.. Panjangkanlah harapanmuwh … Krna pada dasarnya qt berhadapan dengan waktu …
Hope
While those logics attack me for what i hope … I said to them to my self that … I have a God the One … Who make imposible become posible … Who have the great mercy … Who have everything in this world … So still … I will pray for what i want to for i do believe in … Let be … me …
Ramadhankuwh – 1 2014
Iman itu di hati … bukan di akal … akal its like a tool to get good iman …
umghh … i … was so touch … while they expecting in this ramadhan … for my happiness … . Well … have no word and never could give them back … . Dear Lord … please give them much more happiness with Your mercy … aamiinn … .
and my friend said to me … it is already become your destiny to meet good people. And i said … no it is not right. I met one person that made my heart broken into pieces and never be fixed … and till now … i dont know why. and she just ask one question … ” you still virgin right ??? ” . Doweeennggg !!!! i said :: goblooogggg !!! wakakkakakkakakkak” …. . Hadeehhh … aya aya pisannnn …. . wakakkakakakkakakkakkakakk
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hmmmhh … yes, i have to be grateful that much … for having them who pray for me for my happiness … its kind of un valuable thing … alhamdulillah …. .
and what hope for my ramadhan ?? ummghhh … everyone asked me … . Apaa yaaa … . One for real ??? get out from ajinomoto … get more good job and halal income of course … aamiinn … . Can be umrah … . Aannndd … aLLah … Tuhan yang maha satu lagi maha agung … mau mengabulkan doa2 solat dan sujudkuwh … aamminnn ya aLLah …. . astaghfirullahal adziimm ….
So sadly in the early this ramadhan … because … can not through this month with my Mom … . hehehhehehe … a magic connection in human life … . May aLLah give her the best place and happiness for my Mom … .
and as usually … not get euforia 1st ramadhan … and of course for idul fitri … xiixiixixix … makluummm … woman cycle …. hehhheheh … . Ntar kalo dah bersih … starting dah … mengejar semua ketinggalan ibadah ramadhan … aamiinn … ya allah …. 🙂 … .
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… aymiyosotide …
… kangen mpek ubun2 …
alhamdulillah …
apa yang mereka takutkan tidak terjadi … alhamdulillah … memang seharusnya yang seperti ini … di atas semua itu … ini adalah masalah kami … dan akan kami bawa sampai akhirat kelak … lagi pula … tiap jiwa bertanggung jawab pada dirinya sendiri kelak …
Mbitkuwh
Am so glad having mbit … So easyly and efficiency go anywhere … . Ya, i already wrote down bout mbit … But i wanna write down again xixixiixixiixx .
Mbit not so naughty … Just the back tire have more saving nails … Wakakakakakkakakkkakk … Maklummm jalur neraka … . Others … Be come my routine to change the oil and service … . Alhamdulillah lah having mbit … Make my life easyly and simply …
Aannddd … I dont interesting having a car yet …. Not yet… Xixixiixx
financial management …
Difficult finanacial time for me ituuuu … are … where i dont have any bra to change … so i wash one and dry one till i wear it again … , where i have to walk to Puri traffic light to reduce my transport fee …, where i have not to eat in order to reduce my meal fee and let my father get something to eat …, where this and where those … .
Now ??? still difficult !! jiaahahhahahh . But … Ummghh … you know what … alhamdulillah for everything … for i have now … not much … but all of that i got with my own … try tobe honest to my self and to the God.
Ya .. still am involving with riba … maybe one day … will be like used to … when i still have good management financial so i dont need involving this much with riba … masya allah ya … ….
Grateful
Alhamdulillah … For this grateful feelings … From the little thing we can thankful to the God aLLah … Its a great thing tobe grateful dear … … ….
And this feelings not come by the wind … Its come from forging for all exercises in life … …. From those pains from those tears from those stories from those mocks from those humilities from those many patiences from those smiles for those smiles …
Alhamdulillah … aLLahu akbar …
