bengong in the middle on working hour

 

ummghh … rarely to wrote … . Sok sibuk ceritanyeeee … sibuk ngapain yak guwaaa ??? sibuk ngeceng ??? wakkakakakkkk … .

am thinking … that topic, ever made my relationship with someone ( pastinyagh, masa iye ma kucing) … worst … and never been good till now … . I just shared my thought … and then everything got blowed … . I dont know in what part goes wrong … . Nothing wrong become my self … isnt it ?? . And … on my logical, what in my mind, is right … ya, of course from my side … , and some how … its hurting that bad to others … still i dont get it … 🙁

*thinking thinking* this is my analyze … my experience teach me the crutial thing … that is ::

… orang2 yg menghancurkan gw adalah orang2 terdekat gw …

so … it is not weird if i have that thought … . Unfortunately … am still stupid ajeee till now … tuuhh masih aje bisa di jahatin orang … wakkakakakkakakkk … . kan like i said befoooreee … bukan salah orang jahatnya … salah qt, kenapa juga jadi bodoh hingga bisa d jahatin orang ??? xixiixixxiix. Lah terush salah sapa donk kalo mang gw bego ??? salah gw ??  salah temen2 gw *gaya alay* kekekkekekkk …

back to work ah … just summary of bengong in the middle on working hour … . Intinyaaaaaa …

… enjoy ajeeeeeee …

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truly crisis ..


,, am on truly crisis ,,

* lanjut bengong *

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Minggoe, 4th Oct 2012

 

@starbucks skyline building, 10:30 aM

tomorrow my father will get marriage again ( i just know from bu nur for the exactly date) … . Am i angry for that ??? no … just dissapointed … . Dissapointed because … obviously he dont really care on me … and gave more concerned to an old women that he knew not good enough … . in what part he didnt gave any concern on me ?? well … he knew what i meant to … because … me … as same as he on way of thinking … . if there a man in this world who the same way of thinking with me …that is my father … . Then … do i care bout that ??? no … why should i ??? but .. umghh … ya, a little maybe … . Parents is parents … daughter is daughter … that role will happenly till the end … .

Then ??? nothing … . This is not a big deal … not like the previous one … that changed my whole life … changed inside on me … . That was the worst one as long as i live … emptiness … . Who is responsible for this ??? God of course … . I dont blame dy … — well, exactly i do … 😛 — i dont blame my self … this is God strories …

 

,,, if i/we have courage to blame something that happen to our life … then blame God … . If not … through your life with tough ,,, !!

 

So, whats next ??? as usual … found the sexy cogan … jiahahhahhah wakkakakkakakkk … . am not a good girl … i know that for sure … . Its just me … and it just between me and God … just be honest to the God. i dont believe in karma … but i do belive in balancing … and destiny … . Well … Still through my life with tough … second by second … minute by minute … day by day … month by month … year by year … as new me … . Always try to ‘stretching’ ,,, to reach my  goal … . Try something new and different … . Make my brain cells keep active … till the end … .

 ,,, Sejahat jahatnya orang
masih ada orang bodoh yang mau d jahatin ,,, 

today is car free day … on thamrin road … letjend suprapto road … . its unusual view … because its very traffic jam on week days … and now … everyone got gymnastic on the middle of the road … get laying down on the middle on the road … bicyle … jogging … etc … and more tight on monas … there were some shows here …  . Asseekkk jugaaa dah ah …  . Sekarang ayo qt pindah ke lapak sebelah … cari makan / lunch at BK … kekekkekekek 😀

Note :: somehow … dah kemana mana … masih enak-an coffee buatan barista yang di puri mall dah … kok iso yaaa ?? 

 

@burger king skyline building, 1:20 pM

Hadoooegghhh ,,,, ko ya bis minum kupiygh malah mengantoooeeggzzhhh sangaaaadddzzzhhhhhh ,,, . Pengen pulang tpi pintu kamarnya dah bsa kebuka blom yaaaa ??? Tdi pas mu pegi rusaaaakkk, kekunci dan ga bsa d bukaaaaa ,,, untung ga kekunci di dalem guwenyaaaa ,,, *orang indonesia tulen ,,, selalu untung !!!* . Lama2 rebahan juga dah di siniiiiiii ,,,,

 

@humzh, 5:25 pM

Kamarnya dah bisa d bukaaaaaa ,,, yeeee !!! Mpe panggil tukang teralis ,,, jadi masuk dari jendela ,,, baru deh d buka/jebol dari daleemm … . Nyampe2 langsung bubuuuuuuu ,,, ngantoooeeggzhh ,,, mpe ngiler ngiler dah ah ,,, xixxixixixii

