body not that weak ,, because not consume coffee daily ,,, xiixixix ,,, .

Well ,, alhamdulillah for everything lah yezh ,,, 🙂 🙂 ,, moga kuwat mpe akhir ,,, aammiinn ,,, 🙂

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Last  night ,,, i had situation ,, vision ,,, a dream ,,, am on a place that so cold ,, the place seems almost on gray colour ,,, so quiet ,,, alone ,,, and scared ,,, . Then i close my eye ,,, i choose not to see those ,,, 🙂 ,,, . xixiixix ,,, after ,,, my dream about sakratul maut ,,, i think its the second terrify vision that i had seen ,,, .

well ,,, for some one like me ,,, yeah ,,, its feel and real ,,, close ,,, hehehhehe ,,, #if you know what i mean ,, . Takut sih takut ,,, banged malah ,,, banged !! ,,, tapi ,,, do i hv a choice ,,, ?? no am not ,,, . some times i face it with brave  ,, some times i deny ,, some times i dont care ,,, but its still ,,, scrolling in my daily life ,, with out knowing ,, when it will be stop ,,, . Sure ,,, those happen to every one ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

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am not in the good mood ,,, i need musics ,,, ixixixix ,,, 😛

ah lemah ,, gw sangat tau apa artinya lemah itu ,,, . Ketika lo kerap kali menghadapi situwasi ,,, ga bisa merasakan badan lo ,,, begitu lemah untuk makan ,, begitu lemah untuk bernafas ,, begitu lemah untuk meneggakkan badan ,,, jika selanjutnya lo tepar  ,,, mana kesombongan yang selama ini ada ??? tidak akan membantu sama sekali ,,,

tetaplah rendah hati yezh fi ,,, bukan untuk apa2 ,, bukan untuk siapa2 ,,, karena ,, memang tidak ada yang perlu ditinggikan hati ,,, Qt mahluk lemah ,,, . Semoga Tuhan selalu membantu mu dalam kehidupan ini ,, dan kelak ,, aamiinn ,, 🙂

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kemaren tuh dapet ,, petu ah ,,, :: kalo dah umur 35-40 ,,, kalo mo beli rumah ,, ya kudu yg cicilannya tinggi ,,, mana mahu bank minjemin ,,, pasti 15 tahun dah makzh ,,  beda kalo masih muda ,,, 20 tahun juga bisa ,,, . Huikzh ,, ga jodoh – nga rumah ,,, kepentog umur yezh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, .

Kemana aja duwit masa muda guwe ??? ya pastinya nge hedon ,,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, . Skrg ,, keknya cicilan max 7jt, masih sanggup deh ,,, asal jangan nge hedon at all ,,, at aLL pemirsah ,,, camkan ,,, !! . Tapi ,, mang ga bakal nge hedon at all juga sih ,,, secara dah tuwak juga ,, mo ngapain cobak ??? wkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Terush sering2 bareng mbit ,,, . Selama transport ga di tanggung pemerintah setempat ,,, bareng mbem mayan jadi beban finansiyal ,,, sejutak !!! ( mihil di toll, tapi ini daah route paling nyaman dah ,,, ) ,,, . Pake mbit ?? cukup around 300K ajah pemirsah ,,, xixiixixix ,,, .

Guwe ga terlalu susah ,, entahlah ,,, something in my heart ,,, believe ,,, jika memang sudah kehendakNya punya rumah ,, ya akan ada jalannya ,, jika belum, ya belum. Kalo memang belum bisa punya rumah ,,, maka itu yang terbaik wat guwe sesuway taqdir Nya ,,, 🙂

yezh ,,, tetep berusaha maksimaL ,,, semoga dalam setahun ke depan ini dah mule bisa nyicil rumah ,,, aamiinn ,, 🙂 ,,

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for last two dayzh ,, just full of sadness ,, and tudeyzh ,, ??? apa2 nangis ,,, masa iya gw dah mo dapet lagi ?? ,, hehhehehe ,,, . From my mother’s grave ,, watching movie ,,, till breakfast togather ,,, this tears ,, just drop down ,,, hehhehehe ,,, . and am so touch ,, they want to sit next to me ,,, seems knowing what in my heart ,,, thank you ,,, 🙂 ,,,

semoga Tuhan yang maha baik ,,, memberikan jodoh yang baik ,, imam yang baik ,,, yang dengannya bisa bersama menggapay ridho aLLah swt ,,, juga keturunan2 kami kelak ,,, aamiinn ya aLLah ,,, 🙂 ,,, #dugh ,,, kek orang bener ajah guwe ,,, tapi ,,, ini adalah doa baik ,, harapan baik ,, its good thing to say to pray to hope to do  ,,, 🙂

