18 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Monday morning … monday morning … monday morning … pagi yang ceraaahhh … luv morning … . Hmmhhh … mu curcol ahh … but i dont have good words to combine … hehehheheh
unrespect.
hmmhh … maybe … maybe and maybeee … hehehhehehe … . Maybe … ya sure … there are many stories bout human … and ummghh … maybe … there is a story bout a person that not got respect on this life … . But … ummghh … we dont need human respected also anyway … didnt we ??? hehehheheh …
Quadrant … .
do you remember bout quadrant knowledge … ??? describing about human knew side … like a circle divide on 4 paths … with contain like picture below ::
sometimes … we judge people that easy … so damn good such as we just the right one … . In fact … we dont know whole stories backgorund about … . so … its quite arrogant to judge people while we dont know and understand the other side quadrant, Isnt it ??? .
I saw many people like this … i just thought that hard in my head … hellloowwhh … you know nothing … and you same like what you judging on to that person … !!!. it makes me thinking … :: am i like that one ??? judging others without knowing and understanding the other side quadrant … ??? heheheh … obviously yaakk … apa lagi kalo ada bumbu emosiii … xixiixixixi 😛 … . thats why we like being human … hehehheheheheheheh 😀
hatred.
till last year … i have two hatreds … hehhehehe . But now ??? ummghh … dont want to think either … . Ever i pray bad one for who alaready hurt me that much … but now ??? who am i praying like that ??? i just servant of God … they are servant of God … so let God have them conditional. am I Sincere for all of that bad things in the past ??? of course Not. if am not wrong … aLLah said :: Aku menitipkan keikhlasan di hati hamba-hambaKu yang Ku pilih. So … sincerity is a gift from God … maybe only God who knew when the servant sincere … :). Well … just trying release all of that bad energy day by day … 🙂
Hurt.
sometimes … no … its everytime if the substance came to me … its make me hurt that bad … its weaken my soul … . Only me and God knew how its feel … without cant share even once to others… . am sick … and am traying to heal … 🙂
guilty.
While i saw her … her old face … i felt so guilty … for what i’ve done … hehehheheheh … . yes, its all out of mine … but ummhhhh … hmmhhh ???? . Hope still have much more time to make her happy … also to make my Mom up there happy … 🙂
Car.
I dont like to have a car … it just make my earth become worst … jiahhahahahhaha … bilang aja ga mampu. But now, maybe i need one ??? to gave my contribution to bad traffic jam at jakarta … !!! xixiixixixixixix
its nice having you my milestone … can be honest to my self … 🙂
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16 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
… Minder …
* .. Huikzh .. *
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13 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Dengerin lagu enak sambil leyeh leyeh …
Come up to meet you
Tell you I’m sorry
You don’t know how lovely you are
I had to find you
Tell you I need you
Tell you I set you apart
Tell me your secrets
And ask me your questions
Oh let’s go back to the start
Running in circles; coming up tails
Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy
It’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard
Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures
Pulling your puzzles apart
Questions of science; science and progress
Do not speak as loud as my heart
Tell me you love me
Come back and haunt me
Oh and I rush to the start
Running in circles, chasing our tails
Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy
Oh it’s such a shame for us to part
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard
I’m going back to the start
Oh ooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
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13 Maret 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
… f a k e …
* .. too many .. *
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11 Maret 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
Ketika doa sudah d kabulkan …
Ketika harapan sudah trwujud …
Ketika kebahagiaab sudah d perlihatkan …
Kenapa masih ada air mata yg jatuh ???
…
And my friend said :: daun yg jatuh tidak pernah menyalahkan angin … And my religion teach :: tidak ada satu daun yg jatuh d muka bumi melainkan dengan izin aLLah . Hh … Everything is my fault … Who still tried to bermain hati … And finally it was me who got slamp who got hurt … . Hhh … My head can not cover it … Just give all of this back to aLLah … .
Hey … When i curcol to my friend … They always said :: please dont be sad … Its make me sad also. Xixixiix padahal pan guwa yg mo nangis yak … Knp jdi mereka ikutan cediihh … Kan malah tmbah cedih guwanyaaaa … Ahuhuhuhuhuhu …. . Thank you dear friend … For listening my curcol … For gave me some words …
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09 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
… Lighter …
* aymiyosotide *
… Dear aLLah SWT … Terima kasih telah Engkau ringankan hati ini … No tears drop anymore for this matter … Become strong day by day … Engkawlah pemilik hati ini … DariMu lah kami bermula … KepadaMu lah kami berakhir … dan Engkawlah sebaik2 penentu keputusan … Luv You as alwayzh … 🙂
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08 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
egh egh egh … i want to tell you one of very stupid stories in my life … . But ummghh … its seems good to read in bahasa dah … kekekkekek
jadiiiihhh … doloeee … pernaahh … waktu awal2 ada gerbang tol otometik getoohh … kan ada gerbang khususnya noohh … tau kaann ?? yg sponsored by mandiri itu loohhh … . Naahh … pernah dah tuuhh … guwa nge-tol … terush … berhubung sederet pintu tol agag padat … eee tak lihat lihat ada antrian yang sepiihhh … sebenernya terlihat seh ada palangnya (cuman dari jarak gw ga keliatan ajah) … nyangsang lah guwa di antrian sanah … dengan PD nyagh !!! … . Pas udah deket … baru mudeng itu kudu pake kartu cyiiinnttt … kunyyyuukkkk .. !!! secara yeee … ntu plang ga akan ngebuka jika ga pake kartuuuuu ….
do you know what i did ???
– lepas sabuk
– keluar mubil
– pinjem kartu dari mubil belakang deehhhh
wakakkakakkakakakkk
saat itu … mubil belakang gw sebel karena kartunya gw pinjem … tapi gw bayar ko … langsung … xixiixixixixixi … .
sebenernyaaaaa … itu bisa di jadikan modus jikalaw anda sedang tidak punya duit wat bayar tol … pura2 masuk line GTO … terush pinjem kartu mubil blakang kek guwa daahh … hahahhahahhahahahhaha … 😛
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08 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
tadi pagi tiba2 bersenandung bagian lagu ini … i asked lisa who is the singer … and after finished my job at the beginning aM … i search the lyrics … mayan lah … setelah bertahun2 autis ga doyan dengerin musik … xixiix lebaedotkom
i miss you like crazy by the moffatts
I used to call you my girl
I used to call you my friend
I used to call you the love
The love that I never had
When I think of you
I don’t know what to do
When will I see you again?
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I’m so down
When you’re loves not around
I miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You’re all that I want
You’re all that I need
Can’t you see how I feel?
Can’t you see that my pains so real?
When I think of you
I don’t know what to do
When will I see you again?
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of everyday
Girl, I’m so down
When you’re loves not around
I miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
Even more than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
Girl, I’m so down
When your loves not around
I miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you like crazy
I miss you, I miss you like crazy
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07 Maret 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
… Dear aLLah … Berhubung aq ga punya siapa2 … Bolehkah aq menggandeng ujung cahayaMu … Temaniku … Sampai Engkau titipkan aq pada hambaMu yg trbaik … Dan kembali padaMu dalam keadaan baik … Makasiygh ya aLLah Duhai Zat yg maha mulia …
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