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#hengOt with nopitiygh ,,,
#central park ,,,
#Zabtoe, 15072017

kenapa akuwh begitu kecil luthu dan imute ,,, xiixixixixi

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#makan2barengajah
#treat by mbak Uweeek
#eperprezh MAG
#Raboe, 19072017

kenapa semuwa eksprezinya ga ada yang beneeerrr ,,, ???? wkwkkwkwkwkwkwk

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aje gile ,,, gw mang bisa kosdon sangat dah ,,, kikikikikikikkkk ,,,

Minggu iniiii ,,, full bareng mbit ,,, it spent cost for gasoline around 30K ,,, . Thus, for meal around 70K . So this week spent 100K ,,, war bysak yezh ,,, . make it math ,,, . Multiply to 4 weeks ,,, i will spent my dailiezh around 500K for a month ,,, . Kuweerreennnzzhh ,,, . You can imagine how much for the remining ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, ahahhahah ,,, .

yup ,,, and its still continuing for the rest of my lifeeee ,, eaaaaaaaaaaa lebay dikit ,,, xxiixixi ,,,

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well ,, you know what ,,, di masa muda guwe ,,, guwe udah jalan2 keren ,,, makan2an enak dan mahal ,, beli barang2 mahal  ,, blanja2 onlen ga penting ,,, nginep di hotel maks sampe bintang empad beserta makanannya yang kata orang2 enak ( kata guwe ,, ya makanan segitu2 ajah dah ,, ) ,,, dah ada mbit dan mbem ,,, udah semuwa beneran daah ( kecuwali kawen pastinya ,,, xixiixixi ,,, ) ,,, dan itu sudah berlangsung tahunan ,,,

jadiiii ,, ketika gw memutuskan kosdon tingkat planet ,, i think its fair enough ,,, really fair enough ,,, 🙂 . Semoga bisa istiqomah ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,, 🙂 ,,,,

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iyezh ,,, this is ,, my examination ,,, my behave become so bad ,,, so bad ,,, due to one person that so tolol bin dongok ,, . What he did ??? ruin my perfectionist side ,,, its disturb me a lot !!! ,,, . beside ,, why we have to stand out for someone and people that not appreciate us ,, ??. May be this is my ,,, conceit side ,, and i know its not right ,,, but, i think ,, its enough ,,, for now ,,, . They have to learn ,,,

you know what ,,, i live more time ,,, and i know ,,, i see ,, several stories ,,, while its bad at first ,,, somehow it will be ended bad in time ,,, . Or maybe ,, i live not that long to see more another stories will be come ,,, so ,, it will be ended up with happiness ,,, maybe ,,,

i just want to have a house ,,, live calmly ,,, with people that love me ,,, whoever hafikuw is ,,, whatever my condition are ,,, 🙂

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and my mood become soooo mess out ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, . bad bad bad ,,, . i think for a while ,, i just need to cry ,,, but i cant ,,, masa iyezh nunggu mo dapet duluw baru nangis ,,, terush baru cooling down deh nih emosi ,,, eaaaaaaaa ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, .

we can not change them ,, its hard job to do ,,, . all we can do is ,,, increase our patience ,, increase our heart to see and accept those weirdness ,,, indeed ,,, . masya allah ,,, allahu akbar ,,, . Toh ,, duniya ini bukan tentang mereka yezh fi ,, tapi tentang aLLah ,,, keep focus ,,, .

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hadjeee ,,, official life ,,,

tuh letter about my proposal transfer ,, just not sent yet ,,, eaaaaaaaaaa ,,, kwkwkkwkwk ,,, entah ga berani ,, entah ga  niat banged ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,,, . The challenge is not about the job desc or the daily job ,,, but the real challenge is how to become more smart then Kazumasha Nishida ,,, . #challenge banged yezh ,,, secaara wat mikir sehari2 ajah dah susah bener ,,, challenge lagi ngalain pinternya bozh putih ,,, wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,, kurang kerjaan banged guwe ,,, xixiixixixi ,,, .

