last thursday ??? i visited to my Moms graveyard … nyekar kalo bahasa dimari mah … . It just cross in my mind ajah, when i passed that area in the murning in my way to office … . So, i turn back and went to my momzh grave yard. The gate still locked, but i can open it … . And bikozh its already long time not visiting my mom, so … make me confuse for a while where i hv to find the gravestone. But, just need ngeker dikit, and whollaa … found one !! … hehehhehe … .
Mizh her so much … . hhh … maybe because in that moment, i am facing big matter … so i went to her grave … just wanna sharing what so heavy in this heart … . hehehheheheh …. . Siting praying crying … may aLLah meet us next yezh mom … . You with your happiness … and i with my happiness … aamiinn … 🙂 … Love you mom … 🙂
we are not that close … but somehow … loosing her … become so painfull …. . So i update in my socmed … “karena qt satu jiwa” … . I dont know exactly with others when their loosing their mom … but i can still feel it .. when i loosing her … seperti satu jiwa yang ditarik/dipisahkan dengan paksa … . dan ituuuu … amat sangat banged bingid menyakitkan !!! indeeeddd !!! … . Entah, apa ada yang lebih menyakitkan dari pada ituh …. ???? … .
But somehow yeezzhhh … about my status in socmed … people connecting to my old story … about irsal ?? wakkakakak … . Kenapa jadi dikaitkan ke doi yak ??? hadeehhh … aya2 waeeee …. .
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