aamiinn …

 

aahh … sudahlah … tidak usah sok jadi malekat … berperilaku dan berasa lah seperti manusia … jadi, semoga aku segera mendapatkan balasan buruk atas prilaku buruk kuwh pada semua … dan semoga mereka yang berperilaku buruk padakuwh segera mendapatkan balasannya juga … biar di akhirat kelak mudah dan cepat dalam perhitunganNYa … aamiinn … .
 
TAPIIIII … mudah2an yang baiknya (mungkin saking dikitnya deposit kebaikan) … di gandakan di akhirat kelak … aamiinn … . (ko ya bisa milih miloh geneh yakk ???#^!&*$%!&*) kekkekekekekkk

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fake …


… everything is fake …

* … mpe bingoeng mana yang ori … *

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Thursday, April 25 2013


… aymiyosotide …

* … may i … *

 

aM,

di thinking thinking … we, at least guwa … having tedency to forget any bad things in our life … . It is true … . I just remember … this month … april … is when my mother passed away … but i cant remember exactly when the date is … . Also for the last stories … i just cant remember how and when … . I just can remember all of that as globally … . Well … alhamdulillah seeh … no need to remember again all of that bad strories … 🙂

Heey … its already going wiken egeeennn … and this life still going hard day by day … yihaaaa … .

pM,

alhamdulillah dah maksi … berhubung da sevel di sebelah … jadi sering mampir dah qitagh … makin sering konsumtif dah qitaahhhh … ahuhuhuhuuhuh … .

Watching iron man 3 at blitzh in night with the girls … . Mayan laahh … Even as a movie … Better the avangers one.

Hmmhh … My standing point view … Somehow … I just felt someone else seeing the same building in the same time … With the same thought … . Well, i think i will remember this view … And gonna missed one … 🙂

Going headache … Time to sleep … Nite … For everyone i love in … 🙂

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lanjut gan …


… lanjut gan …

* … walking away … *

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a letter to God …

Dear God …
#istighfar# … How supposed i close to You ??? I tried many ways … And i felt fail … . Where are You God ??? . Yes … I can feel Your love … Your existency through this body through this nature … But where are You ??? . And i remember … You said :: while My servant asked bout Me … Said I close … That close more than your artery. But where are You ???

In this phase … Where i can think anymore … I just think that all i need to do is felt being human … . Taste the sin … Taste the good … Taste the trouble taste the succeed … Taste it … Taste bein human. And i think … I already taste all of that … Now what next dear God ?? . My head my brain cant cover that thigzh, big things any more…

Dear God …
Actually i just want to share my dailes … . I … Cant figure out for what i heard by today also i seen … . And actually am scared … . We always pray for be protected from any bad things … But, why we are not praying for eliminated that bad things ??? . Because bad and good is always exist till the end … Isnt it ??? .

One positive things that i cant resume … I always asked You … Why it can be like this God ??? Now, maybe i know the answer … You protecting me from somethings that i dont want to involving on … . Ummghhh … Still i dont understand for another one … .

Ahh … Curcolkuwh malam malam sebelum bobo … Kilas balik seharian … . Hmmhh … Sangat ingin sampai d atap java … Berenang d ranukumbolo … #smiling# … . Maybe its gonna be my last … But i know … I can make it … .

And whats next ???
Zzzhhhhh ….

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Tuesday, April 23th 2013

 

aM,

my friend sent email this morning, and he said … ” my daughter name will nafeeza … …, its alikes your name … i got my inspiration from you” … *hallah* … .  wakakakkakakk … . Several friends of me already said the same while choose name for they baby … . My happiness for all of them … . The minus thing is … kapan guwa kaweeeeennn and having a babyyy … xixixiixixix . Ummghh … but you know what … i already have a name for my son later (please give underline and bold :: SOON .. kakakkakakakkk … ) . Hopefuly it come be true … aamiinn … 🙂

really want have a motorcycle. After months using motorcycle for operational (alias nebeng cyiinttt) and taxi for others … i feel like stupid when am waiting in hours for transjakarta … its wasting time indeed … and konyol things … xixiixixix . So am really want to have one … for my operational … . hopefuly yaakkk … bonus tepat waktuuu … yg bayar utang juga tepat waktuuu … xixiixixix 😛

am i like the right man who never have any sin ??? apa guwa nampak kek orang sok suci ?? yg berkata baik tapi kelakuan buruk ?? someone ever told me like that … ummghh … could be … . Ya, thats right … . Ya … , i have a big sin … i confess that … . But ummghh … heheheh … iya lah … . everyone has a past … . no need to found the person who make me like that … its my fault …  everyone has responsibility for their own and will be counted later … . i wish … i can do more to cover it aLL … 🙂

 egh ?? i just remember … my neighbour manager from beginning … ‘refuse’ me to join with his section … . But finally … he asked help for their daily section jobs … xixiixixix … its nice being human … . its really nice yu nooohhh … just like my note above … kekekkekekekk

pM,

alhamdulillah … already got lunch … and ice cream !! hihihihih. Ummghh … it seems better get take a nap starting tomorrow … . Well, already fat enough juga x yeee guweee … kekkekekkekekekkk

dear God … if you want me stay alive … please keep me in healthy … jasmani rohani dunia akherat … ammiinn

 

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Sunday, april 21th 2013

… Felt so close and wreathe me … Try to come in … In fact, so far far awaaaayyy … Even cant found by oom google … Jiahahhahahaha #edisi ngigo bis bangon tedoorr#

Sunday morning … Without pancake ?? Huikzh … Pengeennn pancake almooonndd …. Sapa yg mo beliinn yaakk .. ??? Xixixiixixi

Where we go tudeyyzzhhh ??? Mr. Pancake !!! Hehhehehehehe. Tapi brhubung yg kecium aroma ikan asin … Ya qt makan ikan asin ajaahh … Plus sambel !!! Mangtabzh dah … Alhamdulillah … .

Btw heniwey basweyhh … Hinih guwa kapan ganti statusnya yak ?? Hadeeuuhh … Kekkekekekk

Hmhhh … 2 months left … . Yes, saving for the last … . Modah2an sampai ke atap java … . Aamiinnn

Smiling … Seeing God stories between me and my environment … 🙂

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Saving …


… Saving for the last …

* hallah *

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prison …


… Aq memenjarakanmu …

* hallah *

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