19 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
kind of normal conversation at office area …
co :: pulang cyinntt … malam jumat … (malam jumat dalam tanda kutip)
ce :: #senyam senyum … # ah, suamikuwh lagi tugas luar kota …
co :: wadduuhhh … sayang sekali … mau di gantiin ga ???
ce :: # ketawa ketiwi ajah … #
ummghh … its quite common conversation that heard at office area … . But once again … its not sound good in my ears, Dont you think its humiliate the woman ??? . Sometimes i said to the men … ” come oonn … be polite pelase … ” . But in other side … the women enjoying this conversation … . So, once again why i have to bother about ??? . Lah wong yang menurut gw di rendahkan aja ga merasa direndahkan … why i have to bothering ??? hehhehehe 😀
an adult conversation between men and women in office area become common things … . And still, its sounds not good kok for me … . Am not saying am that pure or (sok alim or sok suci lah) … but its not appropriate … . Maybe, this is just maybe, because am not getting married yet … so its sounds bad … . But deaaarrr ???? an adult conversation become a joke between men and women ??? … hmmhh … maybe no need to think more … just another skip thought to be …. hehheheheh
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17 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In minds corner
kenapaaaa … ada orang yang begitu beruntung yaaa … padahal mereka ” not that good ” … but they just lucky … seperti semesta berpihak pada mereka … . Ummhhhh … pastiiii … mereka sudah melakukan hal yang begitu baik … yang membuat semesta mendukung mereka …
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dan kenapaaaa … am not just that lucky … seperi semesta tidak ingin aku ” untung ” … . Ummmhhh … pasti aku telah melakukan hal buruk yang membuwat semesta tidak mendukungkuwh ….
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16 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Ummghh … Gw pernah kenal ma orang … Dulu dy butuh duit wat keperluwannya jadinya dy minjem dah … Tentu dengan kesepakatan pengembalian tertentuh … Setelah jatuh tempo … Dy ga balikin juga … Tentulah gw tagih (berhubung mayan besar nominalnya wat gw) … Ga dibayar2 juga … dr kata halus mpe kasar gw tagih, ga balik juga tuh … Mpe gw bilang “gw ga ikhlas di tiap detik dr kesepakatan awal”, dy juga fine2 ajah … Dy blg “gw banyak keperluwan idup neh” … Heee ?? Lah yg idup dy doank apa yak ??? … Dan bag paling tragis, dy itu orang kaya … Gajinya 4-5 x gaji gw … Dan orang yg kalo ngomong kek orang alim sedunia akhirat … Xixixixix … Jadi gw bilang “bawa mati aja tuh utang, nnti perhitungannya di akhirat aja, gw jg masih bisa cari makan ” … What a people yak …
Sekali lagi … Gw ga ngerti ma jalan pikiran orang2 … Bener2 ga ngerti … Banyak case2 aneh … Banyak orang2 aneh … Sampe gw mikir, ini yg aneh gw apa mereka yak ??? … Mungkin emang ga perlu di pikir lebih dan di rasa aneh … Di jalanin ajah … karena ini lah dunia yak … Tempat semuanya …
Dan sekali lagi … Tidak ada orang jahat … Yang ada hanya orang bodoh yg diperdaya orang pinter (dalam semua maknanya) …
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15 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Do You know what am i doing while my mind goes so wild related to this life ??? … Just saying 2kalimatsyahadat all the time needed … For keep me in islam ?? No … Just for keeping me stay at focus and stay in waras …
If you have wild thinking also, maybe you can try this one … If you have another solution … Shared pleaaseee … 🙂
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15 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Tonight … While i bought a nasgor for my dinner … I saw a family … . Begini ceritanya :: #gaya silet#
Ada keluwarga … parents with 3 kids arround elementary school. Ketika minuman dah tersaji … Pada nyari sedotan. Trnyata oh trnyata sedotan nya tinggal atuuu … . And you know what the 2nd kid said ?? ” (sedotannya) buat mami ajah “. Xixixixix anak sekecil itu dah bisa mendahulukan orang lain … . Ketika kakak ce nya memberitahukan seswatu yg baik dr hp … Anak itu tersenyum dan mencium kakaknya … Xixxiixxi amazing yak. Daann pas papi nya datang bawa magnum mini buwat mereka … Anak itu mengelus pipi papinya tanda terima kasih.
Hehehhehe … A lovely view … . Bagaimana ramuan ortu nya ya bisa membesarkan anak2 hangat seperti itu ??? . Apakah kehangatan itu akan long lasting ??? Apakah (kejamnya) kehidupan akan merenggut kehangatan mereka ?? Hope not … . This world needs people like them … .
