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its a continuing drama for the manager promotion from Logistic department ,,, ahahhahahha ,, . Pa bozh ,, for the 2nd time ,, just want to promote his golden girl ?? ,,, but make aaaaaaaaaa shit drama to cover the weakness of his candidate ,, .

its me became blamed for the candidate’s situation ( because she blamed me for her situation ), and its me to hv get effort to fix it. The shit thing is ??? he said :: “kan bisa dapat pahala juga” ,,, . Anjir ,, ,,, all your words just to cover weakness of your candidate ,, thus yor discuss how i get pahala ??? ,, Seriously ?? mind ur own Sir !!! ,,, .

but lucky me alhamdulillah ,, my heart so calm facing this situation ,, . I dont know ,, it just in my mind ,, i re-analyze the situation, and yezh am doing nothing wrong ,, . So ya ,, i dont mind for this issue ,, i through the way as it is ,, .

xixixiixixixixixix ,,, semana orang mo berbuwat ,,, tenanglah ,,, jalanlah di jalan yg memang terjal inih ,, fokezh ,, sampay lah di depan sana dengan selamad anyhow ,, heheheh ,, insya allah ,, amiinn ,,

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2024 ,,,, !! its just early weeks ,, 3 weeks ,, dan gw makin ke sini makin kesana ajah ,, wkwkwkkwkwkkw ,,, . Its just like the way it is ,, xiixixixi ,, . Many times kan yezh ,, gw bilang kalo makin kesini gw makin malazh ma drama2 gaje ,, makin ga tahan ma kehalu2an duniyakwik ,, aka idup yg penting2 ajah with my own p.o.v for sure ,,, . and its getin strong, gezh !!!!! wkkwkwkkw ,, .

people still and always be irritating ,, . Gw nya ajah yg sudah almost ziroh tolerance ,, . and am OK with all consequences will come ,, . Njirrrr ,,, separah ituh gw ,,, . Iyah ,,, ! gw yg parah ,, kl around parahnya dh dari duluw ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, .

its very stick in my mind right now ,, . Its OK being alone,,, lite life ,,, calm ,,, with out drama2 gaje ,, . well ,, we’ll see ,, hows life bring it up ,,, ????????

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2024 ,,, !!! . WOw ,,, already in 2024 ajah yezh ,,, .

and ,, my life just go on with more small circle and simply things life ,,, . I dont know ,, maybe i set up like it is ,, or just universe just make it for me ,, .. Because ,, even my closest circle ,, it just like not engage with me anymore ,,, ,, from my side yezh ,, i dont know in the side ,,, . But one thing for sure ,,, tidak berkurang doa gw buwat mereka ,,, insha allah ,, aminn ,,

what is your resolution for this year hafikuw ??
welll ,, get married for sure ,, jiyakkakakkakakkakk ,,, . WHy ??? kan lo dh mo xpired ,, jiyakkakkakakkakak ,, . Yaaa bikozh marriage is an order in Islam ,, so if any good chance to make ,, i will provide it ,, . as long as not hv bad variable that will reduce my eeman to aLLah swt ,, . Well ,, insha allah ,, .

Others ??? mahuuuuuuuuuuuu ,,, get focuzh with my remaining time ajah sik ,,, #mang apa lagi ??? kekekkekekekekk ,, . what kind of fokezh ,, ??? ,,, tentu pada akhirat ,, wkkwkwkkwkw ,,, insha allah ,,, .

kadang gw merasa kulit nih dh lengket banged ma duniyakwik inih ,, ,, kekekkekekek ,, . Kek lo keringetan ,, kulit lo lengkat dan lo mo mandi wat bersih2 ,, gituh dh gw merasa kulit gw ma udara di duniyakwik inih ,, wkkwkwkkwwk ,, .

