sesederhana itu …
there is a time … while i give up to my logical … those logical just damn right … truly right … truly logic … but i still in the stupid act … 🙂 … because it back to your heart … i do what make me happy in my heart … i just happy to do what my logic said stupid … 🙂
if i can turn back time ….
i just remembering when one of my relative said :: ” taqdirnya buruk banged ” . Hmmhh … everyone have their own destiny … and i just look inside of me … and i have bad destiny one … . Maybe … if my friend did not lies in many years to me … maybe my stories would be happy … or maybe not … xiixixixixi … . But every one have their own path … that will be responsible to God then … .
and then … i just thinking … what i did that cause my destiny bad ??? Tuhan tidak ujug2 ngasih musibah … pasti ada triger nya … . . From all the those thoughts i just have one conclusion … maybe it is because my bad attitude to my emak … .
So … if i can turn back time … i want to make my emak happy … make her smiling in every time in every breath in every heart beat …. she really deserve to be happy … and am sure … believe … God placing her in the beautiful place … because not a chance to not … aamiinn … 🙂
Responsible …
Aku memang tidak mendapatkan apa yg aku inginkan … Tapii tetap harus ada yg bertanggung jawab atas semua nikmat kebutuhankuwh yg terpenuhi … Dan aku meninggikan namaNya …
Normal lagi …
Finally … After couple years … Aftaer all those hard worked … Finally … Am back to “normal” again … …. Alhamdulillah … Finally …
Curcol sblom bok …
Neraka ituuuu … The most horrible place ever … Yg siksanya tidak terkatakan dengan kata … Yg ketika satu biji besi dr neraka turun ke dunia, anguslah dunia hinih … And am so wondering … Semana lah salah dan dosa ini hingga kami manusia harus d siksa sedemikian rupa ??? It is beyond our humanity … But aLLah said … Manusia lah yg mendzalimi diri mereka sendiri …
Dan ketika melihat yahudi laknatullah … Manusia yg begitu tega menyembelih membombardir manusia lain bahkan wanita dan anak2 … Mungkin … Ya, neraka pantas ada … Mungkin mereka bukan manusia … Jadi cocok d neraka … Kalo yg namanua manusia ga cocok d neraka … Astagfirullah … Bukan berarti kami yg muslim selamat dr neraka at the early … Who knows … .
And i have conclusion … Once again … ALLah paling tidak suka d khianati dan d tantang … D khianati means … Keluwar dari islam … Krna sekali lagi qt telah berjanji syahadat ketika d rahim ibu … Banyak cerita d quran adalah tentang manusia yg menantang aLLah … Dan azab menghampiri … Masya aLLah …
Semoga qt d golongkan pada orang2 yg d selamatkan … Aamiinn ya aLLah …
Markibok … Zzzhhhh
2nd wiken on August 2014
… when i woke up in the murning … and i found my friend pray for my happiness … alhamdulillah … its glad knowing others concern bout you … hehheheh … aamiinn …. mikiciygh preennzzhh … 🙂 . May aLLah give more happiness for your life also … 🙂 . when i asked :: “why you pray for me ???” , she just said :: ” you deserve one” …. . xixixiixixii … am i ??? … . Whatever it is … come more better person day by day … 🙂
Next, how’s the world ??? huge protest related to israel laknatullah invasion to Palestine … . Its no need religion to know how cruel they are … just use your heart …. . May aLLah give the best for Palestine … aammiinnnn … 🙂
My office life … still searching new chance to get out from here … if there is one chance … i will take one … . Gpp dah … jadi specialist interpyugh duluw … wekekkekekkk … hopefuly still there are rejekih for me out side ajinomotoh …:)
Marathon bayar puasa … alhamdulillah dah dapet 9 hari … one day left more … !! yippiiee … and still continued with syawal ??? hopefuly i can … aammiinnn … 🙂 … . *banyak amin yak di posting inih … xiixixixi 😛 *
dan !!… that indiyah medicine … really really work for me … alhamdulillah … . Less headache and i can sleep well … that sound so amazing … really it does … . Xixxixi .. i dont know with others … are they get pain headache as same as me ??? or not ??? because … headache was become my dailies … xixiixixiixi 😛
New New New …
Hmmhh … starting to hard work and smart work again … hard trying for a new job, income and life … … wanna have more money … to spent out … and have less owe to others …. wakkakakakkakakk … egh ?? tapi keknya gw jarang ngutang ma orang dah … i mean to the bank … hehehheheheh 😀 …. hopefuly can reach soon yaaaaa … aamiinn … plus can helping peoples who needs one … 😉
and alhamdulillah … my brain yang ala kadarnya enih become my important asset … have no talent to menjilat and carmuk insha allah … secara gw autis juga, sosialisasi aja susah … jilat and carmuk lagi … ga kebayang dah hahhahahhah … ahh wish i get more smarter … maybe i could be work out side indonesia rayah … become tkw … wakkakakkaka … Ups, sekecil apa pun harus di syukurin ya fiiiii … syukur syukuurrr … syukuurrr ….
cemungud ea hafikkuuwww …. 🙂 … sekaliyan pasang foto selfiezh aahhh … hahahhahaha