Jarang sangat jarang gw lihat kehangatan keluarga seperti ini … . Hhh … Terlalu banyak pengkhianatan, kesedihan, kepalsuwan, keegoisan, politicals … Xixixiixix … . Whatever it is … If i have a chance to have family … I will raise them with that warm … Because the world need warm humans … Xixixiixx 😛
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15 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Melawan ??? Bertahan ??? Ataw dinikmati sajah ??? Kalo mang ga sanggup membuwat perbedaan … Mu tak mau kudu dinikmati bokaaann ??? … Kek diperkosah … Hmmhh … ??!!
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15 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
How long i’ve ride my mbit yaaakk ?? Ummghhh arround 5 months … Xixiixi . Am glad having mbit … A little matic motorcycle … That make simply life surrounding jakarta … . Cost down … Efficiency in time … Hav tan skin … So wet while rainy … Dagdigdug deerr while flood … Hahahahhaha … . Even i dont know angcot rate now … Xixixiixix
Mudah2an awet ya mbiittt …
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15 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In harikuw
whheeww … its so hard to get strength signal here … . Hereee ??!?!!! in jakarta ??!!! the main city of indonesia ??? Dear Lord !!!#!)$!^@!%& . Ape lah guna all high end gadget while have no signal babe ??? ecapedeeehhh … . But actually, the signal getting better while in the iphone and tablet … not working out in my netbukzh/bandlux modem … zzzzhhhh …
having high speed riding this murning, after people get sholat ied. Whheeww … mpe gas nya ga bisa di puter lageeee … . Seppiiihhh … wennaakknyaaaaa … . Finally … ?? here we are … in starbucks puri malll …. jiahhahahhaha … ga jauh2 amat dahh … kkakkaakakakkk … .
alhamdulillah got fasting by yesterday … inorder to tolerance for moslems were wukuf at arafah … and for us, it may erase our sins for a passed year … aamiinn … . For me ??? i dont really care either … . Who have wukuf are still wukuf … who are fasting are still fasting … everyone has their own main, well maybe minor from them that really absorb the meaning are … piizzhhh … . it just one of my effort to erase my sins thats not counting anymore, anyway… . Aand ummghh … i just like fasting yesterday … because … there is eager inside of me … eager to eat gegara laper … kekkeekekk 😀 … . Heheh … its true … am glad, i have desire to …
ummghh … do you know ncis tv serials ??? Gibbs one … . I think … my stories are similiar with him … . Not from the leadership one … but more for the life stories … and the character … . Keeping stories by him self … narsisme … and so cool … gw banged kan ?? waakkakakkakakka … .
#ini tentang guwe# my friends asked :: are you ok ??? . I said :: no am not … but i will be ok soon … hope so … . Hmmhh … maybe its never be the same … i know the solution … and somehow i know my own fate … . so dancing with the fate hafii … a painful dancing ??? maybe gonna used to eventually 🙂
you know what … from my stories life … one thing that i quite like is … when i got down … and far away from God … there is a time for me … to turn back … eventhough i will get dark again and its turn over again and again … so humann anyway … . Finally, i just hope that … well, am not a good moslem … am not a good person … am not a good girl … but still i have a hope will die in good condition … . All of us will face the Lord eventually … have to be in good condition ,right ???
#ini tentang guwe# hhh … i know my strength … i know my capacity … i know what i can do and can not … i know me … . And somehow … i just not that lucky in life … many, many example one … i dont know why … nothing so perfect for me … . But, everything must be have a purpose … a good one … there is none of coincidence … . Soooo ???? *blink blink kriyep kriyep*
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And these people came … Just blew my good mood by today … . I dont understand where is the brain of these people ??? … Extremely dont understand … She had hit your old man and still you can make a relationship with her ??? … . And your hipocrisy ??? Uwghhh … Ya ya ya … All of those become make sense … . Disgusting people … . Besideeee … yg d pokol d rendahkan aja fine2 aja … kenApa gw mesti rusuh yak ??!! . Pleaseeeeeee haffiii … Dont waste any callories for them … They dont either anyway …
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14 Oktober 2013
By hafi
In uMuM
Caramel Macchiato … . The one who drink it must be use left hand to reach the cup. And card books in the next cup … Must be just used for the payment … Using credit card maybe.
An art wall picuture at starbuck …
Menghitung senja … Menanti fountain … ( do i wrote it correctly ?? )
day night … what a painful day …
Walking to get rest …
finally …
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