well,,, actually i have me time yess ??? … #blink blink …. #sturbucks coffee in the murning … #alhamdulillah …
ummhh … quite emotional by last few dayzgh … . Having un-planed escape by friday … xixiixixixi … . I alwayzh like that journey somehow … . Well … i have gd conversation yesterday with him … . Can sharing sensitive stories in our live … reminding many things in my lives … good and bad … and evidently i already old yess ??? hahahhahahah … and having short time also to live … .
Him ??? he is my guilty pleasure in my waiting time … . Nice, so funny, smart … make me like a princess … and yes, he wants to hear me more than others … . Because, … sometimes we dont need any suggestion or something … sometimes we just need tobe listened … . One thing that i still remember at first we met maybe … he said :: di balik semua kemandirian qm … qm itu ce manja ma orang yang qm sayang … dan qm type ce setia … aq bisa liat itu di mata qm. Hahahhaha … like a man yeess … 🙂 …
my conclusion is … we just live once … just enjoying one !! indeed !!!
and what happen in my world ??? apa yah ??? am afraid to die ,, not just like an old time … now … i … in sins … . Many bad things that i have done. i in my own crisis … went to mecca and get umroh not solving my problems anyway … . Maybe there is something wrong in my thought … in my mind set … . But one thing for sure !!! i alwayzh love You my dear Lord … indeed !! indeeed ,,,, . Let me be a human with all my sins … but still You are my Lord … no matter what … . Please forgive me for my all humanity … . Good and bad, side by side … this is the world …. !!!
hmmhh … some times i just thought … many things is not right in my life … and its become my life stories …. . Sometimes its make me down … but, who care anyway yess ??? in the other side … am glad its me who through this one … maybe it wouldnt be the same with others … . So let it be … let it be my stories … for all already wrote down for me … . Lalui .. nikmati … syukuri … 🙂
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