MiLestoNe

Penting ,,,
Someone who take care of my soul ,,,
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Sometimes suka bingung ada yg blg ke gw ^ i know you so well ^ ,, . Do you really know me ?? Do you really see my naked soul ??? ,,, . No you dont beibih ,,, . Even you cant see your own soul ,,

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#tgif ,,
#treated by mbak Rita ,,
#Sarinah 20180119 ,,

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iyezhh ,,, aq di sini ,,, sendiri ,,, bersama keluwarga dan teman ,,, berbahagia yang tersyukuri ,,, . Bahagia yang tidak direncanakan dan tidak tertahan ,,, just happy ,,, . Dan begitulah kehidupan yang patut di syukuri ,,, 🙂 ,,, segala puji bagi aLLah SWT Tuhan semesta alam ,,,,,

Lalu aq berfikir ,, dengan kenikmatan di duniya ini ,, apakah ada sisa kebahagiaan kuwh di akhirat ??? . and me inside said ,,, :: yezh of course ,,, ini adalah path terbaik saat ini. Ketika cobaan tidak sedang menjunjung tinggi ,, adalah hati yang digunakan untuk bersyukur ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

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2018 iniiihhh ,,, somehow ,,, its a ,,, starting with gratitude and ,, light ,,, . Iyezh ,, i still remember ,, couple years ago ,,, how its feel ,,, . Its very hard ,, very very hard ,, to get out from those badness ,, . How am so suffer ,,, between 2 worlds ,,, . And on 2017 ,,, i told ,, the progress of my struggle ,,, .  Then ,, in this first 2018 ,, i can feel bless and gratitude ,, and light ,, and happy ,,, 🙂 ,,, . am ready for next ,,, 🙂 ,,, .

oh my dear soul ,, you always gonna be ok ,, . You will go back to your owner ,, to the Lord ,, with good ,, i just knew ,,, . as long in this dunya ,, i’ll try my best to protect you ,,, 🙂 ,,, . You is belong to the Lord ,,, that are so precious ,,, . Its my obligation to make you care well ,,, 🙂 ,, insha aLLah ,,  🙂 ,,,

#taqdir aLLah swt ,, atasku ,,, terlihat ,,, terbentang ,, dalam waktu ,,, . then ,, be patient ,, 🙂

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temen ,, mbak mar dan mpit ,, lagi dapet cobaan sakit ,,, . Smoga ,, diberikan kesembuhan oleh aLLah swt ,,, diberikan keikhlasan atas smuwa taqdirNya ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

kerjaan ,, ??? . Yup ,, so so lah yezh ,,, . I do my best ,,, not for appraisal for the bozh horor or anything you name it ,, it just for my self ,, get my self challenged everyday ,, keep my brain active ,,, . nonsense ??? ,, no ,, its true ,, xixiixixix ,,,

Semangat ,, sebentar lagi cicilan selesay ,, abis itu ,, kalo ada rejeki ,, mule nyicil rumah ,,, aamiinn ,,, 🙂

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terush ,,, mahu kaweeennnnn ,,, wkwkkwkwkwk ,,, xiixixixix ,,, hehehhehehe ,, 😛

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,,, malming kalik enih d rumah ,, maskeran ,,, xixixiixx ,, . Dah tepar ,,, kmren mpe malem denger live music d lippo ,,, terush tadi seharian tawaf d mall ,, plg2 langsung tepar aka obo ,, tumben kan ??? ,,, kwwkwkwkkw ,,, . Tadinya sih niat mahu ke mall lagiii ,, tp kaki nya dh sakit ,, jd akhrannya mandiiiii cumuk maskeran dah ,,, ahahahhaha ,,,

Hadjeeee kapan kawennya hinih jendraaallllll ???? ???

But !!! Ada yg lebih dekat ,,, kapan gw tedornya heneeehhh ,,, ??? . Tadi bobo coreeee ,,, bisa2 pagi nih bru tedor ,, wkkwkwkwkw . 

Nyuci piring udah, nyuci baju nerika udah ,, ngapain lagi yak ??? ??

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Iyeezzhhh ,,, namanya sifat karakter ato apalah ,,, kalo dh gede susah d rubah ,, kecuwali kepentog seswatue yg xtreem ,,, .
Well ,, at least brfikirlah ttg akhirat ,,, dan berubahlah utk kehidupan akhiratmu ,,,
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#edisi tuwak

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guwe ,,, found ,,, something ,, litbit scarry maybe ,,, ??? ,,, . akhir2 ini ,,, gw temukan diri guwe ,,, dalam gejala ngantuk di kantor ,, tapiii ,,, gw ga feel ngantuk ,,, . Twnya ,,, ?? gw liat tulisan di monitor ,,, warnanya berubah merah marun ,,, badan gw anget ,, konsnetrasi gw berkurang ,,, and so on lah ,, gejala2 orang ngantuk lah ,,, . But ,, most of i dont feel sleepy ,,, and some time i feel do ,,,

gw ,, tidur kok ,, malah gw meng-claim ,, gw dah bisa tidur around jam 11 ,,, . Yezh ,,, gw tw gw beberapa kalik bangun di malam hari ,,, dan sekarang ,, gw berfikir ,,, :: mungkin pada dasarnya jam tidur gw less banged ,,,  ato mgkin cmn tidur sejam duwa jam ,,,  . and am sad ,,, . Gw ga rasa ngantuk ,,, sedih yakh ,,, hikzh ,,, . Mungkin gw dah ga ngerti ,, apah ituh tidur ,,, . sedih ,,,

i dont know ,, why i cant enjoying sleep ,, ?? . am i that stress ??? am i ??? . even ,,, am in the very good realize condition of life ,,, . Thus, why i cant sleep ???? . I do have a medical issue ,, but i dont think much ,,, i can guarantee that ,,, . nothing so hard bout this life ,,, . Why i cant sleep well ,,, ????

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it just ,, maybe ,,, my brain ,,, was ,, broken ,,, xixiixixxi ,,, ( the most verge conclusion ) ,,,  🙂

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