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hiruk pikuk ,,, around promotion announcement ,,, and i dont like it ,,, hehehhe ,,, . Sure ,,, am grateful to the Lord for this promotion ,,, to my white bozh ,,, that already gave me this trust ,,, but some how ,, inside of me ,,, i feel gave  nothing to others ,,, . in other side ,,, while others just can get promotion easily ,,, its makes me more ,,, ilfil ,,, xixixixiix ,,,  . Yezh ,,, from my side ,, i can do my job properly ,,, but while our teamzh have many issues ,,, i think ,, its a promotion that cant be enjoyed ,,, .

Nothing so serious bout this promotion ,,, it just ,,, “rejeki” for each person ajah ,,, even for me ,,,  because Nothing KPI value in this field ,, . Well ,, alhamdulillah for eveything ,,, semoga selalu bisa bermanfaat wat sekitar ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

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want to share a little bit about my experience in aji ,,, ( got notice while bozh putih gave me the promotion paper ) ,,, xixiixix ,,, . 11 years ,,, 3 yearzh in IT dept ,,, get to Logistic DC Section for 1 year ,,, and back to Logistic HO allocation section ,,, . Having less job at first ,,, asked to head dept twice for any additional job ,,, but he ignored one ,,, xiixixixi ,,, . Then bozh putih became Logistic head dept ,,, .

am not a “show up person” ,, Setoyama san, my first xpat bozh ,,,  already told me ,,, xxiixixi ,,, he said ,,, am not aggressive person ( mean ambitious one ) ,, . Njut ,,, maybe around 6 months after bozh putih become head dept ,,, when my appraisal ,,, he said ,, kurleb “hafi pintar ,, punya potensi besar ,,, akan pindah ke SCM section ” ( untuk membenahi SCM kala ituh ) ,,, .

xixiixiix ,, its very very very hard situation at first ,,, indeed ,,, . Less transfer knowledge ( just one day if you want to know ,, ) ,,, less direction ,,, interest and personal conflict between my bozhezh ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, . Kalo di pikir2 ,,, mo jadi apalah SCM saat ituh ,,, kalo mo ancur,  ancur deh tuh SCM  ,,, .

and finally ,,, SCM geting better ,,, . Sure ,, am happy ,,, when bozh putih had said ” saya bersama hafi ,, memperbaiki PSI ,, ( our main JOb ) ” . You know what ,, Higuci san told the same thing to bozh putih ,, . Yup ,, am happy ,,, because ,,, something mess down become efficiency ,, and good one ,, . #pun effectnya ,, gw ga pernah mtg bareng higuci lagii ,, huikzh ,,, 😀 ,,, . Bozh putih gave no word about promotion to me ,,, . But 2 years ago ,,, i hv promotion to ST-5 ,,, and after 2 years ,,, have promotion to M1 ,,, .

Yah ,,, despite many bad words about bozh putih ,, even from me abut his manner ,, he doing a lot for me ,,, for sure ,,, . Dan di pikir2 yezh ,,, promosi setap ke manager ituuuhh ,,, macam yang di “bawa” setipe ma yang “ngebawa” ,, iyah ga sih ?? ,,, entahlah ,, gw cuman punya pikiran seperti ituh ,,, . Eh !!!! Bukan berarti gw setipe manner nya ma doi yeeezzzhh ,,, setipe efisiensi nya sih iya ,,, #keknya ,,, xixiixixi ,,, .

Nah ,, whats next ,,, ??? ,,, 🙂 ,,,

#kopi ini sungguh enak ,,,
#balada jarang ngupi selama ramadhan ,,, wkkwkwkwk

Like i said many times ,,, it just so suntug with my daiLy jobzh ,,, sangat sangat sangat suntuuggg jendraaaLLLL ,,,  and i think its hard to get internal transfer ,,, . So ,,, enjoy ajah lah yezh ,, what can i do more ,,, ??? ,,, hehheheheh ,,, . Semoga bisa menata otak dan hati ,,, dengan semuwa kenyamanan yang dipaksakan inih ,,, xiixixixixi ,,,

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sometimes ,,, when my friend ,,, have very bad words to others about he/she capability ,,, i said to my self ,,, kalo gw yang ngomong kek gitu ,,, semanalah Tuhan akan menghukum guwe dalam karma ,, jadi hina dina banged keknya guwe ,,, .

