— — – —-Zoem’ad, 18.04.2014—– —– — —
… aymiyosotide …
why … these bags and shoes … expensive cost to buy but so ageless to use … udeh mahal2 … palingan coman setaonan umurnya … ???? haiyaaahhh … …. . Is it makes me stop to buy one ??? i dont think so … xixixiixixi 😛
hadeeehh … liat anak2 bule blasteran hinih meni cakep2 pisan euuyy … . Yaaa walopun bule doyan ma wajah bedinde … tapi ko ya hasil nya jadi bagus2 gituh ??? wakkakakakakkakk … . Jadi pengen jadi pengen jadi pengen …. 😛
—- — – – 20.04.2014—– — —– —
going to ESQ training this paskah holidayzh … but … umghh … i just attended for one day … hahhahahhahahah … . I already get in to this course several years ago. And you know what ??? till this year … its still the same … . The same data the same speech/orasi … and so on … . Nothing is new … . So i decided to left one … hehehheheh … .
but still … there is one thing that i can make summary for my self :: ummghh … for someone that not ambisius like me … maybe its more effective if i use my time full to grateful for everything in detail … .
Its about story of the prophet Ibrahim and Ismail . Waktu Nabi Ibrahim dikaruniai anak setelah lama tidak punya anak, setelah lahir pun kudu pisah. Setelah kembali mendapati anak yang ganteng. Datanglah perintah untuk menyemblih anak kandungnya sendiri … its out of human thought. Smua dilakukan nabi2 tersebut dengan kepatuhan bukan tanpa keraguan sebagai manusia. Dan mereka tetap melakukan perintah Tuhan. Lihatlah bagaimana Tuhan memepermainkan (baca :: menguji) perasaan manusia hingga saat2 terakhir … tidak ada cancellation dari penyemblihan itu hingga Tuhan menggantikannya dengan seekor kambing.
Tuhan berhak atas semua itu … mempermainkan (sekali lagi baca :: menguji) … memberikan kebaikan … everything … everything on human … ituuuu … kuasa Tuhan. Dan kuasa qt sebagai manusia adalah :: patuh … patuh dan taat … . Hanya ituuu … hanya 2 itu … . Tapi sangat sulid dilakukan … karena ada belenggu kesombongan … .
and look at meeeeee … …. .. … . . …… ….. …. look at me !!! masya allah yah … . aahh … let me be through my way … my stories … 🙂
— -20.04.2014- — —- ———- – — – — —
whats upate by today ??? ummghhh … i think nothing big update … except … i on my own crisis now … heheheheheh … . Hmmpphh … 🙂
… aymiyosotide …
hihihihi … tumben2an guwa tulis aymiyosotide lagih … tidak ada yang kebetulan di dunia ini bukan ???? wakkakakkakakkakk … . Hmmphh … once … ever i have share about my feeling … my thought to my relatives … and he said that am totally fool … . You know what … while someone that know you quite better and they mock on you … its the truth … and somehow … its stright to my heart and my head of course … . Yes, i need someone to slaps on me … over and over … to realize me … to realize me … . But i know my self better than others … i am not gonna be changed … till i understand … for everything … . … … .. … maybe ??? or not ???? … . And !! maybe he will shocked till death for what i text him this murning ??? wakkakakkakkakakakkakk …. . Hey, … its true … 😉 … am on Madneezzhh …. .. . .. . . . . .. … … . .. .
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huwaaaaaaaaaa … besok dah masuk lageeeee … . Cemungud cemungud cemungud … !!! to catch my happiness … . Hopefully its not took longer anymore … hahahhahhaha … . haizhhh … gaster disorder attacking … dont like dont like dont like … .
btw eniwey baswey … ko ya belom ada yang manggil guwa selain panggilan illahi yak ??? hadeehhh … … …. keep cemungud ya hapikuwh …. xiixixiixxi 😛