#edisi kesetiaan ituh juga sebuwah tantangan ,,, eaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

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kemarenan tuh ,,, jumat 21.07.2017 ,,, genva ke nef ,,, . Ya amppppooonnnn ,,, macetnya sadizh boooo ,,, . Perasaan terakhir kemaren ke sanah ,,, pas libur lebaran ga macet dah ,,, ( ya eaaaaa llaaaahh ,, wkkwkwkkwk ,,, ) ,, . entah mobilnya yang ga enak ,, caara nyetirnya yang ga enak ,, pusing ajah pokoknya ,,, dah rasa mo pingsan banged ,,, . sumprit dah ,,, . sakit kepalaknya mpe malem ,,, lemotnya mpe hari gini ,,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,,

hasil genba nya ??? nothing ,,, ya kalik yezh ,,, palak dah pengeng ajah seharian ,,,  mana you know lah yezh ,,, kek apa sched genba kemarenan entuh ,, ga jelas ,,, . mana gagal kosdon lagi ,, malesin banged dah ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . well ,, di bawa seneng ajah kalo ginian mah ,,, xixiixixix ,,,

dan alhamdulillah ,, senen besok tuh bozh putih ga ada ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . Terush katanya next month ampe seminggu ga ada ,,, iyeeaayy ,,, ,,, . #ahhh ,, jadi ga ada challenge deh ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk preeeetttt ,,, !!!

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this week ,,, i search for kos kos an ,,, alone ,, tumben yezh ,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, .

Tw ga ,,, ??? gw beneran searching door to door istilahnya ,, aka ga searching2 duluw di inet ,, yaa secara deket daerah kantor juga banyak yezh kos2an ,, . Lucu2 deh ,,, ada yang dari nawarin ngebayarin kos an nya ,,, ampe ada yang bahas kerjaan tentang warehouse dan logistic supply ,,, gubrak yezh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,, . Gw ampe terpana ,,, ma wajah2 mereka ituh ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, . Heloohh ,, gw cari kos2an ,, bukan cari kerja or cari swami ,,, wkkwkwkkw ,,, .

ternyata ,,, mash belum ada yang cocok eh ,,, . jadi guwe berfikir ,, untuk mule nyicil rumah beneran ajah,,, . Pengennya di cluster ( aka karena dah terbysa di cluster yezh ) ,,, yg rumah nya kecil tapi ada halamannya ,,,, hehehhehe ,,, . mungkin next year baru bisa ,,, aamiinn ,,,

till that time come ,,, kalo masih ada umur tentunya ,,, di sabar2in ajah dah ,,, heheheheh ,,,

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teruuushhhh ,,, ???? whats next ,,,, ??? eaaaaaaaaaaaa ,,,

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I think ,, its almost one year since my last ,,, wrath ,,, . And tudeyzh ,,, it come again ,,, .
I think its enough with my tolerance ,,, they are so ,,, outrageous ,,, .
Be smart ,,, so many bad people out there ,,,

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#edisimaksi
#Zoemad, 07072017
#transmart
#edisicantikzh

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xixiixix ,, gw ini memang memikirkan banyak hal ,, tentang diri guwe ,, tentang sifat2 manusiyak ,, tentang alam ini ,, tentang yg ghaib ,,, dan yang pasti tentang Tuhan ,,,

kadang kalo lagi mikirin diri guwe sendiri ,,, dan pas lagi berasa susahnya ,,, i said to my self ,,, ” kek ga punya Tuhan ajah fi ,,, semuwa di pikirin sendiri ,,, ” ,,, . xixiixix ,, iya yezh ,,, kenapa gw harus merasa begitu berat ,, ketika gw satul aka sadar betul ,, semuwa sudah di atur olehNya ,,, . Mana mungkin Tuhan menganiaya hambaNya ,,, ehheheheheh ,,, . and somehow ,,, pun gw ga merasaa dekat dengan aLLah swt karena rasa takut guwe ,,, tapi ,,, dengan mengingat ini ,,, hati gw menjadi tenang ,,, . Karena ,,, memang ga ada yang perlu di susahin ,,, . Ketika hidup ini dan semuwa ini adalah tentang aLLah swt ,,,