Yupzh ,,, mungkin ini blind spot ,,, yang mana pada dasarnya guwe juga sangat sombong ,,, . Some times ,, di otak guwe pun bahkan ke omong ,,, :: ituh orang otaknya di manaaa ,, ??? ,,, or  bisa kerjak ga sih ???? kalo ga bisa, resign ajaaahh ,,, ga usah nyusain orang ,,, . Tapi rasa guwe ,,, sering ,, guwe ga ambil pusing dengan itu semuwa ,,, . Mereka tetap lah mereka ,,, kenapa guwe harus kebakaran jenggot ( yg mana gw ga punya jenggot jugakkk ) ,, dengan semua tentang mereka ,,, ???? ,,, xixixixiix ,,, . Faktor U banged yezh ,,, ??? ,,,, wkkwkwkkwk ,,,

hhh ,,, semoga semuwa qt bisa menjadi pribadi yang baik yezh ,, di mata Tuhan tentu ,,, hehehhe ,, aaminn ,, 🙂

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mari menikmati waktu kawan ,,, 🙂

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ihiiiyy  ,,,, ramadhan daay-3 ,,, alhamdulillah so far lancar jaya ,,, sihat wal afiat ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, . For me ,,, lemah nya pwasa ,,, hanya setengah bahkan seperdelapannya ( aka ga berarti ) compare lemahnya ketika lemah itu menyerang ,,, ,,, apa sih ??? wkkwkkwkwkkakkakak ,,,,  . Thus ,,, this shaum makes me so excited ,,, hehehehe ,,, . Ga bole sombong fiiii ,,, xixiixixxi ,,, . iyezh iyezh iyezh ,,,, hehheheheh ,,, 😀

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tudeyzh ??? apalah kehidupan hari ini ,,, . bangun kesiangan ,,, bareng mbit ,, keujanan pulak ,,, . Nyampek kantor ,, otak kagag loading wat kerjak ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Pulang ???? keabisan bengsin ,,, untung ga pake dorong ,,,  xixiixixi ,,, . Ga guwa banged dah masalah tuh bengsin ,,, guwe kan safety player ,, eaaaa ,, preeett ,,, xixiixix ,,, .

Tapi menikmati semuwa nya lah yezh ,,, . sesekali bole lah keluwar dari kebysaan perfectionist guwe ,,, xixiixixixixi ,,,

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o iyezh ,,, bozh putih fix ga transfer out ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, . Uced deh ,, mo kek apa lah kerjaan tuh yezh ,,, . Dah di simpen busuk2nya kerjaan mpe akhir june ,,, eeee masih pulak di perpanjang ,,, entah mpe kapan ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwkkwk ,,, . apeeezzhh apeezzzhh ,,, xixiixixixixi ,,,

belon lagi plan2 setelah doi cabzh ,,, bikin prodel jadi 3 hari ( target breakfastnya 2 kali ,,, kikikikikikikikikkkk ) ,,, lembur maksimal ,,, berimprovisasi pada project ,,, bubaaaarrrr ,,, bar bar pemirsaaahh ,,,, xixiixixixixix ,,, .

anehnya ,,, around ko ya kek ga terganggu gitu loh ,,, . guwe ,, ??? bakalan kurus lagi dah ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Mngkin ,,, secaraa ga sadar ,,, di alam bawah sadar gue ,,, sebenernya gw setrezh duduk di situh ,,, . Bukan kerjaannya ,,, tapi aura posisi duduk depan doi itu loh ga  banged ,,, . Mo rumpik susah ,, mo gosip di phone susah ,,, mo nengok kiri malezh ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, .

hadjeee ,,, mahu tak mahuuuu ,,, bener2 kudu di nikmatin semuwa nya dah ah ,,,

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aquwh ,,, ingin menikah ,,, Tuhan Yang Maha Esa ,,, 🙂

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