BoNezh Fy-2019

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wiwiiwiwiw ,, alhamdulillah ,, 3.2 cuy !!! ,, keknya seumur2 ,, lom pernah dapet segitu deh ,, x yak ,, gw juga kurang pemerhati sih ,, hehehe ,,

ya ampuuunn alhamdulillah banged !! ,, di tengah pandemi covid-19 ,,, war bysak ,, . Memang penjuwalan qt sangat bagus tahun ini ,,, yg post enih ,,, Mission accomplished ,,, ternyataa ,, management baik juga ,, ya ampunn ,, ga nyangka banged loh ,, di saat gw dah brburuk sangka / mengungkap fakta di mari ,,, Day-2 ,,,

anyway ,,, above all of that ,,, semuwa sudah dalam taqdirNya ,,, . ternyata ,,, qt kudu bersyukur selagi bisa ,, pun saat ini terlihat begitu sempit ,,, lagi pulaaa ,, belum tentu besok bisa bersyukur ,, bukan hanya karena umur, ato next karuniya ,, tapi takutnya ,, rasa mahu brsyukur itu yg di ambill ,, amid amid ,,,

terima kasih aLLah swt ,,, duhay Zay yg mengatur rejeki setiap mahluknya ,,, !!! alhamdulillah ,, . Jadikan lah kami hamba2Mu yg selalu bisa bersyukur atas semuwa qadha dan qadhar Mu yaaa ,, amiiinnn 🙂 🙂 🙂

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Day-3

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Day-3 Ramadhan
#dirumahajah

i think ,, am not that lucky lately ,,, . But surely ,, its my heart that so galaw ,, indeed ,,, . My thought attack me ,, and my heart in very weak condition ,, . I dont know why and what happen ,, ahuhuhuhuh ,, . xuman solat ngaji yg bikin hati tenang skrg ni ,, ,, . hikzh ,, syediiicchh ,,,

all i need is just changing ,,, . Dah, thats it ,, .

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Day-2

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Day-2 Ramadhan ,,,
#dirumahajah

am screw up lately ,, and its make me sad ,, at job things ,, and little things ,, even so little ,, but i dont like a mistake ,,, . Thus actually ,, it just me who become that galaw hati ,,, . Like i care with aji ,,, .

iyah ,,, i earn from aji , i ate from aji ,, i hedon from aji ,, . But ,, ( just case lately ) ,,, even not give any donation for flood on january ,,, even so less effort for corona virus preventive spread action ,,, so do math for people that already pawned their life risk ,,, on transportation matter, on vitamins, on wfh infrastructure, and so on ,, . Latest, they re-call their J staff to japan ,, and in the other hand ,, they not informed clearly for employee that in the term of transfer ,, They dont care with us ,, not at all ,,, .

yes ,, above mentioned are costs ,,, but aji ,, especially this fy ,, so profit !! ,, . it will not make aji bankrupt ,, . Ya ,, in the other hand ,, of course ,,, they still prevent for bonezh ( maybe ) ,, or salary increasing ,,, . Something that we have to grateful, right ??? .

but once again , they dont care with us ,,, not at all ,, not in the sincere way ,, . #ya ea laaahh ,, halooohh ,, its a company ,, wkkwkkwkw ,,, . Ya right ,, so just do as so so ,, as so sooooo ,,, . and we fair enough ,,

now time ,, 12.30 am ,, and still can not sleep ,,, . In fact ,, i need to get up on 3 aM ,, its 2.5 hours remining ,, ahhahaha ,,,

somehow ,, i really sad ,,, i really galaw ,, my head is mess ,,, my heart is uncertain ,, worried ,, i dream sadness ,,, and i dont know what happen ,, . Subhanallah ,,,

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iyep !! 2 days fasting ,, and its just full of excessive of food ,, . Next ,, should be reduce ,, !! ,, ini target loh ,, but ,, just leave for kupih pls ,,, wkkwkwkwk ,, .

alhamdulillah ,, still going good ,,, hehehhehe ,, 😛

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Day-1

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Day-1 Ramadhan
#wfo

got fasting and still wfo ,,, . Somehow ,, lately ,, fasting made me very exhausted ( while sunnah fasting ) ,,, also with this 1st day of fasting ,, . also my head still get headache ,, . Oh dear lord ,,, . Cobaan nged yezh ,,, . But ,,, !! what the meaning of fasting with out any test, isnt it ???? ,,, . Kalo xuman nahan laper dan num ,,, ituh mah gw dah natural bin bakat bisa nya ,,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,

kakik ,, akhir2 ini ,, juga sering kumat ,,, pengen ke rs ,, ko yo rasanya challenge bangeddd ,,, wkwkwkwkwk ,,, . Jadi xuman di salepin ,, trush istirahat dah ,, . Mang kek gini pola nya ,,, kalo kecapekan ,, pasti ni kakik sakit ,, . padhal badan ma kepalak yg atit yak ,, ama ati sih ,, pegel nahan emosi ,, wkkwkwkw ,, . Ni skrg ,, kakik sakit nged ,, pegel dari ujung kakik mpe antat ,,, ahuuhuhuh ,,, . sekakik kiri ajah udah ,, . Etapi alhamdulillah sih ,, kalo kanan juga ,, kan berabe yk ,,, ekkekekekek ,,,

sumprit capek ,, lemezh ,,, . tapi ga bisa obo ,,, #ya mang gt sih ,, wkkwkwkw ,,, . tapi ga sukak rebahan doank di tempat tidur ,, tanpa ngelakuin apa pun ,, ( padhaal sekarang lagi ngetik di miley ) ,,, kekkekekke ,, . Moga xepet mmbaik yezh fiii ,,, amiinn ,, 🙂