mungkin ,,, approach gw ,,, cara gw mengenal Tuhan aLLah swt adalah salah ,, mungkin ,,, karena ga ada yang mmbetulkan juga bukan ?? ,,, . Tapiiii ,,, so far ,, cara ini lah ,, hal ini lah ,,, yg otak guwe yakini benar ,,, dan yang mmbuwa hati guwe tenang ,,, .

semoga ,,, gw masih di track yang benar ,,, track yang selalu dalam ridho-Nya ,, aamiinn ,,, aamiin ya aLLah ,,,

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#edisiakuwh
#edisiaLLahswt

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aM ,,

hows the world ,,, eaaaaa ,,, #edisi hape rusak ,,, xiixixixi ,, . My hape was broken since ,,, wednesdaay last week i think ,, xiixixixi ,, . So its been 5 dayzh without hape ,,, hehehheeh ,,, . More over ,, i really not in the good mood ,, related something will come up lah yezh ,,, . Not interesting to eat ,, to hura hura ,,, to talk ,,, to do more ,, xixixiix ,,, including to buy a hapeeeeee ,,, kikikikikikikikk ,,, . oh tuhan aLLah ,,, am so ,, low ,,, huikzh ,,, .

katanya ,,, tanda2 orang bertobat ,, adalah ,,, qt bener2 melupakan semuwa dosa masa lalu dan tidak ingin mengulanginya lagiii ,,, . Last week ,,, someone flitring on me ,,, but some how ,, am not interesting to ,,, . In my mind ,, its ,, soooo ,, past ,,, . Ituh ,, bukan masa guwe lagi ,,, i think ,,, xiixixixiix ,,,

#mungkin gw mo bilang gw dah tuwak ,, wwkwkkwkw ,,
#ato mungkin edisi kesambet malekat mikail ,,,
#ketika kematian memang sebagay pengingat diri yang terkuwat di duniya ini ,,,

oh my lord ,,, damn ,,, !! ,, masya aLLah ,,, it just ,, mess up ,,, hehehhhehe ,,, . i dont know ,,, what i hv to do ,, starting point that i hv to begun ,,, . Actually ,,, i do know ,, but ,, i dont want to do that ,,, . am upset ,,, and am really sad ,,, . this is so childish ,,, hehehhehe ,,, hhh ,, at least ,,, i can make my own word to this situation ,,, kikikikikikikikkkkk ,,, .

fi ,,, stand up ,,, ada aLLah swt ,,, yang menantimuw ,, di ujung sanah ,,, insha aLLah ,, aaminn ,, 🙂

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aahh ,,, apalah apalah yezh ,,, . Just do ,, what i can do ,, thats it ,, xixiixixi ,, 🙂

pM ,,

Laaahh ,, hapenya nyala lagi ,,, wkwkkwk ,,, . Tadi tuh ,, so mo ngecas langsung ke nb ,,, ceritanya kaliiikkkk bisa mindahin foto2 and pideyo ,,, . Pas di sambungin ,, lah ko nge cas ,,, lah ko nyala ,,, wwkwkkwkwkwk ,, . Ga jadi deh beli hape baru nya ,,, ihiiiyyy ,,, mayan irit deeehh ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, 🙂

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besok masuk ,,,

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tetep cemungud yezh fiiiiii ,,, jangan kufur nikmat untuk inih ,,, alhamdulillah masih ada kerjaan ,, masih bisa sihat dan berkaryaaa ,,, alahdmulillaaahhh ,,, 🙂

iyah ,, cemungud ,,, 🙂

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