aku adalah dua … dua adalah enam … enam adalah bagian tiap satu … all of that is core of my happiness … 🙂
1, 2, 6, …
one thing …
satu hal yang belum bisa gw terapkan … pun gw sangat pahami …
… jika punya kekuwatan begitu besar untuk membenci dan membalas … kenapa ga digunakan kekuwatan sebesar itu untuk memaaafkan …
saLoN …
biasanya gw routine sebulan sekali ke salon .. wat totok aura … xiixixixiix … . Langganan di moz5 saloon muslimah di palmerah … . Bukan wat cakep2an cyiiinntt … tapi doloe kepala and muka gw sering sakit … jadi di totok itu wenak banged sampe wenak bingiiiidddd … cepek-an sekali sebolan mah masih worthit lah wat guwa … .
tapi sekarang karena sakit kepala gw dah mendingan … gw jadi malesh ke salon kalo ga ada perlu kek potong rambut-red, ngabisin duit aja ke salon …. . wakkakakkakakkak … .
Mudah2an bisa sihat teruushh … bisa bahagia dunia akhirat … aamiinn 🙂
Karma … balance …
i … a person that believe in Karma … . Karma is just kind of symbolic … for me … its all about balance in life … in life … . Maybe … there is a time … that i found karma happen to others … not make me pleasure in anyway … but am glad they know how its feel to be in that path … . Hopefuly each of us can learn from that …
And maybe … someway … out there … someone just having pleasure watching me undergo my karma … undergo being in their path … . Its Ok … we will pay anyway … and i hope i can pay one in this life … not in the life after … 🙂 …
Once again … alhamdulillah for everything in my life … alhamdulillah …
arrived in Your place …
Tuhan … akuwh memang hambaMu yang bodoh dan hina … maafkanlah ya Tuhan … yang masih keras kepala akan segala hal … yang masih sombong untuk keegoisan dan kemarahan … tapi Tuhan … entah bagaimana caranya … tapi akuwh pasti sampai di tempatMu … pasti Tuhan … dengan izinMu … mendengarkan al Quran di bacakan olehMu … dapat bertemu denganMu … pasti sampai di sana … aamiinnn …
was little …
xixiixixix … so cuutteeee ….dan lobang idungnya belon gedeee … wekekkekekekkekkkk … kecil aja dah anyun gituuu … pantes gedenya juga anyunnn … hahhahhahahha
wiken yang waaww …
meet saturday morning wiken with … ::
- wake up in the morning with iler fragrance in my room ituuuu … seswatoe banged …
- fill up gosoline with less cash itu malesin banged …
- can not entering reguler parking area ituu marking to a day …
- eating donut with coklat yang berceceran in area public is not good to see yu noohh..
- my common dark mocha frapucino made by the new ( i think ) barrista, the taste is sooo common also … huikzhh … . In fact, coffee lah yg boost up my mood every day …
huwaaaaaaa … wellkom wikeennn …
alhamdulillah anyway for everything in my life … . My logical said … am so apezh in life … but … am not stoping thank ful to my Lord for everything in life … and i wish never stop to … because … hmmhh apa yaa … because … am just so thankful for what God gave to me till this second … . Something else that can not understand with my logic … xixiixixiix 😛
egh, gw mo ngomongin my impor bozh, nishida-san … doi ituuu … so perfectionist … and sooooo logical thought. He can’t accept unright things from his side … . Can not except also that cant explain with math… . Dowweeennggg !!! … . Perfectionist person is usually a litbit difficult to accept others thought that not similar with him/her. So… you know what happen to this dept lah … xixiixixixi … . People said … i have same character and face ( $%&*@%@(&&%@ ) with him … . Oh noooo … masih bagusan gw kelllezh cyinntttt … . Yes i WAS perfectionist … but now am try to enjoying all of imperfections … because … nothing that so perfect for me and for the world … except the God … 😉
the truth
*looking back* … hmmhh … in one time … i really just want to know the truth that came out from your tongue my dear friend …
ikhlas …
ikhlas ituuu … tidak hanya menerima keadaan sejatinya … tapi pada intinya ikhlas dengan keinginan Tuhan akan kita … mengikhlaskan hidup qt padaNya … menyatu dengan keinginanNya … ikhlas ituuuu … sebagian dari iman…
dan mungkiiinnn … syurga itu tidak sesusah gambaran dalam meraihnya … hanya butuh keikhlasan yang sesimple ini …
