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Sincerity …
Hmmhh … Apa do’a tertulus muwh ?? … Ummghh … Let me share mine …
… That early morning … Masih antara percaya dan tidak … I go down to reach her … Yg sudah berbaring kaku … Dalam hati tulus aq mohon pada yg maha kuasa :: Tuhan … Tolong hidupkan dy untuk beberapa detik saja … Tukarlah itu dengan semua yg ada padaku … Hanya beberapa detik saja Tuhan …
… Ketika cerita seseorang di operasi besar antara hidup dan mati … Aq jg tulus berdoa :: Tuhan … Tolong selamatkan dy … Engkau bisa tukar dengan jiwaku … . Walu pda saat itu, itu hanyalah sebuah kebohongan belaka … Tpi itu sebuah ketulusan …
Hmmhhh … Sincerity …
Uciinnkk
Dear my head … Why you so annoying ??? Whats wrong with you ??? Exclude my nyaloon activity … I just laying down on my bed for this weekend … Oh !! Plus kodangan where got wrong place seehh … Xixixixixiixix
Dear my head … Please get well soon yaaa … This is so hurt … While this pain came … Sometime i just want asked someone to explode you … Heheheheh sorry … Not really mention kooooo
Is there someone else get the same pain with me while they got some headache ??? Come … at least share some stories with me yaaaa …
Close to the God …
… I just remember one of my friend ever said … ayo ke mahameru … Berdoa d sanaaa d tempat tertinggi … Dekat dengan tuhan… . Hmm ??? Close to the God ???
Then i remember one of hadits ???? *brhubung takut salah* which the point less and more is :: jika mereka bertanya tentang Aku, katakan :: Aku dekat… lebih dekat dari urat nadi mereka sendiri …
Naahh … If you want close to the God … So … Cut ur vein … Then you will find the God … Alias metong ??!!! … *blinkblink*
— ini cuman joke an sematah … Yg mana dr awal juga dah ngawur … jd akhirannya ngawur juga dah … . Am i right ??? :D. —
a letter to emak ….
Hey mom … How are you ??? Ah … Am sure you are in the good condition … I jusy knew … Still aamiinn anyway … 🙂 … . Ijah ?? Am good … And alwayzh been good … . You alwayzh can seen me right ???
Mom … I never asked you this … Is it nice being you ??? An obey woman to God and ur husband … . What you got till the end mom ??? Also for the day after ??? … Maybe … Its seen you got nothing in this world … But you will get many in the akhirah … Aamiin … . What goodness that not you have done to ur family … Yo done a lot and right … Ga neko neko jadi orang …
Ijah ?? I tried many things mom … . Am went out of town … Having work at out if town … Kost in cikarang … Went to abroad … Went to hiking … Falling in love with nothing … Beeing foolish … Go home lately … . Yes … If you were here … You will not allowed me to do something like those … You will get so angry with me … . When i arrived at the nite because of over time … You so angry and said :: ngapain kerja keras spt itu ??? Kek ngidupin anak 10 aja … . Xixixiixix thats for my lately from office … Apa kabar wat pulang malam wat ngeceng ??? and many more ya mom …
What i got in my middle age ya mom ??? Seems i got nothing ya … . But it based on what am looking for in this world … . Ya … Am still looking for .. .. ….. … …..
Hey mom … Miss you … 🙂
