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its become worst i think ?? ???????? ,,, . Sungguh i dont know what happen to me ,, its just am continuing pulling my self from the world ,,, kek ga ketahan ajah brlaku kek gitu ,,, kek kebawa energi / arus spt gituuhhh ,,, #agag susih gw jelasinnya kekkekekeekekk ,, .

Malezh jawabin wa yg ga penting ,, bahkan out dari wag2 yg bahkan qt ga ketemu / kom dalam waktu yg lama, tp just occasional ajah bincang2 ??? ,, what kind of relationship its ??? ,,,, . Kl ga jawab call dan malazh ngomong lisan ,, mah basic yezh ,, jiiyakkakakakakkk ,, . Malezh kumpul2 juga kl ga penting2 amad ,, bahkan definisi penting ajah udah makin menciyut ,,, . Misal, kek undangan nikah or melayat bysaknya pasti dateng, tp skrg ,, hanya melayat ,, kekekekkekek ,, .

Usaha gw masih ttp exist di duniyak perwasapan adalah :: ngasih2 emot bagi yg wasap ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,, masih untung lah yezh ,,, kekekekekkekk ,, . Usaha exist di duniyak nyatak, fi ??? ,,, . Yaahh ,, kerjak seadanya ,,, ga osah ngoyo ,, olga juga ga ngoyo ,,,, seadanya ,, lanjut bayar cicilan rumah ,,, brtahan hidup, bertahan waras mpe end of time ,,, . hehehheheheheh ,,,

well ,, insha allah terush dalam berkah dan ridho Nya aLLah swt yezh ,,,
amin amin aminn ,,,

dan sing penting self rewardnya dulzh lur ,, biar keliatan abis gajiyan nya dan abis menahan diri sebulan lebih karena cicilan ,, kwkwkkwkwkwkkw

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spiking2 ttg cicilan rumah ,,,

gilzh yezh ,,, pwasak segitunya ,,, nahan diri dr idup enak segitunya ,,, . Bahkan ituh wat kepemilikan doank ,, lom wat renov nya ,, yg keknya bisa abis 500-700 gt sndiri ,, gilak apa gilak ??? . ga di bawa matik pulak ni rumah ,, njir ,, #auto debatable nged dh di utek ,, kekekkekekekkekeke ,,,

sing penting ,, semana idup / kejadian idup ,, besar kecil nya ,, semoga selalu aLLah swt ridho lah ,, amin amin amiiinnn ,,, ????????

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temen :: ituh apah mb ??
hafikuw :: (tulsan) allah ,,,
temen :: iya gw tw ,,, tp kenapa ada di situ ??
hafikuw :: kenapa tidak ???

mang aneh yk kl ada tulisan aLLah ??? padahal gw banyak tulisan aLLah swt di mana2 ,, ya di kamar, di pintu kamar ,, dll ,, kekekkekekek ,, . Kan dalam image gw ,, (misal) yg nasrani ,, jg pasti bakal ada beberapa penganut nya tulisan “yesus” ,,, . Jadi i thought its common looh ,,,

d luwar ituuuhh ,,, mang gw demen ada tulisan aLLah swt ,,, seneng ajah ,, jadi berasa deket ato mendekatkan diri lah ,,, #Padahal mendekatkan diri dengan zikir yk !!??? ,, wkkwkwkkwkwkwkkw ,,,

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its just been 1.5 months since 2024 ,, but it quite a lot of stories came ,, . From happiness to happiness so far ,, or i thought its a happiness anyhow ,, ???? .

from i got door prize a treadmill, reported “bad communication” from Logistic team, drama for team’s promotion and recently about my own promotion ,, . I just thought ,, woouuww ,, what happened ??? .

hiihh ,, i pull out my self from duniyakwik’s drama ,, . apah yak ,, karena drama nya ga seru mgkin yak for me ,, so not interesting ajah ,,, . Mungchiiiiiiinnnn ,,, jika di promote/propose for work overseas ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkwkwk ,,, others ??? not interesting so much ,, xiixixixiix ,, .

welll ,,, we’ll see lah yezh ,, whats next nyah from aLLah swt ,, #Hallah ,,, . Semana aLLah swt menaQdirkan ,, segitu juga yg akan kami jalani ,, insha allah ,, . Mangadzh hafikuw ,,, !!!

