heyy … am galawerzh … hheehehhe … . Hmmhh … once i think … while i share this one … it showing my weakness … but … ummghh … well, its me … and hafikuwdotkom is my humzh … so no need to worried about sharing something … hehehhehe
saving. Heheheheh … after arround 8 years work as kuliy … i relized that i have no saving in cash … . hehehheeh … when i said this to my friend … she said ” as i know you … you dont have any saving since beginning … right ??? ” . Heee ??? iye juga seehh … hehhehehe … nambah nyadar dah guwa … kekkekekekkk. My saving on bar gold (and already dissepear also) and life insurance … so … yes, i dont have any cash saving … . But i think, its need to have one … dont you think like that ??? . But i loose my financial management right now. Even for next month, i dont have any cash … ahuhuhuuhuhuhuuhuuhuhu … . Needs arround 5000K to starting new one … ?????
Jobs. I have rolling jobs this November. Actually, i loose my passion working here … and its make me not cemungudzh working here. Why ??? because … there is no rewards … because there are actual model, that very ‘ungood person’ become a leader just because they connection or something that not worthit to say. Even, there is a manager, section manager … had meeting with another dept, its shown inadvertent bokep pictures in his thin client computer. And he just said ” di komputer guwe ini ” … . Huwaaaddzhhh ??? heloowwhh … jadi manager tuk otak begonya jangan ketulungan donk. Qt semua ada masa gilanya, tapi ga pake fasilitas kantor juga xeeeeeeee … . Thin client itu bukan komputer luuu … itu di simpen di server … hiizzhh … . Kurang apa yak gaji managernya tuk beli modem sendiri dan dontlot tuh semua bokepan di komputer sendiri ??? . Having lost my mind deehhh … . How could he gave more contribution to his staffs and his kumpenih, if in office hour … he gots bokeps pictures … . Dear Loorrdd … . And related to my new bozh … hmmhh … what i have to say ?? already bad thought about him since beginning working to gather at our 1st DC … hehehheh… . In otherside … i sorry for my self related to my people skill … 😛 . and am stuck with all of that thought without can do anything … . So … ???? do crazy one hafiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii … hahahhahhahahha
jodoh. Ummghh … in this phase … i just asking to my self … am i gonna be happy when i got married ??? . Less happy marriage describing came to me … . gipolaaaa … am not found my soulmate yet … sooo … ?? enjoy my time … . aLLah gave the best in God’s time … .
Dear friend … i know you try to fix one … to fix what already you destroyed one on me … yo did good things to me … ummghh … i just wanna say … am thank for all you did … but, it wouldn’t be right till the end … its already broken into pieces … how hard you try … it wouldn’t be right dear … . So, what we can do now and next are … just do the goodness … 🙂 may aLLah gave forgiveness for all of us … aamiinn … 🙂
aaaanndd that its meee … having good thought after bad thought … having new spirit after down spirit whatever condition are … its just like a circle anyway … .
Wise word say … (in less and more) … jika dalam kesulitan … bertahanlah dalam kebaikan … setelahnya, akan datang kebaikan sejati padamuw … . Sadness already came to me … am down and did bad things … then i survive to make goodness in my life … so when the trully goodness come ??? … . is it appropriate for me to ask this to the Lord ??? seems not … but i like to having good thought bout Lord … 🙂 . Even thought … there are no significant increasing in my life …. hehhehehhehehe 😀
Well … Alhamdulillah for tudeyzh … What happen tudeyzh ??? Well … Still can breathing … Xixixiix
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