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ternyataa ,, gw menerapkan standard yg sangat tinggi wat orang2 yg brada di ring-1 gw ,, . pantesan gw masih jomblow mpe hari gini yak ,, wkkwkwkwkkwkkwkw ,,, . bahkan wat temen2 yg mesti ada around gw ,, . Njir ,, mang gw sapose kokondao ,, ??? dh kek orang bener ajah ,, kwkwkkwkwkw ,, .

Tapiii ,, dh kek naturalnya ajah ,,, kl ga “good” ,, then gw bakal make it “stay there” ,, aka jadi temen bysak ajah ,,, hehehhehe ,, aneh yk gw ,, !!!. Kadang ,, it wasnt me to make that border ,, but it happen naturally anyhow ,, . And it make cause ,, i hv no close friend ,, . But the other me ,, no any hesitate for that ,, . gilzh yak !!! ,,,, . Beneran gw looner and jomblow ,, wkkwkwkkwkwkwkkwkwkwkw , ,, ,,

karenaaa ,,, gada yg bisa gw rubah jugaaaaaaaaakkk ,, seperti gw ga bisa mnjadikan diri gw menikah dengan smuwa hal ttg gw ,,, jadi ,, yaaaaaaaaaaaaa ,, mo gmna lagiiiiiiiiiiii ,, ,,,, bakal sprti inih lah terush gw ,,, .

but ,, one thing yg bakal gw pegang terush ,, bahwa dengan smuwa happening ke gw ,, good or bad one ,,, gw akan terush berusaha brbaik sangka pada allah swt ,, akan terush berlindung pada allah swt ,, akan terush berharap pada allah swt ,, no matter what ,, until end of my time ,,, #love

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end of december ,,, get bonezh ,, and hv a long nataru’s holiday ,, what a blesses ,, !!! masya allah tabarakalluhu ,,, . beneran kudu banyak2 bersyukur yezh dari kehidupan duniyakwik inih ,,, ehhehehehhe ,, alhamdulilah ,, !!!!! ,,,

what i did with my bonezh ??? hmmhh ,, yaaa ,, after several stuffs >> yg mana inih juga dh mihil banged wat ukuran gw ,, dan alhamdulillah ya allah ,, ,, i freeze it into deposit sik ,, . Yaaa ,, ga seberapa ,, sangat ga seberapa ,, tapiii ,, gw kudu banged idup dengan minimlais mpe cicilan kelar ,, kl ga, ya bakalan abis ajah gaje gituh ,,, . alhamdulillah anyway ,,, alhamdulillah ,,

and for more counting times ,, masya allah for this life ,, a good one !! ,, . and more un counting times ,,, i dont know what it caused ,, or might it will cost ,, .

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wkkwkwkwkkwk ,, its happens again ,,, untuk kesekiyan xnyaaa wkkwkwkkwkwk ,,,

Jadiiiiii ,,, kanop ultaahhh ,,, jadilah mb uwee meng-ide wat meng-kado ,,, and it just 3 of us ,,, mb uwee kampit gw ,, . Gw ?? ,,, anything for kanop lah ,, wkkwkwkwk ,, . Tah mengapaaaaa ,, mgkin xuman sebagay pmbahasan santuy ke karop ,, kl mo ngado kanop ,,, . dh lah tuh di kasih dan bla bla bla bla di 212 ,,, .

aaannnddddd ,, for next few days ,,, karop said in the wag yg ada kanopnya :: ni budaya kado mengkado masih ada gasik ???? ,, kl iya, gw ga mw kebagiyan nyawer paling besar ,,, . Uwaaaauuuww !!!! ,,, what a mess ,, !!! wkkwkwkwkkwkwkk ,, . Dan di bahas lah di wag ,, dan nangis lah kanop ,,, ekekkekekekkek ,,, .

i said ke kanop apa adanya ,, bahwa ini xuman br-3 in the first time and ya menjalar ke karop and kanop no need to be sad for these ppl ,, not worth at all ,, . just tell her the good one ,, kl mb uwee happy ngado doi, dll lah ,, .

