#jgn lupa bahagiya ,,
#jgn lupa brsyukur ,,
#segala puji bagi aLLah Tuhan semesta aLam ,,,
wiken kuwh ,,,
taqdir ,,,
every one has ,, their own thought ,, their own way ,, how to see faith ,,,
and how about me ,,, ??? ,, . Its not change since ,,, many years ago ,,, and its still ,, examined ,,, in every single day of my life ,,, .
taqdir ,,, is taqdir ,,, everything is already written on the lauhful mahfuz ( tulisannya pasti salah ,,, ) . They said ,,, something are can not be choose ,, and others can ,,, . it is ,,, but when we talk about taqdir ,, its already chosen ,, written ,, by the Lord ,,, . Sure ,,, the next question is :: why we have to be punished for something that already written ,,, ?? those are not fair ,,, . Thus ,,, if already written ,, so why we have try so much in this life ,, ???
its ,,, a complicated thought ,,,, but its simply one also ,,, ,,, .
maybe its hard to understand ,,, that ,, having this life ,,, knowing aLLah swt ,, is a greatest thing for human life being ,,, . Starting from that point ,,, then we can talk about faith ,, about destiny ,,, . If we already understood the point is ,,, . Then we will understand also ,,, that everything are already written by the Lord ,,, . Is it not fair ??? ,,, eehh ,,, well as technically ,,, its not kok ,,, . all human ,, almost ,, have the same probability to get the good one ,,, . So ,,, no, its fair ,,, . As human being ,, i cant more explain in detail about this ,, because we cant ,,, .
but in the middle though and at the end of course ,,, everything is about kasih sayang aLLah swt ,,, . Bukan kah qt masuk syurga bukan karena amalan2 qt ,,, tapi karena kasih sayang Tuhan ,,, . In this point ,, please dont get argue with aLLah’s ,, in fact ,, you are doing argue with your human ego ,,, .
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as hafi ,,, i understand deeply ,,, that everything is about aLLah swt ,, everything are already written ,,, . Even ,, its be written not good for me ,,, i always hope ,, can do ,, worship to aLLah swt ,, Tuhan semesta alam ,,, .
duwa hal ,, yang akan selalu gw tanamkan ke anak2 guwe kelak ,,, :: berprasangka baiklah pada aLLah swt selalu ,, dan ,,, bermohonlah slalu taqdir baik pada Nya ,,, 🙂 ,,,
it just ,, time flies ,,,
Kata2 ini ,,,, omelan spt ini ,,, Mengingatkan ,,, many back years ago ,,, ketika gw ^trlalu^ pada kerjaan ,, . It just ,,, time files yezh ,,, in many wayzh ,,, and its make me sad ,,, .
well its passed ,,,, . Now ,,, in my thought ,,, yes indeed ,, its nothing to work over then others ,,, apalagi di aji ,, wkkwkwkwkkwk ,,, kek kurang pengalaman guwe di aji kalo untuk hal ini ,, xiixixixixi ,,, . moreover ,, i just geting skinny day by day ,,, indeed ,,, . Maybe ,, its not suits on me ,,, not in my health condition now ,,, ahhahahahah ,,, am not young anymore ,, kekekkekkek ,, .
but ,,, what my thought says ,,, :: dari pada di kubur ?? hayoooo ,,, pilih manaaa ???? wkkwkwkwkkw ,,, . Mending di omelin si kupret 2 jam ,, yang stroke doi ,, gw still alive ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, . sometimes ,,, gw mensyukuri hal ,, gw masih bisa berjalan di atas bumi ,,, di atas tanah ,,, ga tw kapan ,, gw akan di kubur ,, di bawah tanah ,,, hehehheeh ,,, .
so ,, as long as its good thing to do ,,, i think its oke lah ,,, . My health that become worst ??? ,,, zolim siihhh ,, tapi ga di apa2in ,,, mang bakal worst juga kooo ,,, wkkwkwkwkkwkw ,,, so,,, ???? ,,,, xixiixixix ,,, .
Iyezh ,,
,,, Iyezh ,,, tidak bsa ,, dgn mereka ,, tidak satu pun ,,, well, mgkin hanya satu yg bsa ,,, yg satu itu pun bisa mgkin tidak mau dengankuwh ,,,
#edisi melangkah pergi ,,
Sampay habis ,, sampay akhir ,,,
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Pernah dgr hadis yg bunyinya ( kurleb yezh, tw kan pengetahuwan agama gw kek apa ,,, kekekekekkk ) ^ jika mereka tw faedah keutamaan sholat subuh brjemaah d masjid ,, pasti mereka akan mendatanginya walu harus dgn merangkak ^ ,,,
Gw dh lama denger ayat ini ,,, d jaman dulu gw brkilah dgn hal ^ cewe sebaiknya solat d rumah ^ ,,, . Kekekkekekeke ,,, malekat pencatat koprol kalik yak ma pemikiran gw ,,, . Kerjak ,, hedon ,, plg malam ga apa ,,, giliran sholat brjamaah pake dalil yg entuh ,,, kupret banged yezh gw ,,, kwkwkwkwkwk ,,, .
Seperti jg pagi ini ,, . Gw sering trbangun dgn swara azan subuh ,,, dan otak gw mengingat hadis ituh ,, . Yg gw lakukan ?? Mendekap lebih erat bantal guwe ,,, . Dear Lord yezh ,, . Nggak ko,, gw subuhnya jg jarang telat ,, tp ga pernah on time jg ,,, .
D akhir hari ini gw sadar ,,, banyak nikmat Tuhan atas guwe sedari gw bangun tadi ,,, dan kenapa begitu berat memulay sholat brjamaah d masjid ?? . ,, cedih ,, . Banyak waktu untuk dunya ,, dan sedikit sekali waktu untuk Tuhankuwh ,,, masya aLLah ,,, .
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Bisaaaaaa ,,, !!!
,, Di inged2 ,, 2014 ,, bsa sampe rmh aLLah ,,, keknya lg d puncak dosa2 gw tuh ,, heheheh ,, jg badan lagi fit2nya ,,, ampe diri sendiri amaze ama kekuwatan badan ,,
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Alhamdulillah apa pun keadaan gw kala itu ,, brkesempatan sampe k rmh aLLah ,,, . Kalo d itung2 skrg da kesempatan ke sana lagi ??? ,,, mahuuuuuuu !!!! Hafikuw jiwa raga lahir bathin siyap !!! ,, gw pasti bsa ,, !!
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