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Steak Abuba ,,,

first time ate here on 2006 at kelapa gading … it was free from my consultant’s friend, mbak netty … while we have over time at saturday … . They said that steak was delicious … so we went there … . a litbit shocked because the price quite expensive at that time … , untung di bayarin dah ah … wakkakakakkkk …  .

so … steak abuba ini mayan enak … dan masih paling enak kok di antara steak yang pernah gw makan … . porsinya juga mayan besaaaarrrrrr untuk ukuran gw … jadi kudu makan pelan2 kalo di sinih … (berlaku untuk gw doank kali yaaakkk .. kekekekkekkk … ) … . Udah pernah nyuba beberapa versi steak dan wagyu di sinih … dan ya … enak … . Meat ball nya juga enaaaakkkk … . Lately … ada tambahan menu dari mereka … es podeng dan frosty … . Es podengnya enak … 7rb rupiah … . Frosty nya ??? ummghh … pernah nyoba … tapi ko ya standar aja yak ??? hehehheheh 😀

 

Tempatnya ada beberapa di jakarta … gw sih baru nyuba di sabang dan di kelapa gading, dan enak2 acan di 2 tempat inih. Laluuuugghhhh … pelayan2 nya juga baik2 … kalo ternyata pesenan qt kurang well done … nnti bisa d bakar lagi ma merekah … . Malah pernah untuk case gw … di ganti baru … . Untung belon gw cicip … coba kalo dah gw makan setengah … misal nemu yang kurang mateng … lapor pelayan … dan di ganti baruuuu ??? kebayang kan kalo gw harus ngulang makan tuh steak yg porsinya gedeee ituuuhh dari awal lageeeee ???? oh tidaaaaaaaaaaakkkkk !!!!. Harga … ya standar steak lah … mang mahal … tapi kalo pas lagi d traktir ??? kenapa tidak ???? kekekekkekekkk 😛

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1st flight experience …

waktu di toil tadi pagi … ada temen yang cerita pengalamannya flight bersama alay yg baru pertama x terbang … ya yang notaben masih temen 1 departmentnya siii … xiixixixixi … . Then am intersting to share my first flight experience also here … hehehheheheh …

So … my first experience fligt was on … 2006 maybe ??? … on my business trip to mojokerto factory at east java related to SAP Project and of course using garuda indonesia. I went with SAP’s consultan at that time … Mr. Tarmizi … .

Fyi, i extreemly rarely went out of town … because my parents not allowed me to … or we can said over protective … . When my parents knew that i need flight to mojokerto … they were so ruuusssuuuhhh …  they not allowed me to … hahahhahahhah … even they asked me to resign ??? huwaaattzzhhh ??? wkwkkwkwkwkwkkkk … . Because i was insist to go … so solution from them was ::::::: asked my uncle to accompany me … . Huwaaaatttzzzhhhhhh ??? hellowww … am on working … moso iyoooo di temanin … ??? huikzzhhh … . And finally … my uncle accompany me … *lunglaydotkom* … .

And the worst part sodara sodara sebangsa setanah air is … when in the plane … just waiting for take off … my uncle which have seat at the back … came to my seat … and said :: ijah … jangan lupa telpon mama … . He said that in front of that consultant … Ahuhuhuhuhu … my world got collaps at that time … oh bumi … tolong tenggalamkan akkuuuuhhh … . Berasa anak mami banged yak gw … . Thanks God, that consultant not that comel … ga tau yeee di ati nyeee …mungkin ngakang guling2 mpe koprol gw rasa … wakakkakakkakkk. Ohhh … itu belum termasuk … qt bertiga 1 taxi sampe ke hotel … . Hhhhh … heeeelllppppp meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ….

xixiixixixixi …  thats my first flight experience … . And one point left is … beyond all of that … i felt safe went out of town with my uncle at that momment eventhough its on my duty and very not comfortable … hehehhehehehe 😀

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2 laki2 ga brguna ,,,

Jadi tringad view in my brain beberapa wktu lalu ,,, di ruangan itu gw lihat 2 sosok laki2 tidak brguna yg kegedean d image dan mulut besarnya d luar sana ,,, ah, masih mending gw ,, pun gw kerdil dan bukan siapa2 ,,, pun mungkin omongan gw kasar ,, tpi gw apa adanya ,,, ga butuh pncitraan dan ga nyusain orang lain ,,, well ya, maybe not smart enough ,, hehheehe
 

Tulisan ini juga sebagai pengingat gw kelak ,,, mungkin gw salah dan ternyata bahwa mereka brguna ??? ,,, we’ll see God’s stories then ,,,

