better day …

alhamdulillah … what a better day … after all of that masuk angin diare and gaster disorder … .

Yesterday … try to go to the office while flooding attack my area … . Buutt … umghhh … finally most love my motorbike then working in office … soooo ??? leave paid donk cyinntt … wakakkakakkakkk . Enough my experiences with aji … try tobe ‘normal’ here … wakkakakakakkakk … .

But !!! another matter comes … . My masup angn, diare, gaster disorder and headache attack me all day long … dear Lord … !! Cant doin anything, just laying down on bed … . Teganya teganya teganya … .

And now … better than yesterday … . Fried Rice and hot chocolate become my breakfast … alhamdulillah … 🙂

 

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Working … . Hiiyyy … tottaly lost in leadership crisis dah guwa … . Bener2 ga cucok ma local bozh dalam hal pemikiran… . Gw mikir apa .. die mikir kemana … . Berhubung dy yang bozh jadi ay ngikot aja dah … ter Seraaaahhh … wakakkakakkakakkakakkkkk … .

 

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what i have done ??? till have through this stories yaa … 🙂 … ayooo mulay pengakuan dosaaa … kekekkeekekek … apa ya ???

Image … . Actually … we are build our image kok … . Maybe, when it so look significant in office life … its called carmuk or anything bad words lah … . Padahal, we build many images kok … maybe at humzh, at socialita … and anything else … . I … ?? Me …  ?? hhh … yes, less and more … . Sometimes i dont like friends that talk too much … . But, maybe its become their needs to talking much … . I dont like them who using bad words … its annoying my ears … .  I dont like many people yak keknya ??? wakkakakakkakka. And … i try to be nice to them. am I build some image ??? hahahahhahah. Whatever it is … try and always try to be netral and honest to my self … that is the most important thing to do … 🙂

 

i was so dissapointed with my elder … . Maybe, lately is just klimaks for all of our condition whole time … . Not make better or worst … just it be … . Have no conversation at all … . Everyone standing in their position whereas everyone pretending they right argument … . See ?? no solution at all . am i felt guilty ?? yes of course … . But … whatever will be ya will be … . Lets God judge for each of us … ( or maybe Lord on it … judging me ?? because maybe its all my fault ??? so my life getting that apezh ??? heee ?? who knows yak ??? )

 

hhh … banyaklah dosa … kek bakal yang kesebut ajeee … wekekekkekekekekekk

hmmpphh … jujur itu susah ya ternyatah … . being good juga susah … . Susah dimana dan kenapa ??? karenaaa bentrok dengan hal buruk … . whatever …

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ahhhh … mo diam sajaaahh … silent is gooolllddd

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Inga inga …

Remembering those times … When i asked to back to HO … What i got ??? Many mocks from people because less job … Stuck carrier … Less job … And the greatest one is … Knewing the truth that is i was played by my own friend …

The most wondrous from all of that stories is … I can survive and through those times … Those scenes … . No two thumbs for my self, because … I knwo what i be now …

Hmmhh … #smiling# … Maybe God so busy on up stairs ??? … Hehehehhehe #istighfar# …

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Eventually …

Eventually have to go anyway … Padahaaaalll i was have a beautiful dream about that … Well, somes happy somes sad … Prepare to packing soon … 🙂

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Sunday, Jan 12 2014

long time no write … hehehhehehe … . Thay busy ??? ummghh … yes kind of … . But … maybe its more have no theme to write … 🙂 .

yes … a litbit busy for last few months … many over times for woking in office … . Try to catch people that already few steps ahead, with my low speed gegara sibuk bersiin sarang laba2 secaraaaa yeeee …. kelamaan otak kagag dipake mikir … hehheheheh … . And while they seen me have many times to spent out of working hour … they said … ” widiiyyghhh lembur teruuusshhh menjelang april … ” . Hahahahhahahah … untill they said that … its never ever cross in my mind … . hey … i just kind of perfectionist one … who wants the job can catch in my hand … understood all of that part in every detail of … . My brain needs that … . My brain not needs that “april” … . But my pocket needs money seeehh … wakakkakakkakakkakakkakkkk … .

And, there is a friend helping me to make some helping sheet using excel formula … without am asking for … alhamdulillah … . Actually … am a technical person also … but have no time to do that … . So, he helps me to made one …  . Many thanks ya cyiinntt … 🙂

Thus … ariel metong loh cyinntt … . He ! who … has instructin to killed many palestine people in refuge … . He ! who already in ‘coma’ condition for more than 7 years … mati kagag idup kagag . Waaawww !!! … . I just cant imagine what will he faced then … after he died … . Well, i cant imagine also for mine seehh … huiikkzzhh … kek dah bener aja yak gw ngurusin dosa orang … huwaaaaaa …

in 32 my age … still in vikisisasih … i see my dreams stories through others … . Some makes me sad … some makes me happy … . My heart for all of you dear friends … may happiness upon as … now and forever … for every God stories will come … 🙂

Hmmhh … really need a place … to live … to smile … tobe happy …

 

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Bad …

Bad dream … And less of grateful … Woken me up in this early morning …

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Tonight …

Ya aLLah … Tiada lagi yg kami inginkan malam ini selain ampunanMu … Kebahagiaan orang2 tua kami yg telah dahulu pulang … Juga keturunan yg sholeh dan sholehah penerus kehidupan d bumi ini … Kabulkanlah doa2 kami duhai Zat yg maha pengasih lagi maha penyayang … Aamiinn …

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berad …

 

M :: sometimes gw berfikir apa yang berat dan makin berat dalam hidup gw … hingga gw begitu lelah menanggungnya ??
F :: jodoh ???
M :: bukan … orang pada bilang ke gw berad masalah jodo … tapi tottaly gw ga merasa berad being single … asal gw happy …
M :: entahlah … ga ngerti #masih belum bisa sharing ke orang#
F :: qt senasib tapi beda angkatan …
M :: jiahhahahhaha wakakkakakkakak

hmmmhh …
tiap manusia harusnya mengerti … gw harusnya mengerti dan menyadari … tidak ada yang abadi … bahwa qt berasal dari Tuhan dan akan kembali pada Tuhan untuk mempertanggungjawabkan semuanya … semua atas kehendakNya dan seizinNya … memuliakan, mengagungkan namaNya …

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tersisa …

 

dan mereka kembali pada tujuan awalnya setelah menghancurkan yang lain … kini yang tertinggal adalah … puing2 kehancuran yang besar … they do care ??? no of course … no one can safe you except yourself … definitely … so, if you can not safe your self … then who can ??? just waiting the end …

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perfectionist …

 

dan saya kembali menyadari … bahwa saya seorang perfectionist … ketika mereka tetap menghormati pemikiran dan keputusan saya … tanpa ada penghakiman apapun … kami melangkah dalam kedewasaan

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