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gw ,,, masih inged ,,, ketika jiwa gw menghampa ,,, menghamva ,,, untuk bisa kembali pada fitrah nya gw sbagay manusiyak ,, it seems ,, i’ll pay anything to get back there ,,, and i did it ,, constantly ,,, and finally ,, here i am ,,, bahkan qt yg terush brusaha di jaLan Nya ,,, bisa mnjadi ,,, bosan ,, dengan smuwa jatuh bangun di jalan Nya ini ,,, compare time yezh ,,, and ya of korzh ,, smuwa tentang godaan syeitan yg trkyutukzh ,,,
dan otak gw terush mncari ,, apa yg salah ,, its should be not like this ,, it should be peace ,, !!! ,,, . I already mentioned what i most fear about ,,, ya bout this life and life after ,,, that life is like time of testing ,,, and am not sure maybe bikam sure ,, that i will not pass this test and get hell for next life ,,, .
why i should think like that ??? bikozh ,,, its just math in my head ,, its just math ,,, and it just math ,,, . Padahal allah swt ,,, surga ,, neraka ,, and life after ,, its not a math ,,, and its not a math ,, . Then what i should compare all of those big things ,, except with this tiny brain ,,, ??? ,,, i train for using this ,,, i even dont know how to use others ,,, even i bless for knowing those theories ,, but dont know how to apply all of those things ,,
next ,, i do really know well ,, above this my issues ,, is about faith ,, . faith to my Lord aLLah swt ,,, in many ways ,, of love ,, dan Dia tidak akan mengkhianatikuwh ,,, or us ,, . Sanggup kah ???
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yeap ,,, !!
this is my issue ,,, my stress ,, my depression ,,
i already can describe well ,, cant i ,, ???
then next ,, its thinking a way of solution ,,
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