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Burger ,,

Dari sekian burger brand ,,, gw lebih suka burger king ,,, . Uummghh ,,, lebih gurih and fresh aja d guwe ,,, . Kentangnya juga enak ,,, (nah bingug kan lo ??? Bukannya kentang d mana2 sama ?? Xixixixixixi )

 

pernah ada kejadian menarik sewaktu nangkring di burger king kelapa gading, jadi ada segerombolan (hallah bahasa gw dah kek reman … kekekekkek 😛 ) bule yang makan di sanah … and you know what ??? bule itu minum soda dah kek minum aer putih di kiteeee … kagag bolong2 apa yak itu saluran pencernaan ???%^$*@%&(@ . Then … after they finished their lunch … mereka bertanya pada pelayan BK nya … di mana mereka harus menaruh sampah sisa makan mereka. Jadi mindset mereka, setelah makan ya mereka beresin sendiri sisa2 makanannya … . Ga kaya qt yeeee … kelar makan ??? jalaaannn !!! kekekekekkkk 😛

 

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Money money money ,,,

,,, maybe its sound naive and stupid ,,, but in limitted scope ,,, i dont think money its a big thing ,,, because i know exactly ,, money cant bought a happiness …

,,, yes maybe its because my needs was fullfil till now, alhamdulillah ,,, from my parents till from my own ,,, . am a girl without much desires ,,, . Am not fashionable ,,, am not freak on gadgets and automotive or cameras ,,, am not ate that much also ,,, . * so where the moneys goes ???? Ohh ,,,berartiiii mang income yg kurang ,, kekekekekekkk* . Vacation ??? Umghhh ya ,,, its become my needs lately ,,, 😛 .

Money ,, materi ,,, come and goes ,,, . lagi banyak ya d nikmatin lagi dikit juga di nikmatin ,,, smua itu menyenangkan ,,, just get the halal one ,,, and use as you needs ,,, . And finally ,, everything you reach, of course on your scope, will nothing till you can share the achievements and the happiness to others ,,, positive ,,, !!!

And vacation where spent quite much money ??? ,,, . Well, i think its worthit enough ,,, . Hellooww ,,, bumi begitu indah ,,, dan kerusakan sedang berlangsung di mana2 ,,, keindahan alam itu akan segera berakhir anyway ,,, selama badan sehat selama masih bisa bergerak ,,, selama masih bisa menikmati alam ,,, ya nikmatilah ,,, !!! . Because there is a time maybe ,,, you are not well on ur age ,,, and all you can do is just laying down on your bed ,,, . So ,,, ???? ,,, 🙂

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properly ,,,

lately national headline news contain KPK vs polri … also correction of capital punishment for drugs convicted by president. 

KPK as independent institution have big step in this republic that make corruptor went to prodeo’s hutelzh. in other side … because (maybe) polri dont want to be toel2 as big institution … so somehow … they caught one of kps’ investigator for a case that already passed 8 years ago … . heeee ??? so childish yak … . Eventhough that the investigator maybe was guilty … but its become big question for this republic … how come a case that already passed for 8 years ago … suddenly suddenthat … start to investigate … ???? and finally this issue makes many opinion from peoples … xixiixixixi 😛 . Moreover, president also make some step (3 cases if i try to remember) to correction capital punishment for drugs convicted. Heeee ??? Even there is an ex corruptor become kabag at goverment institution. Hehehehehhe … . i love indonesia … .

corruptor and drugs dealer … what punishment that properly to them ??? what do you think ??? ummghh … i dont have a good idea … . Some people said … terrorist who have killed many peoples should get capital punishment … why drugs dealer whic is also killed people every day ( as BNN data’s ) … didnt get capital punishment ???

Capital punishment (hukuman mati) … ?????  Somehow … i dont agree with this punishment. I mean … everyone have right to live … no one can take human life except God, his/her mom, and ahliwaris which have their family directly killed by someone (qishos in islam).

Penjara seumur hidup without remittion ??? (bhs inggrisnya apa yak ??? whole life in prison ??? 😀 ) … i dont agre also with this … . this punishment too be good for them … , dont you think like that ??? .

Pemiskinan / impoverishment ???  Of course, goverment need to confiscate all their property, but we need gave them efek jera … dont we ??? .

Now … what punishment that close properly to them ??? Hmmhhh … i just imagine kind of punishment as extreem as PKI at Soeharto’s era … which is whole family also bear the effect … . Whereas whole family get difficult life but its not mean they dont have education access healthy access and others things … but yaaa you know lahhh what psychological effect from that. If a person didnt care again with his/her family based on what had she/he done (become corruptor or drugs dealer) … so i think yup … they suite to capital punishment … 🙂 .

One thing left … why someone (the family, especially kids) who didnt have knowing better bout what their parrents done … should have bear also the effect ??? it seems unfair yaaa 🙂

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