4 months passed ,,, and i did it ,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Was ,, at the end of 2015 ,,, i think i cant make it ,,, but now ,,, looking forward on my progress ,,, quite success ,,, hehehhee alhamdulillah ,,, considering years of ruin my life,,, . Semoga aLLah mengampuni semua yang di belakang ,,, amminnn ya aLLah ,,, .
You see ,,, everything already arranged by God ,,, . When my body fit enough ,,, i can do everything ,,, travelling ,,, reach mahameru ,, i did umrah ,,, and many activities without any major difficulty ,,, alhamdulillah ,,, . Also in those times ,,,, many bad things that ,,, i did ,,, masya allah yezh ,,, .
Now ,,, when i want to get back ,,, and i think my progress are good enough ,,, another big issue come ,,, . Hehehheheh ,,,, . Maybe ,,, this success become my major asset to face the issue ,,,, . Xixixiixixi ,,, already set up anyway ,,, .
Hmmhh ,,, its so easy to say ,, to talk ,, but so hard to do ,,, 🙂 ,,, even to my self ,,, . Man ,,, just do the faith ,, as already written ,,, right ,,, 🙂 ,,,
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tapi ,, gw tertarik ,,, menganalisa ,, kenapa bertahun2 ke belakang gw selalu gagal ,, dan kali ini berhasil ,,, ya selain sudah di atur tadi ituh yezh ,,,, . Hmmhh ,,, mari qt trace ,,,
x ini ,,, rasa takut gw begitu besar ,,, sangat besar ,,, . Kenapa sekarang begitu besar ??? apa ada kejadian khusus ??? tidak ada ,,, . Mungkin ,,, yang paling mungkin ,,, awareness gw akan Tuhan aLLah dan hari kemudian ,,, menjadi lebih baik ,,, . Kenapa bisa ??? nah ikuuu yang gw ga ngerti ,,, . Mungkin lagi ,, karena gw menurunkan ego gw ,, menurunkan tingkat kesombongan gw ,,, menurunkan kemarahan gw ,,, . #semua itu bisa gw rangkum dengan kalimat :: faktor U ??^%@^%@*^ ,, xixiixixixi ,,, sangat mungkin ,,, . Karena ,,, after many years ,,, kesombongan ,,, kemarahan ,,, dan ambegan gw ,,, has nothing at all ,,, .
Yup ,,, may be so ,,,
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any way ,,, am so grateful with everything ,,, 🙂
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