and its make me remember that while they gave me birthday present ,, uwauuuuww !!! it so much more wooorrssttt ,,, wkkwkwkwkkw ,, . Di bahas bebrapa x ,, in fron of my face ,, !! ,, bayangpun ,, . Ya di mobil, ya pas makmal di taka tiki ,, . #Gw keknya dh pernah share juga sik mil. apakah w sakit hati ?? tentu tydak ,, . Kl bsa gw lempar tuh koper ke muka mereka, gw lempar ,, . Sungguh xuman mo menghargai hati yg bahagiya mmberikan kado inih ke gw ,,, . dan akhirnya gw sadar ,, hati2 spt apa yg ada di sekeliling gw ,, . dan hati2 ituhlah yg menyakiti kanop skrg inih ,, xiixixixixixixi ,, .

inih duniyak ,, ga semuwanya baik ,, ga smuwa pnya pemikiran yg sama ,, #sudah pastiiiii ,,, kwkwkwkkwkw ,,, . Kurikulum /manner etika nya berbeda antara 1 orang dengan orang lain ,, . So, secure your self ,, ok ,, !! nothing else, nothing left ,, xiixixixiixix

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Pas dari jaman mb uwee ultah ,,, kampit kanop mo ngado ,, gw dengan tegas :: ga ikutan, gada cuwan. Majulah kampit blg a i u ,, kl sekian K, lo masih bisa kan ??? . Okzh lah ,, . Pun pd dasarnya di gw ini bukan ttg nominal ,,, .

#ntr gw apdet yak ,, gw lupak time line nya ,, gw duluwan apa mb uwee duluwan yg di kado ,, wkkwkwkwkwk

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gw ,, msh OT ,, msh bingung ,, msh in bitwin ,, what happen with my life ,, ??? . my life is so good ,, i hv a choice ! ,, i hv a very good life ,, . Masih ga abis pikir gw ,, masih ketakutan gw ,, masih OT gw ,, ,,,, . Jadi gimna ini ???

takut,
karena ,, mana ada idup sebaik inih ,, ??? jika kebaikan ituh di hadirkan di duniyak inih ,, bagaymana / dengan apa gw tukar surga ituh ??? ( #Pun hal ini more discussion tbd yezh ,, ). Apa ada istidraj ,, ?? apa ada yg salah dan ga sadar ?? tapi apa ???

not married (yet ?),
hey ,, even though almost full in my head that this is the best fait for until this moment ,, but still ,, in my thought ,, :: is it still any sin ??? is it aLLah SWT get angry to me ??? is it a sin with not to get married ??? how bout my worship’s pahala whereas it will double when you get married other than not ,, . Yah ,, those negative thoughts/worried some time still comes in ,, become my concern ,,, my dread ,, .

dan kerjaan,
yah ,, begitu mudah ,,, . Bayangpun ,, jg11 ,,, anak fruit xman 1 ,, kerjaan segampang ituh ,, dari awal mpe akhir / sekarang ,, kerjaan gitu2 ajah ,, dan ter handled ,, . di usiya segini ,, apa lagi yg di kejar ,,, ??? . Duluw ( after nsd ), mgkin gw cam kebakaran jenggot ,, kerjak se santuy inih ,,, skrg ?? its a bless ,, . Ya iya lah ,, enak banged kan compare dengan JG yg sama anak fruit banyak ,, gaji sama ,, laaaahhh ??? ,,, hehehehheheheh ,,,

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but beyond all of these matters ,, i think ,,, eventually ,, its all about up and down in life ajah sik yezh ,, cycle of life ,,, .

agree tak ???
once again ,, its calm time ,, so you ( hafikuw ) can think clearly ,, make it good ,,, make it these time ,, for your improvement worship to aLLah swt ,, ,, ,,,,, insha allah amin ,,

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