Saat muak melihat orang melakukan drama kebohongan yg tak berkesudahan … . … Lebih enak menjadi bodoh dan tulus dari pada mnjadi pintar dan trjebak dalam pikiran sendiri …
Love You dear Lord … As alwayzh …
Drama …
nyut nyuutt nyuuttt ….
is there … someone else … out there … so confused with any behave /demeanor / thought of mine ??? … . well … i just wondering ajah … . Because … i just quite confused with people with their thought / demeanor / behave … un-consistency … . Its destruct kind of rule in my head … nyut nyuuuttt nyuuttt …
just like yesterday … i have phone call … hehehhehe … . i dont understand what on his mind ??? seems nothing happened … seems never hurt someone … seems everything just gonna fine … . Heeee ??? … xiixxiixixi 😛 … .
just like arround … they judging me judging people just like they are the right one … . Seems never hurt others … seems dont have heart to feel what others felt … . Heeeee ??? xixixixiixxi 😛 …
Just can see and think and smile for those things … . am not a robot … so the rule on my head maybe it needs tobe destruct … need tobe dynamic … hehehhehe … . Seeing .. facing … involving … just tobe a real human … .
Just … always tried to do what God will … . Well, eventhough many times got fail … hehehhe 😀 … . Ya … few things, that i cant tottaly understood in my head … i did just only for You my dear Lord … only for You …
Finally …
Finally i could … 🙂 …Its combine of facing on it … Hard mind set and took few times … Then ??? i can make it …
Am i proud of my self for this achievement ?? No … Not at all … . All of this is whole story of God . In the other side … This is not kind of achievement … This is just ‘ the time … ‘
need …
arround us … we need good peoples … we need enemy … we need mealy-mouthed peoples … we needs hypocrisy peoples … we need truepenny peoples … we need cheerful peoples … we need smart aleck peoples … we need generous peoples …
to live … to balancing … to reflect each other … to be a human …
yes … we need each other … positive !!!
Raboe, april 3rd 2013
aM,
Aih … Suntuk tingkat langit dah gw … . Suntuk tuk tuk … Need a vacation ??? Perhaps … . Secara dah 3 bolan ga walking2 away … Kosdon cyiinnttt … Xixixixi
Apa ceha aja yak guwa hari ini ??? But obviously its not helping at all seeehh … Hiikkzzhh … So what should i doeegghhhh biar ga sontoekkzhh ????
pM,
haiizzhh … ini headache kagag ilang2 yaakk … . haiizzhhh … dan aq muakzh melihat orang2 ituuuuhhh … … xixiixixixxii … .
mu ngapain yaaaaa ????
o iya, hari ini pengumuman kenaikan gaji dan bonus … . Jadi dalam rangka invest SDM, kenaikan gaji dan bonus di perbesar … biar betah dan giat bekerja (hallah ??!!!) .. . Trush … ngaruh gituh ??? xiixixiixixi 😛 …
… aymiyosotide …* may i .. *
another dream …
last night i have another weird dream …
i saw me on more adult version. I saw her (me), standing in front of my home at kembangan … . Seems she’s waiting something … . Then i asked :: what do you waiting for ??? . She said :: my daughter. Heeeeeee ???. She said more :: she (my/our daughter) has surgery on her heart … and she has no hope for that. and i asked :: so, why you still waiting for her ??? . And she said :: i just want to she knew that she always being loved till the end … . and after that … she went to pick up her daughter …
my answer …
close to You … just make me become my self … and its so good being my self … being honest to my self and to You … its make some serenity inside of me … .
and here … in my own honesty … i hv my answer … . Yes … just do what i have to do … maybe this is become my life stories … walking away with a piece of my heart … 🙂
