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An april…
Ummghh … An april … Month where my mom passed away … I dont know for sure about the date … Maybe its 17, 22 or 23 … am sure in one of that date … Well, our tedencies is forgeting the saddest one … Anndd … I miss you … Miss you both … Hopefuly we can be togather in the next life … Aamiinn ...
Just landed from sby related to prodel mtg. And am so hungry right now … But so lazy to eat … Hehehheeh … As alwayzh yah … 😛 … . I alwayzh remek, if using plane … Xixiixixxi dusun banged yak … . Using a plane … Just make me weak … It feel like my energy … Tersedot to something … Xixixixiix and its make me weak … . Udah si ya … Dusun mah dusun ajaaa … Ga usah pake bahasa energi and so on … Wkwkwkkwkkekekekekek
Eghhh … You know what ??? My parents alwayzh teach us that do not have any loan to others … . In his side, its become like more balancing of life … . Its true … Tottaly true … And am agree with him … . May all of us release from any loan yak … #edisi kebayakan utang#
Umgh … The point is … I just wanna say … Am tired with this world … 🙂 … Whatever it is … Keep step forward fi …
beyond …
it is …
beyond you and me …
… sepertiii … berjalan dalam remang … bertanyaa padamu … bertanya padanya … apa yang terjadi … harus kemana … harus bagaimana … no one knows … bertanya pada Tuhan … no answer … ini tentang keyakinan … ketika tidak ada apa pun sebagai petunjuk … what would yo do ???
terbalik … ???
jadi gini neehh … ada ya tuh yaaa …. biasanya, harusnya … tantenya yg unyeng2 ponakan … yang gembira kalo dy dateng … yg nanyain ko mo jalan kemana2 … yg nanyain kapan bobok dan bangun jam berapa… . Ini mah kebalik … ponakan gw lah yg sering unyeng2 gw … ponakan gw lah yang sering meluk kl gw pulang … ponakan gw lah yg cerewet kalo gw mo jalan kemana2 … yg nanyain gw mo bobok jam berapa dan bangun jam berapa …. wakakkakkakakkaka … padahal gw jarang di rumah …. doniya mang dah kebalik yakk … wekekkekeke …
you know what … i will gonna missed those times soon … for what kayla always doing and said … hehehhehehehe … everything came and goes … 🙂 . She will growth up so fast and having many more friends to spent time … hehheheheh …
Dosa dan ampunan …
Bagaimana kira2 Tuhan akan ampuni dosa2 guwa yak ??? Trutama Dosa2 masa lalu guwa … . Hmmmhhh …. Juga dosa2 skrg … Blom tobat dosa satu dah lakuin lagi dosa yg lain … . Dan masihlah guwa berjalan d muka bumi dengan angkuh … sok benar … sok suci … masya allah … . Hidup d akhir zaman sulid ?? Hidup d zaman apa pun pasti sulid … . Padahal Tuhan coman suruh qt patuh padaNya … . Ya aLLah ya rahman ya rahin …. …
Semoga … Jika masih ada esok hari untuk kuwh … Semoga Tuhan mengangkat semua kesombongan di hati … Juga kebencian yg tak berujung ini … Eventhough have to pay with high cost … .. ….. Aamiinnnn …
in this point …
well … here i am … standing in this point … . Am sorry have tobe here … but, ummghh … this is my life … my stories … God stories … no time to regrets … and i have no regretzh at all also … . Am happy … with my heart …. 🙂
me time …
me time ituuu … … … . .. . … .. bisa curcol ma milestone … hahhahahaha … . Long time banged have not sharing with my milestone … kekkekekekekkekkk … . What happen to my world yaa … ??? … ummghhh …
an office life … . alhamdulillah … after few months … i got handled my jobs in technical … . I mean … if i got look back … while the transfer knowledge so poor while the local and impor bozh so not support … well ya, alhamdulillah … 🙂 … . Then, its all about communication skill after all … . Unfortunately, my communication skill so poor also … xiixixiixixi … . So … ya so so lah … hahhahahhaha
and … as usual … closer to april mop … everyone geting so anxious … . Somes so worry tobe transfer … somes so hopefuly to get promotion … somes wondering with the raising salary percentage … others ??? dont care at all … . Well, what i have to say … The company … have no good selection to promote someone … just based on there is budget and who has sweet act will get that. And you can imagine next, mess projects … loose efective and efficientcy in daily works … and bad office life circumstances … . The company … also dont have no wise decision to transfer the employee … like the extreem previous one … mamuju ?? with no any effidence ??? come on … dont be so small … 🙂 … .
well … this is my life … get my money from this company … soo … be thankful ya fiiiii …. 🙂
Leisure … . Hey … i went to Malang-Bromo last week … with Katarina Larasati Rita Tirtanegara and Lisa Yuliana. Well, actually … in my personal opinion … since you have went to semeru … then bromo become usual … hehehheheh … . But of course we have beautiful piczt … … like this one … so modelling … wakkakakkakakkakakk
others … . APo yooo … ummghhh …lately … i heard many times for word PHP … aka Penuh Harapan Palsu … wakkakakkkakak … . And then, i just remembering about few years ago … when my close friend do that to me … bad PHP … hehehhehehe *geleng2 kepala* . How could she did it to me yak ??? deceiving to your own friend ???? hehhehehehe … . And Noviria Sany ST said :: if one hurt you … its doesnt mean others will hurt you also. But i said :: if your closest person could hurt you that deeply, so others could do more badly … . Well … its all about the passed … 🙂
kayla got sick … have to spent nights in hospital for few dayzh due to dehydration … and gaster disorder. Hallah ?? masih kecil dah sakit lambung ?? apa yang dipikirin yak ???? kalo tantenya sakit lambung mah wajar … hari gini dah mo kiamat lom kawen2 joga … wakkakkakakakak 🙂 . Get well soon honey …
an old pict …
an old pict sent to my mailbox … Hadeeehhh … yang membuwat gw tersenyum dari pict ini hanyalah setoyama doank …. Wakkakakkakakkk . Dan membuat gw berfikir …. Itu ada tang di meja gw … wat apaan yaakkk ?? wakkakakakkakakkakk . Dan gw ga tau siapa japanese yang salaman ma gw ituh … ga inged at alll …. Hahahhahahhahaha
Satu lagi … mz fahmi ko ya gede banged ??? hahhaha … kaboeeerrr …
The way …
Every one has their own way … And i think i found my way … Its not always be good … and common … But this my way … My life … My stories … 🙂