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pict of the day ,,,

semuwa ada masanya ,, keep fokezh ,, its Ramadhan ,, Bulan penuh cinta dari Tuhan semesta aLam ,,,

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Nikmat ,,

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allahu swt ,, mmberiku nikmat duniyawik yg begitu banyak ,, begitu baik ,,, masya allah ,, . Ada takut ,, menuju takut nged ,, apa ada yg salah dengan hidup gw ??? ,,, mpe dapet kebaikan duniyawik gni ??? . Tapi ,, gw tepizh ,,, gw intropeksi ,, gw bersyukur ,, gw bersedekah ,, penting ,, !! ,, . Bukan mahu riya2an di sini ,, tapiii ,,, this duniyawik ,, not belong to me ,,, . Insya allah di cukupkan diduniyak ,, dilebihkan di akhirat ,, amiiinn ,, 🙂

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1 Ramadhan ,,, 1441

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iyezh ,, till this time ,, Ramadhan !! alhamdullillah ,, allahu akbar ,, . Kemarenan ,, kadang sempet ada khawatir ga sampe umur di hari ini ,, tapi ,,,, alhamdulillah ,, sampay di hari ini ,,, #terharuuuuww ,,,

actually ,, my mind just chaos since last night ,, ahhahaha ,, i dont know why ,,, . Its so blend ,, not focus at all ,, and get headache ,,, ahuuhuhuh ,,,, .

i woke up in the early morning ,, and somehow ,, felt kind of leak in my heart ,, and its so sad ,, . After worship ,, some minutes ,, and my heart getting better ,, alhamdulillah ,, . But still ,,, my head just headache ,,, .

what ever it is ,,, still pray to get focus to aLLah swt ,, and get maximum worship in this ramadhan ,, insya allah ,, 🙂

xemungut hafikuw , !!! 🙂

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Beruwank ,,,

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jadi pada takut betemen ma akoh ga ???
sungguh am not feel in that way koo ,,
gw tuh jinak ,,,
wkkwkwkwk ,,,

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KuLkazKuwh ,,,

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ahahhahahah ,,, kulkazkuwh ,,, been 5 years maybe ??? ,,, awed !! alhamdulillah ,,, . Beli nya tuh di bliblidotkom ,, around 1.2 juta kl ga salah harganya kala ituh ,, deliverynya pake motor malem2 ,, wkkwkwkwk ,,, .

dulu beliii ,, karena mang gw butuh aer dingin to drink ,, dan di rumah ,, agag susah ,, kekekkekek ,, ya udah deh, beli kulkas mini ,,, . Pada dasarnya jarang kepake sih ,, tapi mayan useful siii ,, xixiixix ,, . Amaze nya awednya ituh loh ,,, . Mang merk Toshiba sih ,,, yg katanya mang awed punyak ,, .

alhamdulillah ,,,

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WiKenzh ,,

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#wiKeNzh ,,
#dirumahajah ,,,
#4thweek ,,

i alwayzh happy with friday night and saturday night, cozh tomorrow is holiday ,, hehehehhehe ,, . Its happy ,, just like yesterday night ,, and tonight ,,, ahhahahhaha ,, alhamdulillah ,,,

Its start to feel sorry for this corona ,,, everyone can not get out and hanging togather anymore ,,, with out any sure date this pandemic will be over >> i think this point ,, that make this issue that terrible sorry ,,, . Hadjuuu ,,, many things delay ,, . Hopefully everything get in better in goodness ,, amiinn ,, 🙂

Cant wait for Ramadhan ,,, april 24th ,, next friday ,, . Its really healing my soul ,, moga masih diberi umur yezh till that time ,, amiinn ,, . Its not meant that i grateful for this pandemi issue yezh ,, but, when Ramadhan start ,, i just finish my period ,, and working still wfh wfo mode ,, and ! no bozh ,, ahhahahah ,,, . Oh dear Lord ,,, menang banyak di ramadhan x ini ,, . Can get worship more and more ,, insya allah ,, allah swt keep my spirit in Ramadhan ,, amiinn ,, 🙂

beteweeeeeeeee ,,, klo gw nge VLOG ,,, ada yg mu liat muke gw ga yaa ,,, ???? kwkwkwkkwkw ,, keknya orang2 pada bakal jijik gmna gitu yezh ,, wkkwkwkwkwk ,,

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