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hari gini ,,, dh lagi jamannya yezh ,,

qt di tusuk orang ,, darah qt mengenai kakiknya ,, tapi orang tersebut yg marah ,, karena darah qt mengotorinya ,,,

ngerik yk ,, !!!

duluw ,, gw dealing with this situation dalam kerjak ,, tapi ga xtreem2 amad yk ,, . Jadi kek qt tuh dealing ga ama core issue nya ,, tapi ama last issue nya ,, . Dan ternyata ,, sekarang ,, hal ituh bikam massive banged ,,, dan dalam berbagay jenis tema ,, .

mang dh segini nya nih jaman yezh,,, . Many times gw bukak rilzh ,, aka “melihat duniyak luwar” ,,, aseli susah menemukan hal/matter yg “islamih” ,, and i mean it loh !! ,, . Sehingga qt kekurangan materi / contoh / hal yg benar on islam based ,,, . Bayangpun !! ,,

Beneran deh ,, inih tuh dah beneran di akhir jaman yezh ,,, . Beneran dh pada tahap harus menyelamadkan diri sndiri terlebih dahulu ,, baru orang lain ,, karena jamannya mang dh segilak inih ,,,

entah gmna mo selamed di jaman inih ,,, bener2 perkuwatin doa bermohon keselametan dari aLLah swt ,,,

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ihiy ,, lagi kenak penyakit hatiiiihh ,,, subhanallahu ,, . Gw kezl ,, karena “hal kepemilikan” duniyakwik ,,, . Udah auto di debate sik ama utek gw sndiri ,, tapi ati masih kzl ajah ,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,, . dasar manusiyak yezh ,,

padahal ,,, berdoa untuk lepas dari segala penyakit hati tuh ,, dah daily doa gw loh ,, tapi masih kenak ajah yezh ,, dh tw kenak pun ,, susah dealingnya ,, . Well ,,, thats life anyhow yezh ,,,

pada dasarnya ,, bukan hal harta duniyakwiknya sik ,, lbh kzl ma “kelakuwan orang” nya ajah ,, geewmeezhh !!! ,, wkkwkwkkwkwkw ,,,

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its a continuing drama for the manager promotion from Logistic department ,,, ahahhahahha ,, . Pa bozh ,, for the 2nd time ,, just want to promote his golden girl ?? ,,, but make aaaaaaaaaa shit drama to cover the weakness of his candidate ,, .

its me became blamed for the candidate’s situation ( because she blamed me for her situation ), and its me to hv get effort to fix it. The shit thing is ??? he said :: “kan bisa dapat pahala juga” ,,, . Anjir ,, ,,, all your words just to cover weakness of your candidate ,, thus yor discuss how i get pahala ??? ,, Seriously ?? mind ur own Sir !!! ,,, .

but lucky me alhamdulillah ,, my heart so calm facing this situation ,, . I dont know ,, it just in my mind ,, i re-analyze the situation, and yezh am doing nothing wrong ,, . So ya ,, i dont mind for this issue ,, i through the way as it is ,, .

xixixiixixixixixix ,,, semana orang mo berbuwat ,,, tenanglah ,,, jalanlah di jalan yg memang terjal inih ,, fokezh ,, sampay lah di depan sana dengan selamad anyhow ,, heheheh ,, insya allah ,, amiinn ,,

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2024 ,,,, !! its just early weeks ,, 3 weeks ,, dan gw makin ke sini makin kesana ajah ,, wkwkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . Its just like the way it is ,, xiixixixi ,, . Many times kan yezh ,, gw bilang kalo makin kesini gw makin malazh ma drama2 gaje ,, makin ga tahan ma kehalu2an duniyakwik ,, aka idup yg penting2 ajah with my own p.o.v for sure ,,, . and its getin strong, gezh !!!!! wkkwkwkkw ,, .

people still and always be irritating ,, . Gw nya ajah yg sudah almost ziroh tolerance ,, . and am OK with all consequences will come ,, . Njirrrr ,,, separah ituh gw ,,, . Iyah ,,, ! gw yg parah ,, kl around parahnya dh dari duluw ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, .

its very stick in my mind right now ,, . Its OK being alone,,, lite life ,,, calm ,,, with out drama2 gaje ,, . well ,, we’ll see ,, hows life bring it up ,,, ????????

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